You ever feel like your out of your body, just looking down.

But you feel completely out of place.

Like nothing your doing feels real.

Life's dealing you a bad hand.

All your cards on the table, but whatever you do you cant win.

Feeling like im lost in space.

Spiraling round and round.

But i can't free fall and survive.

Im about to hit the ground.

Gotta keep fighting to stay alive.

Feels like im suffocating.

Life's hating on me.

Jump in my car.

Music blaring.

People in the car next to me staring.

I don't care.

Drive to the beach.

Wind in my hair, looking out at the sea.

One of my favorite places to be.

Yet my problems came with me.

Debating life.

My problems still waiting at home.

Shut off my phone.

Just sitting here alone.

I realize running doesn't fix a thing.

Heading back home singing with my favorite song.

Been such a long day.

People always say you can run but you can't hide.

Tomorrow's a new day.

Whatever may arise, I'll get through it.

Because always i fight to survive.

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