If i ran a million miles i couldn't run away from your memory.

Your face is imprinted on my soul, i close my eyes and its you i see.

When i lay quietly in the still night, i hear your whispers in the dark like your hovering so near.

When i try to run from all my thoughts i feel your heart beating next to mine.

Time passes and still your presence is always there.

You live within me, am i a prisoner to your memory?

Or is it you that's trapped inside me and im just to afraid to let you go?

Everyday i struggle to keep you at bay, thoughts of you echo in my head.

Your continuously there under my skin, in my head, and intruding in my heart.

Why wont you just fade away, must you constantly stay with me when i just want to escape what you make me feel?

I avoid you and i left to save my sanity and my heart so why cant you stay out of my life, we are better off apart.

People from the very start told me you were poison for me that you seeped destruction, your words were a empty spiel.

Yet i can't change what i feel i can only try to run from all the memories and mixed feelings that are screaming at me to stay away it's not real.

Mind tortured with confused thoughts each pulling me a different way.

My heart saying no more running you need to face your feelings and stay to face them or this will never end.

This confusion and feelings they are so real and i keep running so you cant catch me and steal the rest of my sanity and my troubled heart.

Part of me still just wants to run back to you even though you inflected so much pain. I know if i were to stay you would distroy me.

My mind is screaming for me to see that i need to stay far away, Pleading be smart that you will just hurt me further and break my heart.

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