8-19-17
Ring around the rosey
Pocket full of bullets,
Only thing that knows me,
Is a trigger I keep pulling.

Wanna play a game little girl?
Come dance on this edge of the city.
Cracked ribs like a sliver of light,
Leaking notice of the night's escape.
Slipped from my lungs
Till I had you beneath my fingertips-
Till I give in to that withdrawal.
Caving,
Caving,
Caving-
He don't want me here,
He can't save me,
He did it once,
But i wasn't the one to rise from the same ashes.
Tell me something, girl.
What's here that you wouldn't want?
(Help us)

They've found me,
Drifting dimensions,
To hide from the red I feel,
Like hot coals,
Swimming in my bloodstream.
Hit the dirt,
I'm down.

Throw me in a ring,
Where they charge you
To leave your justice
At the entrance.
Wired,
My eyes swinging like pendulums,
I've been up so high.
Nothing phases me,
Fuck the pain-
Told you I wasn't a quitter.
Fight bloody till I can't do it,
Fight bloody till even the crowd leaves,
Because at least I'll know where I stand-
When these lights shatter.

Whiskey bottles lay where I walk,
Dust kicked up with nicotine.
Push me,
See what fucking happens.
Told you I'm crazy,
Told you I meant what I laid down.
- (m.m)

That doesn't feel finished but I started it the other day and I'm not gonna delete it.

8-22-17 lyrics/rap
I'm just dozing off these pm's
Ain't nobody know how bad I wanna be dead
I'm just filing down my life now
Trying to numb the apathy of no regret

Cause I can turn the tide
But it's something I can't wash away,
And I'll save your life
And tell you now to look away
Look away
I'm a hurricane,
And I'll let the fucker rain
Cause I can't wash away the pain
I'll never be cleaner when I drain
Look away

I'm just dozing off these pm's
Ain't nobody know how I wanna be shit
Dying just to live now,
Wonder how to reap the good in what I did

I'm just lying through my teeth now,
Cause if i want it then it's gonna go down,
They learn not to stop me,
This is where the bodies drown

Fuck what you heard though,
Couldn't predict me if you tried
Stay low on my own shit,
Ringing up cause they know I got the lines

Cause I can turn the tide
But it's something I can't wash away,
And I'll save your life
And tell you now to look away
Look away
I'm a hurricane,
And I'll let the fucker rain
Cause I can't wash away the pain
I'll never be cleaner when I drain
Look away
- (m.m)

Also expect a murder poem soon. I've been reading up on a homicide that happened an hour away from my town and it's beyond intriguing so once I feel like I can collect my thoughts on that and shit and make good shit happen, I'll update something