Chapter 11 is here~ I don't own cardfight vanguard~

After a few more minuets of the young boy slowly picking at his food the boy stood up from his seat, blue locks still hiding his eyes from sight.

"I'm finished......"

The blue haired boy stated as he walked away from the table, the brunette opened his mouth to say something but stopped, for he could tell that the boy seemed to be more upset then before.

Aichi let out a shaky breath when he entered his room and closed the door behind him before sliding into the floor.

Tears were prickling at the corners of sapphires as the boy pulled his legs up to his chest and whimpered lightly, feeling nauseous.

The thought of food really did make him feel sick, he didn't want to skip meals, however food reminded him of his mother's cooking which he terribly missed.

He didn't care about the empty feeling within him that was caused from hunger, instead he ignored it in favour of trying to not think about his mother's delicious cooking.

Aichi stayed like this for an hour, when he finally decided to move his bones made a slight cracking sound due to his stiffness from hugging his knees to his chest for so long.

Tear filled sapphires were now dull, his gaze flittered towards the bed.

He looked under it to see the blood stained clothes from before and frowned, wondering how he would rid himself of the evidence for he couldn't randomly throw out a pair of bloody clothes with the brunette around.

"Maybe I should dispose of them while Kai is out...."

Aichi murmured to himself before nodding in satisfaction, the thought of the bloody clothes brought his mind over towards the knife.

"......."

He snatched the knife from its hiding place and headed towards the washroom.

When he entered he located the black towel from last time and noted that his wet clothes that had been set to dry were no longer there, probably due to the brunette.

A soft click of the door signalled that it was now locked before he turned on the shower and removed his clothes, a slight smile appearing across his face at the thought of how many showers he's had lately, he guessed it wasn't a bad thing for it meant that he was clean.

He flinched slightly at the hot water streaming down before relaxing into its lulling warmth.

A black expression crossed his face when he settled the knife just below the crease of his elbow, he winced as he felt the warm blade dig into his skin. However the sight of crimson bubbling up from the cut allowed a feeling of peace to filter into his system.

He cut his arm a few more times, not lethally of course, but enough to allow a steady flow of crimson to trickle into the drain, the hot water stung as it hit his newly made cuts.

He was tempted to just stay in the shower and allow the warmth to lull him to sleep, however he knew that that wasn't a bright idea.

Instead, he savoured the stinging sensation within his arm and allowed it to keep him awake, after a while he divided that he should patch himself up, before he passed out from blood loss like last time.

He didn't turn off the shower as he exited the shower, instead he left it on so as to not arise suspicion of taking too long to 'dry off'.

He gently patten toilet paper onto his injuries before wrapping them up. He then dried the other parts of his body with the black towel, when everything was dry except for his one arm, he took off the soggy makeshift bandages and wrapped the towel around his arm and applied suitable pressure to it, wiping away any blood in the process. He was thankful that he had grabbed a black towel instead of white.

When the blood had been stopped, he turned off the shower and set his bloodied but not noticeable towel on the rack, careful to place it in a way that blood would not get into it.

He felt tired due to blood loss, the feeling was greatly welcome to him as he put on his clothes, pocketed the knife, and sluggishly exited the bathroom and went into his bedroom only to be greeted by the brunette placing a stack of papers in the corner of his room.

Jades blinked in surprise at the younger boy's appearance.

"You seem to take a lot of long showers....."

The brunette noted after seeing the slight dampness of the younger's hair. Aichi shrugged sleepily.

"I like to be clean"

The boy yawned causing the brunette to raise a brow.

"Shouldn't a shower wake you up instead of make you sleepy?"

Kai questioned.

"The warm water was nice and made me sleepy....."

The younger half lied smoothly, wondering how he had gotten so used to lying.

"I see....... anyway I want you to eat something for lunch when it's around noon"

The brunette replied as he glanced towards the clock, it read 10:41AM , surprising the younger that he had such a long shower.

"Sure........"

The younger replied tiredly before turning away from the older and flopping onto his bed. Kai sighed and shook his head before leaving the room.

"......."

When the younger was sure that he had left he jumped up in silent pain, he had forgotten about the knife being in his pocket.

"Good it's not too deep...."

Aichi sighed in relief after he had taken off his pants to look at the accidental puncture wound on his thigh. He wrapped it up carefully before putting on a new pair of pants, sighing slightly at the thought of bloodying another article of clothing that he tossed under the bed as well.

"I've got to be more careful...."

The blue haired boy murmured as he wiped the blood off of the knife before placing it under his bed, hidden with the clothes.

Me: yay another chappy written in less than a hour~~

Miwa: yay~

Me: I don't have enought time before class to write a good skit though....

Miwa: I see....

Me: so hope you guys enjoyed le chappy~~