Story will be in Jimin's POV only.
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This is my first day at work. I used to work at a music store but now I, Park Jimin, work at a video game store with my best friends, Kim Taehyung and Jeon Jungkook.

The only two people who understand my pain.

Should I explain?

Well I'm adopted. I was five when I got into a car accident and both my parents ended up dying trying to protect me and my younger brother, Park Jihyun.

Due to that, we were both given to an orphanage. And living in a place like Korea, adopting a non blood relative isn't really a good thing.

So my brother and I lived in an orphanage until I was eight years old. My brother was happy but I wasn't. I thought there was something off with our new parents when I first met them.

Six months after we got used to living with our new parents, they started to abuse the child they hated the most, me. Everything I said or did ticked them off. I still have scars. And if I ever see my parents, they still abuse me even though I'm 20 now.

They only abuse Jihyun a little bit, he used to be abused more then me but around the age of nine, I stood up for him and I became their target.

That's when I met my best friends Kim Taehyung and Jeon Jungkook. We did everything together and still do. Mainly because they are my only friends and they know that.

Why are they my only friends? Because around the age of twelve, I gained a mental illness causing my other friends to leave me.

I started hearing and seeing things that apparently weren't real. There's one I used to see often, he was apparently just my imagination and trying to be my friend. But I couldn't tell.

Doctors said it was to cover up all the pain I had at an early age.

So yes, I'm schizophrenic.

And it's fucking hell.

I gained interest in dancing around the age of thirteen, a year after I gained this stupid mental illness. I also gained hormones which you know what that means, I started liking girls... And boys. But none of them wanted to even look at me knowing my history.

Instead, I got bullied by people saying "Oh! Are you imagining me?" Then they'd laugh like it was funny. It made me confused though. Because I didn't know if I was imagining them or not.

I still imagine my cousin who died long ago. But I can't tell it's imagining.  So being teased like that made me go home schooled at the age fourteen.

Taehyung and Jungkook still didn't stop being friends with me which made me wonder if they were real or not. Jihyun told me they are completely 100% real.

Now I hope I don't get teased at my new job since Jungkook and Taehyung work there. That's why I quit my old job was because of the over bullying.

I would have been a singer. I got into BigHit when I was fifteen, but because I kept saying there was something there, they kicked me out and I became jobless. I wasn't a trainee anymore, I couldn't chase my real dream all because I'm seeing things.

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