15th September 2020

Hiraya didn't visit today. Wala naman kaming usapan sa kung kailan siya pupunta pero I was hoping that she will show up after what she just said.

'Di malinaw para sa'kin 'yon kahit may clue na. Umalis agad siya eh. Nahiya? Ang weird. Si Hiraya mahihiya? Parang hindi yata pwedeng magkasama sa isang sentence ang pangalan niya at ang salitang hiya.

I was in a good mood until Uncle Rei stepped into my room dala ang balitang kinausap raw siya ni tatay at pupunta raw dito bukas para bisitahin ako.

He also knew about my condition dahil wala raw choice si Uncle kung hindi sabihin. After all, I'm still his son.

No, I refuse to be his son the moment he chose to cheat on my mother. Wala siyang karapatan para tawagin pa akong anak.

Uncle was very sorry, gusto niya raw sana akong pagtakpan pero nagmamakaawa raw si tatay.

Kung siya naawa, ako hindi. Hindi niya ko madadaan do'n. He didn't even bother to look at me when I was the one begging for him to come back.

So I told Uncle Rei for him to back off. Nandidiri ako sakanya, I don't want to see him in person. Kahit anino niya ayokong makita.