28th August 2020

When I was in college may mga ilang babae rin namang umaaligid saakin pero hindi ako naiirita.

Well, that was before I knew about my fucking condition called Cardiomyopathy which I inherited from my mom.

I was living my life back then, but this disease of the heart muscle ruined all of my plans.

Ngayon, stuck ako sa ospital kasama ang babaeng hindi ko naman kakilala.

Mga kaibigan ko nga tinalikuran ko na matapos kong malaman na may sakit ako kasi alam ko namang mawawala rin ako gaya ng mama ko.

Bakit ko pa sila pahihirapan?

I know how it feels to be left behind and I wouldn't want that for them.

They may think I'm a horrible person for leaving them hanging, but this is my way of saving them.

After all, gano'n din naman end result. Iiwan ko lang rin sila sa ere.