"Is she freaking out then?" Looking up Jackson is standing there, holding two plates of food.

"No idea, I am not going to read the 54 messages she has left, I just told her I am fine and not to worry" He laughs placing the plate in front of me, sitting eating, we don't say much else, this is the part I hate, the silence, I have no idea what to say and I hate it. I can't do conversations not like most, I struggle with it, yet with Jackson I can sometimes, like now, though, it feels awkward to silent, but my mind cannot force my mouth to speak.

"So, university tomorrow?" He winks at me, I should say yes, but I honestly don't want to. I will catch up no problem, but right now I would rather have a bit of time off and spend it with Jackson.

"No, I don't think so, I rather liked the wake up I got this morning and I doubt I can do that before university" Thinking back to this morning, a smile creeping across my face, how does he do it? How does he make me want to spend so much time with him already?

"Okay, well while I have no issues with us spending the rest of our time in the bedroom, maybe we should go out somewhere, you know see people or something?" Looking at him, I don't know why he would want to do that, it is pure crazy, I would rather spend all the time in his bed.

"Oh, fuck it, what am I talking about like hell are we going anywhere" His body moved, standing up, he grabs me off the chair, his hands lifting me, my legs wrapping around his body. Kissing me, he pushes me back against the wall.

"I plan to fuck you as much as possible before you leave" His voice almost a growl, moaning, nodding at him I bite my lip, what have I got myself into? Carrying me upstairs to the bed, his eyes making me feel safe, yet at the same time, like I am being hunted.

"I am like a wolf Alena, this wolf needs its kitten fix, and you are that kitten" His mouth beginning to kiss me again moaning, I pull him to me, pushing him over.

"This time, I am taking charge" His eyes watching, his hands twitching, he really doesn't do the whole women taking control does he, watching as my hands grasp, his to tie him to the bed, his eyes full of wonder, his hands looking misplaced, they shouldn't be tied to the bed, and he knows it.

He doesn't stop me though, he indulges my craziness, slowly kissing along his body, I begin teasing, every inch of him. Time passes and feeling like I have teased him enough, I move, slowly lowering myself on his cock.

My hips moving slowly, his control slipping away, I can see it, he hates not being in control, his head shaking, a growl escaping his lips, his hands ripping from the bed breaking the restraints. His hands grasping me, throwing me over.

"Kittens don't take control" His words taking over my body there is no escape for me, I lost all sense of time, I spent it all with him in his bed, two weeks had passed and we had not seen anyone or left his house, passing out I feel exhausted, my body not used to so much sex, pleasure and intimacy, falling asleep I know I will sleep for ages.

Standing in darkness, unable to see anything around me, I can hear screams, I recognise the voice, I just can't figure out who it is, following the screams, I get closer, the figure coming into view, I can see his face, screaming as pain shoots through my head.

Jolting upright in bed, looking around I begin to wonder how I'd gotten here, Of course, I know how I came to be here, I just don't see how my entire life has shifted so drastically in only a few short months. I've been having this dream, or rather nightmare a lot lately, and it proceeds to constantly wake me up.

Hoping it wasn't true, I'd normally push it to the rear of my head, attempting to forget it, straining to cover it. The crazy thing is, I am not this type of person at all, He has taken over my life, changed me so much, I don't recognise myself anymore, that is a lie, I see my old self, the old me I lost years ago.

I wish to recognise where things are going next, but right now I feel like I'm losing control of my life, I was happily ensconced in my little routine. I'd go to university, then to work, then I'd go home; simple, and uncomplicated. He's turned everything upside down, I can't find my way back and even if I could, I don't think I'd want to.

He makes me happy, sitting here on his bed, still somewhat shaken up, I can't conceive of anything else but the same recurring nightmare, is he making me happy enough, or is this simply one big mistake? Hearing the door unfastened, I know instantly it is him without even looking, when he walks into a room, I pick up on it straight away, putting up my head I look towards the door and sure enough, there he is.

"Good morning baby, you look refreshed" I can't help but grin at him, somehow he has defined all odds, made me want to live life again, and love it.

"I guess I have you to thank for that" I say sheepishly, my cheeks flushing pink, even after he's seen me at my most vulnerable, I still feel insecure. I can't help but avert my eyes whenever he calls me baby.

"I thought that maybe today we could have some fun?" His body climbing onto the bed, I begin to laugh.

"No, I don't mean that kind of fun, unless that's what you require? I mean we could just stay in all day and explore each other more..." His body moving closer to me, how is he always in such a good mood? His hands started grabbing my body, I can't help but laugh, I jump back, my hand throwing up telling him to stop.

"No Jackson, I think we can behave for today, I have things that I need to do anyway. I have to go to my apartment as I haven't been back there all week" He pouted looking down at me, my breathing quickening under his gaze.

"Plus, I promised Daz I'd meet up with him and his girlfriend" I've got to admit, I have missed my apartment so much, and it seems like forever since I last saw my friends. We've spent two weeks in his room, hardly leaving. I skipped university, I am guessing I have lost my job as well now.

"Fine, come on babes, let's get you home" Getting ready, we walked to the car, climbing in he started the engine.

"Hey, can you take me to the centre, I need to grab a few things, I will make my way home from there" Smiling at him, I slightly nudge his arm, as he begins to drive.

"Of course, babes" We sit quietly, after 15 minutes, finally reaching the centre he parks up the shops surrounding us, kissing him I climb out the car.

"Catch you after baby" He smiles, driving off down the street, turning I begin to walk into the shops, shopping was dull, as always, I hate shopping, I detest a lot of girly stuff, just give me a blanket and a chick flick and I am happy. Getting home the flat is quiet, too quiet in fact.

It feels so surreal, I haven't been alone for two weeks. Things have changed so much, there is no going back now, there is no way I can go back to being the person I used to be. Appearing about the flat I can't help but smile seeing the kitchen, the kitchen that changed so much in one night, even so I still possess a sense of doom the feeling never leaving no matter what I do.

My phone begins to ring, looking at it, I see Daz's name, my eyes look at the time, I am meant to be there now meeting him.

"Sorry Daz, I'm on my way now, oh, I forgot to ask, what's your girlfriends name?" Grabbing my coat, I leave the apartment.

"You better hurry, she is called Jessica, we're waiting for you" He hung up the phone quickly, me rushing there, how did I forget? Finally reaching the student bar I walk in, seeing Daz, he gets up cuddling me.

"Finally, you're here Alena. Jessica this is Alena, one of my friends, Alena this is Jessica my girlfriend" He introduced us, turning to look at her I freeze for a second, she resembles me, she is short, fiery red hair, and freckles.

"Sorry I'm late, I got distracted" I need to apologise, sitting down I look at her she looks so like me.

"Yeah, I know. You missed university for two weeks, apparently you were too busy with your new fella, Jackson isn't it? Georgina told me" he is teasing me, laughing I nodded.

"Doesn't matter, what I was doing, it's no one's business but mine" Georgina and her big mouth.

"So, Jackson your boyfriend then?" She looks at me smiling, nodding in response to her it feels weird saying I have a boyfriend.

"So how long have you two been together then?" Looking at them, I wait, he always said he had a girlfriend, but always lied so I have no idea.

"About three weeks, around the time you started dating Jackson, we should do a double date sometime" Daz smiling thinking his idea is brilliant, Jessica however, does not like the idea of it at all, the look on her face says it is the worst idea ever.

"Not too sure, Jackson works a lot so might be hard, but I will think about it" I don't want to cause an argument and clearly Jessica hates the idea, sitting we talked for a little while, Jessica seems lovely, so nice and kind. I guess she can come to our girl's night in tomorrow, would be nice to have another friend who is actually nice.

"So, Georgina and I are having a girly night in tomorrow if you want to join us?" Turning to Jessica I smile, she is nice.

"If you can tear yourself away from Jackson that is" Daz quipped.

"Oh, shut it Daz, I would love to come, if that's okay? I don't want you to feel forced into inviting me" Laughing at Jessica shooting Daz down I like her a lot.

"No, of course not, I'd love it if you could come. It'll be a good idea, to get to know each other better if you're going to be spending a lot of time with Daz" I don't want me and Daz to fall out if we don't get along.

"I'm surprised you haven't run away from him yet, I know myself how full on he can be sometimes" I laugh, she looks shocked but then laughs as well, Daz does not look impressed.

"Listen, I've got to go, it was lovely meeting you Jessica, I'll see you tomorrow. Any time after six is fine" She got up, giving me a hug goodbye.

"You smell lovely" She smiled, looking at her confused.

"Sorry, the smell it just reminds me of someonethat's all" Her explanation didn't help much, walking out I try to smell my top,but all I can smell is Jackson, I look back at her and feel slightly uneasy,though why I don't know. Walking back home, my mind is on Jessica, maybe it isjust me who is over thinking it all?