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Shock is overtaking me, standing here looking at him and it feel like I have limited time left in his presence. 

Why do I feel like this is going to be the end; Would I ever see him again? Why does he have to agree to go on this mission?

"Alena, everything will be alright" He walks over to me, his arms wrapping around my body, cradling me, trying to comfort me from my own thoughts.

"We've been on missions together for years and have never had any problems. I will be coming back to you I promise" 

I look up at him, how can he be so calm and so sure? It is possible he will not be coming back, no matter how small there is a chance. 

Embracing him I guess if he is leaving in a week I will spend this time wisely with him, I won't waste a second moping around, complaining or crying, every second I will spend with him until he leaves.

"How long will you be gone?" 

I smile, secretly hoping it would be a few days, but know deep down it would be longer.

"A week or two depends how complicated things are" His eyes looking straight into mine, melting me from the inside out, two weeks. 

I won't say a week because there is no way I am thinking a week and him being gone for two weeks.

"Okay, so we have a week before you leave. I want to spend it with you in every possible way" 

I smile up at him, biting my lip, tempting him. His eyes gaze over my lip and back up to my eyes.

"Are you really already trying to seduce me?" 

His eyes are teasing, and his tone is making me aware it was working.

"If, I was, would you be complaining or secretly hoping I would keep going?" 

My question teasing as slowly my fingers trail up and down his back under his shirt. 

He looks at me smiling, shaking his head, I won't stop, I feel like I need to get as much of him as I can before he leaves, even if it means trying to seduce him into giving me it.

"You really are one crazy woman, aren't you? I would have thought you had enough for today, but if not..." 

He doesn't finish his sentence, his arms grabbing me, throwing me over his shoulder, smacking my ass and making me laugh.

"What are you doing Jackson? Put me down" 

I am screaming with laughter and kicking against his grip. 

He carries me back upstairs into the bedroom. Gently throwing me down onto the bed, his body climbing on top of mine.

"You just want to seduce me, well, it's not going to work" 

Jackson's head lowering as he kisses me slowly, I feel like crying that this soon will end, but I won't not until he walks out the door.

"You might regret biting your lip and trying to do that" 

His smile is taunting. It makes me wonder what he has planned, but to be honest, I wanted it, even though I had no idea what it was, I want everything he is willing to give me right now, no matter what it is. He is sitting there staring at me, his eyes examining me. 

He looks like he was working out what to do. I can't stop the smile from growing across my face, feeling like my teasing him has thrown him, he is clearly struggling to think clearly and work out what to do with me.

"You find this funny? I am sitting here looking at you, thinking how far are you willing to go. What is enough for you and what is too much?" 

His eyes looking at me questioning, if only I knew that answer, I have no idea what is too much and what is enough for me. 

Oh, it is, he is caught off guard and is struggling to think, and I love it, smiling I bite my lip again.

"Well, we won't know until you try" 

I laugh at his expression, he is looking at me like I am crazy, like what I said should never be spoken in my lifetime, well I just did.

"You're pushing it aren't you? You really are crazy" 

His voice is filled with humour as he starts to laugh, I will miss his laugh, I will miss him.

"Okay, so we try most things? Not all right now, but I know where to start. Last time Alena, tomorrow you are sorting out what you like and don't. I am not risking doing something you might not like" 

His voice is teasing yet amused like he knows what he is going to do and how I will react. 

I know if I beg again after he will do it, no questions asked he said he would only do it once, and this is now the second time he is agreeing without a damn list.

"I want you to strip, no questions asked, and I want you to go over there and strap your feet to that pole" 

I look in the direction he is pointing, it looks like the pole is on some sort of chains, like it is going to be lifted up. 

I feel myself panic, but at the same time excitement begins to rise inside me. I look at him with wonder as to what it is, his smile soft and delicate his only response is quick and simple.

"No questions, you have three options again, do it dressed, naked or we walk out now" 

I don't want to walk out, and I certainly don't want to be covered in clothing while he tries to please me. I feel brave, removing all my clothes I walk over slowly, watching him with my eyes every step I take. 

I begin to fasten my ankles onto the pole, finishing I stand up looking at him waiting for his next move, wondering what is going to happen next. 

He grabbed something leather and began walking towards me. The sight of it excites me. Pulling my arms around my back, I can feel the leather straps wrap around my arms, so they are together unable to move. He is restraining me, yet I feel so safe and calm, my breathing relaxing more. 

His hand slowly creeping down my stomach in-between my legs, his fingers teasing, rubbing, trying to move closer to him, but his fingers never enter, never fully pleasuring. 

He starts to walk around me, I feel something clip onto the restrains on my arms. He continues walking around looking at me, my heart rate slowing, my mind running away wanting more, wanting the chair again or something just as good. 

Is there anything better than the chair? I would have said there was nothing better than him tying me to the bed, but I was wrong, so maybe it is possible that he can do more, and the chair is just the beginning.

"Still not enough?" 

He is teasing me, it isn't enough, though I begin to shake my head, feeling brave, ready for anything he is willing to give me. 

He moves around me, his hand grabbing a flogger slowly trailing it around my body, trying to squirm as he does, my mind feeling free, just the thoughts of pleasure within it. I stand watching as he moves seductively to my side. 

Then, slowly his arm raising lifting it and swinging it down over my ass. I shoot up on my tiptoes, smiling, waiting for more, it never feels like it's enough. He's looking at me and slowly he walks to the other side like a tiger circling its prey, while he trails the flogger along my body again. He stops at the side of me lifting it and again, swinging it down this time harder over my arse. 

The sting feels amazing, I can't help but jump again, my body resting on my toes, smiling, as he looks at me in amazement, I can't help it I begin to bite my lip and smile teasingly. He moves so quick grabbing me tight, forcing his kiss on my lips. He tastes perfect, I want to grab him and pull him to me, damn while I love the restraints I also hate them. 

It got the reaction I wanted, though, I needed him to touch me more and biting my lip worked. He begins moving back, walking past me quickly grabbing the nipple clamps. 

I smile, knowing exactly what is coming as I wait excitedly. He starts walking back over to me, his head slowly lowering as his mouth starts teasing around my nipples from one side to the other. I can feel my tension grow as he teases me more and more. 

The flogger swinging down quick and sharp over my arse making me jump, yet I feel that isn't all he can give me, but I am not sure he will give me more or do it harder until he gets his list, his hands are seducing me, running down my side and back up again, the feel of his fingers lingering there. 

His hands slowly start to put the nipple clamps on me. A smile, moving across my face as I feel the tight squeeze from them. I still want more though, I want to lose all control and he can see it.

"Okay, pick a safe word. I have no idea how far you're willing to go so you need a safe word, I don't want to choose for you, so red is gone you decide not something hard to remember though" His voice is teasing as he walks around me trailing the leather flogger across my body.

"A safe word, really? Okay, then how about peach?" I question, not sure why I am asking if it is okay as he told me to pick anyway. He is looking at me like he is going to laugh but he isn't.

"Okay, so peach it is. You use this word when you have reached your limit when you can't take any more. Don't throw it out, every chance you get to try and get your own way though. You say peach everything stops" 

His voice is right behind me and his breath rushing across the back of my neck. The fact he is saying chose a safe word makes me smile, I am getting more I know I am, at the same time though I can see in his face, he is unsure, he doesn't want to do anything that might hurt or scare me.