"Talk to me Jackson" I nudge him trying to get a response.

"You were meant to say the safe word when you reached your limit, not after" I look at him and laugh.

"I had not reached my limit, I just couldn't stand anymore if I could I would still be strapped to that table right now" I point out.

"Look at your wrists and ankles, how could you not feel the pain and burning from the cuts?" To be honest, I didn't feel much in my wrists or ankles. I look at them, and then back at him.

"I felt no pain at all, towards the end, I felt the rope pulling on the wrists, but no actual physical pain" I am being honest.

"If you didn't feel that then I think we need to be more careful, you should have been screaming in pain with how much the ropes dug in" he shakes his head holding my hand looking at my wrists and I watch as he slips away again. I slap his chest.

"Don't go soft on me again, I enjoyed yesterday, so what if there are marks, I enjoyed it and if you turn soft I might have to start whipping you to get you back. Plus, I love the marks, they make me smile and actually turn me on a lot, so shh and stop" 

I shout climbing on top of him remembering how much I enjoyed yesterday.

"I don't normally do this to people I love, I am used to it been a stranger, someone I am not attached to, the thought that I am hurting you, hurts me" He opens up and I in a way understood.

"You're the first relationship I have been in where I do this to someone I love, don't get me wrong, in a way I loved my submissive's but not like you. I hate to see you in pain and looking at the marks on your body after making me think of how painful it must have been for you" I move so I am looking him in the eyes.

"I was not in pain yesterday, or last night when I collapsed to the floor exhausted and happy. Not once have you done anything that actually was painful" It is the truth, but he doesn't seem to take it.

"So not once have I done something, and you thought, ouch, I don't want him to do that again?" He waits, and I thought back, every moment made me smile right back to the first time.

"No, nothing at all. Okay, yes, I think ouch, but not in a bad way. Not once did I think that something was so painful that I wanted to cry, or that the pain made me want to run and hide from you, not even a pain that made me feel like telling you to stop"

"You remember telling me my fears are all in my head? Remember me blindfolded in that room with the window? How I didn't care? Well, that is you, you sat here with all the fears of what if, when it isn't true" 

He doesn't say anything, just pulls me to him as he starts kissing me. His hands grabbing my arse, pulling me closer, his hands rubbing up my back I freeze under his touch.

"What?" He is looking at me like he has hurt me.

"Do that again with your hand" I wait and feel his hand stroking my back.

"I can feel it all, every bit of it" I am fascinated like I can feel the touch for the first time ever. I have got so used to losing the sensation of his touch as his hands moved. It feels strange, but nice. 

He clearly thought so as well, stroking his hand up and down my back watching me enjoying the feeling my head tipping back as I moan feeling it. I am excited, I grab the whip, looking at him licking my lips before biting on them. Smiling at him, tempting him to fuck me.

"You can try, but it is not going to work. The boat will be here soon to take us to resort and today we won't be rushing back" He laughs.

"Can we bring the whip?" I smile teasingly playing with it.

"Sure, if I can bend you over in front of everyone and whip your arse" I am not sure if he is being serious, usually I would keep going teasing him and taunting him, but I know he would do it if he is being serious.

"We have some time before we need to leave" I smile, but he just shakes his head. I huff sitting here thinking of ways to get him to give me what I want. 

I get up off the bed, walking around completely naked, bending over to pick my things up off the floor, I don't even need them but know it will tease him like hell. After getting them, I place them on a chair, I look through the cupboards, fridge freezer, everything hoping to find something I could use. 

Looking through the freezer I find ice cream, grabbing it, I sit on the bed next to him, he sits watching me as I play with the spoon, accidentally dropping the ice cream on my breast.

"Whoops" I laugh, I watch as he is trying to resist touching me.

"I think my other one feels lonely" I laugh purposely dropping ice cream on the other breast and moaning at the coldness as the ice cream melted.

"Might want to be quick before it goes on the bedding" 

I laugh waiting for his response. He moves so quickly, his mouth gently sucking the ice cream off my breasts, his tongue teasingly licking the bits up that has melted. 

His hands spinning me over, gripping my hips as he pulls me onto my hands and knees. He moves back, his hand grabbing the whip, I wait, praying I will feel it, that it will make me scream, but I don't have much hope. 

I watch as the whip swings down, it is hard I know that, so I hope I feel it, I scream. 

Grabbing the pillow as I moan into it, forcing myself not to drag him onto me. He smiles, noticing it is working again, the whip swinging down again as I scream, this time unable to stop myself, I got up pulling him onto me, trying to get his shirt off. 

I am kissing him, going crazy, pulling at his clothes trying to get access to his cock, he laughs.

"Now that is what I miss" He grabs me and pushes me back.

"No time the boat is on the way, get dressed" I look down smiling.

"Are you sure? Because someone seems to want to play with me even if you don't want to" I gaze at his cock, that has become hard, the sight of it pushing against his trousers trying to escape.

"Well, you have a choice, we behave and get on that boat, or we don't behave, and I fuck you where they can see we are busy, so they don't come knocking" 

His words teasing me, I want to say let's not behave who cares if they see. But I still feel like I aren't ready for any public display where I am being fucked.

"Fine, I will behave for now" I pout and get up grabbing my clothes.

"Still not willing, or ready to let me fuck you while people can see us? That is a shame as right now I could be bending you over spanking that arse of yours" 

He is teasing me. He knows what he is doing, and he is enjoying it. Now that I know I can't have what I want, every chance he gets he grabs me and teases me. I laughed and brush him off

"You are not as good as me at this teasing thing" 

I carry on getting ready, knowing it is a lie. He grips me, bending me over the table again. His hand gripping my hair as he pushes his cock between my legs, I am moaning. 

Pushing myself back on his cock trying to get it inside me. His hands teasing me, grabbing my arse and then spanking it, I moan pushing myself further back, he stands back up and walks away.

"You're right, I am not as good as you at this teasing thing" He laughs walking out the door. 

I am turning standing here in disbelief, how the hell did that happen? I was so ready for him and he was just teasing me, no one goes that far teasing except him! 

I walk out, and the boat is waiting, I climb on it and sit sulking looking at him and he just smiles. 

He really has gone past the teasing to nearly fucking me then stopping, he doesn't play fair. I keep quiet all through eating food, not saying a word just sitting eating every now and again throwing him dirty looks. 

All that gets me is him laughing, finding me funny. After eating I get up to walk back to the boat, his hand grabbing me.

"Where are you going? I said we were not going straight back after." 

He pulls me in the opposite direction, I follow quietly sulking like a child. We have been walking for ages, I am beginning to think he is lost, he moves to the side and points forward, straight up when we get to the top he gestures for me to walk ahead. 

I walk around him going through the trees further up, I get close to the edge of the trees and start to see brightness coming through. 

Suddenly, I felt the whip across my arse, I scream turning around to face him, Jackson stood there smiling like nothing had happened.

"Really?" I ask looking at him.

"Finally, she speaks" He laughs walking towards me