***Warning, this chapter is over 3k words long, this is due to the fact I did not want to split up what we call a scene into two chapters***

the feel of lips pressing against mine awoke me, my eyes opening Jacksons right there, looking down at me, full of sympathy and apology, but it was too late, how could he not even reply to the text?

"Sorry, before you shout just hear me out please" I stayed quiet waiting for him to continue.

 "I had planned something or rather booked something today, it was not meant to take long a couple of hours, I left my phone in the car, I am a jerk I know I am"

"All I can do is apologise, the whole point was I would go there find out other options for my mum and come back, I was meant to be back within a couple of hours, getting in the car. Seeing that picture I realised I fucked up, totally fucked up Alena and I am sorry"

I want to say I hate him, that is apology means nothing, that he hurt me, scream at him and hit him for making me feel like he didn't love me, I just don't get how it could take all day?

"I remember the last time, I sent a text and said I am in the room waiting for you, yes you left it about half an hour but what did you say afterwards? You could not leave me stood there waiting and thinking you did not want me. Well it certainly felt like I was unwanted today so thanks"

His head fell, I looked around seeing the clock, it was 6pm he had wasted the whole day, a day I wanted to spend with him just gone. 

Either way though, I know now I can't sit crying, complaining about it all that will do is waste the few hours we have left together.

"The fact you came back, apologized, having a good reason helps, but the thought of putting myself in the position again and waiting for you scares me. The last few days, I honestly thought you hated me you have not touched me, not cuddled me nothing" 

I was trying to explain it in a way he would understand I am not angry more hurt, but relieved he showed up and didn't mean it, I just wish he had his phone on him, because the thought of doing this again, I don't want to, I don't want to open myself up to that pain.

 "Yes, because I was pissed, sorry no still pissed that you told Marcus about things, I told you not to tell anyone and you told Marcus" Finally, the reason why. 

Why could he not just tell me that before now, so I knew.

"Then punish me, punish me like you would your submissives, none of this crap you can't you love me, we have tonight, I want you to treat me like you would your submissives not like your wife"

He was considering it, that was clear by his expression.

"I love you, there is a difference between the love for a submissive and the love I have for you, it is like barrier stopping me from acting like you're a submissive"

My hand moved, clasping the rings I removed them, placing them on the side next to the bed, his eyes watching, opening wide seeing my finger bare.

"No rings, no marriage" I reached up removing his, it hurt taking the rings off, but I hoped it would help, the fact there were not there a constant reminder.

I want to be his submissive, a real submissive, not just a bit because he sees me as his wife, the love of his life, I want to be his submissive and treated like he would treat any other submissive.

"So, now I am not your wife, I officially divorce you for the next twenty-four hours, now what?" I bit my lip waiting for him.

"You won't run?" He stayed still waiting for my answer, does he really need to ask that again?

"No Sir, I will use the safe word if needed, but I want to be punished for the fact I told Marcus, I want to know how you would punish a submissive if they had done what I did" He shook his head.

"I think you waiting for hours is punishment enough, may not have been intentional but still a punishment, Marcus rang me a lot as well freaking out that you were going to walk if I wasn't home soon"

Laughing was the only thing I could do, Marcus was so kind and fought for our relationship to not break up more than he seemed to his own!

"Well Sir, I have my collar and lead on, waiting for you, so what now?" 

I got up walking to the paddles, grabbing one, putting it in my mouth, crawling across the floor towards him, dropping it at the side of the bed, waiting for him to react.

"You really want to do this?" he looked at me, kneeling by the bed, leather lingerie with peepholes, my head nodded, and he moved.

"Stop" He froze confused.

"What the hell Alena? Seriously is this you now punishing me?" 

He waited for my answer and I can't help but laugh. 

"No, but there is something I want you to put on for me, if you think I deserve a treat? It is over there by the chair"

I watched him walking towards the chair, stripping and pulling on the rubber bottoms, now that was even better than jeans.

He walked back to me.

"I don't want a submissive, I want a slave" I thought back to the research and couldn't think of any issues with it so nodded.

He grabbed the lead, leading me out the room, me crawling on all fours like an animal.

Getting downstairs, he ordered me to make him a drink, after making it and handing him it, he had act like a table. 

Me on all fours, the cup resting on my back, the burn from the hotness a turn on, staying still so it would not spill, as he sat and watching the tv.

After half an hour, he ordered me to cook, standing there in the kitchen basically naked cooking, while he watched was a turn on, bending over to grab plates, his hand swung down, I jumped moaning from the pleasure.

Placing the food on the plates, he ordered me to sit in the corner, sitting there waiting he finished his drink, then ordered me back again. 

Stood by the plates, the food now going cold, my hand going to pick up a plate to hand it to him. He moved, standing behind me, his hand pushing me down my body slamming against the plates, food smearing all over my body, as he pulled down his pants.

He didn't wait, his cock pushed inside me quick, his hand holding me down, my body against the food, as his hips moved quick and harder.

moaning from the pleasure, ready to cum I rocked back, moving with him, feeling the orgasm rise, and right on point ready to finish he stopped.

Pulling himself away from me, he spun me around, his mouth lowering to my body as he tasted the food off me. 

His hands wrapping around my legs, as he lifted me onto the side, my ass now sitting on the food.

He began kissing down my body, his mouth teasing my nipples peeking out of the leather, then continuing down until his head was between my legs.

"I fucking love peep holes" 

His hands grabbing my ass sliding my pussy forward to his mouth, his tongue licking quickly, my hands grasping his hair pushing his head further into my sex as I moaned feeling ready to let go again.

He moved, "Stay there" 

He walked off upstairs, came back down and placed the blindfold over my eyes, the sound of the fridge opening had me excited. 

Then his mouth was teasing again, my hands grabbing his hair once again, I can feel something pushing against my pussy, moaning as he pushed it inside me, his mouth teasing my clit.

The objection moving in and out, faster and harder, my screams getting louder as I grabbed his hair tighter, forcing him to lick me more. 

Moaning, ready to finish the sharp sting across my face, as his hand hit it had me going wild, I couldn't stop myself from pulling him harder to get more. 

"Don't you fucking cum, you're my slut and you don't have permission to" His voice sending me wild, the orgasm exploding inside me, my hands gripping his hair even harder as the screams escaped my mouth, my pussy pulsing from the feeling.

"Bitch" His arms grabbed mine, dragging me off the top, my legs weak, wobbling he pushed me against the fridge. 

"Don't move" I stood there waiting, his hands finally grabbing my arms, wrapping the rope around them. 

Then feeling the rope going around my body, but not my stomach which was pressed against the fridge.

Was he really tying me to the fridge? His hand grabbed my hair, pulling my head back, the moans showing I loved it, as his mouth began kissing my neck.

"You liked being tied to that table, let's see how you like this" He walked off, his hand smacking against my ass making me scream.

After a few minutes I hear him move, his footsteps coming towards me.

"Fuck it, as hot as it is seeing you tied here, I want to do a lot more to you tonight and there is not enough time because I fucked up" 

His body pressing against mine, as his cock pushed against my sex.

He pushed inside me, fucking me hard and quick, me screaming as the fridge wobbled from the force of his thrusts, it is a good job the wall is there otherwise it would have fell backwards. 

He kept going, his hand sliding between my legs, rubbing my clit making me scream.

I could feel the orgasm rising, fighting it down trying to make it stop, I didn't want to cum again without him agreeing. 

He was wicked, no mercy for me at all, as he kept pounding harder and faster, his fingers rubbing my clit making me scream, the coldness of the fridge against my breasts sending me wild.

Moving back, his cock pulling out my pussy, his hand swung, smiling as it smacked my ass hard. His hands began to untie the rope, wrapping his arm around me he carried me to the living room.

Stopping by the sofa, he settled me on my feet, sitting down himself. His hand wrapping around the lead, his comehither smile spreading fast on his face. 

I couldn't move, unsure what he wanted me to do. His hand pulled the lead, dragging my down to my knees.

Watching as he slid his hips forward. His cock coming towards my face, staring in his eyes, slowly I lowered my mouth around him, sucking him in gently and teasingly. 

My mouth sinful and corrupt as it teased him perfectly, my eyes watching his face as his cock began to throb harder and faster.

Moaning against his cock, watching as desire flashed across his face, his hand pulling the lead forcing my head to go further down, taking his cock deeper into my mouth. 

His moans getting louder, the grip on the lead pulling tighter so with each suck his cock went further into my mouth, gagging me. 

My moans against his cock vibrating, as I could feel the wetness between my legs grow, his eyes on mine, moving my hand between my legs, I rubbed feeling the juices drip over my fingers, lifting my hand up to my mouth.

Pulling away from his cock as I sucked my fingers into my mouth, moaning at the amazing taste of us both mixed together, his eyes flashed as he watched me, removing my fingers I replaced them with his cock, sucking quick and hard trying to make him cum.

"I want to tie my slut up, but I'm not sure she will like how" his words almost a growl, I don't care how he wants to tie me up, he can do it, I know the safe word and if I need to I will use it.

"I give you permission Sir, to tie me in any position you want even those on the hard list" 

I wanted more, and while there were certain positions I was scared of, right now I would let him do it, I wouldn't worry I am to consumed with pleasure that I don't think I would care.

"Good Kitten" 

He got up, pulling the lead making me follow him upstairs, in the playroom he led me to the cage, opening it signaling for me to go in. 

Crawling in I watched as he walked around getting everything ready. That in itself a turn on, I wanted out, I wanted to be played with. 

Finishing he walked back to me, opening the cage and pulling the lead so I followed, crawling across the floor to something metal, looking at it, I instantly knew what it was for, I remembered it perfectly from the images I had searched. Helping me up, my arms and legs twisted into a weird place, still comfortable though. The rope tying around my body, panic started rising inside me again, as I felt more exposed then I have ever felt before. My heart pounding, as I watch him with the rope, trying to calm my nerves did little, I felt like saying the safe word already.

He stopped, standing by me, his lips kissing mine as his hand travelled across my body, trying to calm me, closing my eyes, I remembered the fear was inside my head, the unknown scaring me, so I tried to let go, like I always do.

I can hear him moving, my eyes closed, relaxed, as I waited for his next touch, the feeling of leather rubbing across my skin, my back trying to arch at the feeling, unable to. The whip swung down, hitting across my breasts making me moan. I opened my eyes, just in time watching him, bringing the gag down, placing it inside my mouth. Then watching as the blindfold went over my eyes, blinding me. Unable to see, I was in total submission, unable to move or say anything. Feeling his hand place, the ball in my hand warning me he was about to start.

"I want to completely blind all your senses kitten"

I heard him move, then felt the ear buds push into my ears, silence, totally silence.

Holding on to the ball tight so I don't drop the ball, my body relaxes something I was not expecting from the way he had me tied, hog tied, only this time, I would say the safe word if needed. 

I would not let it get to the point I am scared and run, minutes passed by there was nothing, no one touching me no sounds no sight nothing. 

The sharp sting of the whip against my breasts, my screams muffled by the gag that was placed in my mouth. His hands rubbing across my skin stopping at my breasts. 

The tight squeeze on my nipples, alerting me that he had got the nipple clamps, waiting for the vibrations my body tried to arch, as the shocks ran through my breasts. 

My muffled moans getting louder, I still feel anxious, but at the same time I love it. My legs bent backwards, hands tied to my ankles, in a way that keeps my body arched, my body resting on the metal bars, yet totally open to being touched. 

His hand sliding between my legs, his fingers moving and teasing my sex, feeling my juices run free a moan escapes my mouth. 

I jump as the whip swings and hits across my breasts again, the feeling making me moan, I want to beg for him to do more, to be quick I need more. I can't though, I have to wait, endure the pleasure that is sending me wild.

He removed one of the buds.

"You see what you do to your Master, Kitten" the growl made me moan, as he lifted the blindfold, his cock hard and pulsing beneath his trousers

"You and only you can make me want to just fuck you continuously without playing, only you"

The blindfold slipped backdown, the ear bud back in my ear as he walked the whip draped across my body slowly moving, teasing me perfectly. 

It swung down over my breasts again, before continuing down stopping and swinging against my naval, then once again continuing, this time swinging and hitting my clit. 

I jumped yet my body hardly moved, tied in place, screaming loud, yet no one can hear me, tears filling my eyes as the pleasure takes over, and I have no control, the feeling unreal and amazing.

His lips started kissing, my inner thigh crumbling at his touch, waiting for him to move closer to my sex. 

I jumped, feeling his teeth bite down on my skin, moaning from the pleasure. After the bite he continued kissing, before stopping at my hip, waiting the bite came, I jumped moaning wanting to grab him, to hold him there and force him to bite me harder. 

I couldn't though as he continued moving kissing me slowly. Getting to my stomach he stopped again, my heart was pounding ready for it, wanting it, his teeth biting down harder this time, my moans getting louder, as I push myself up wanting more. 

His mouth kept going, it felt like forever, his lips kissing then suddenly biting down hard.

He stopped at my breasts, and the rope began to pull around them as he bound my breasts, my moans getting louder as he pulled them tighter and tighter. 

I screamed as the whip swung down hitting my breasts that were bound so tight. His hand removed the ear bud 

"You can ask for one thing, one act anything you want what do you choose?" 

He put the ear bud back in, I can feel the gag being removed from my mouth and smiled, I can't get the thought of him hitting my face off my mind, I have not been able to since the last time it happened.

"I want you to slap me, everywhere on my body but mostly my face, something about it just makes me want more Sir" 

I was ready for his answer, the gag placed back in my mouth, he didn't respond. The hard whack across my boobs making me jump, my scream once again muffled, the paddle hit hard across my breast. 

Just as I was about to calm down his hand hit across the same breast making me scream once more. I felt his hand connect with my face, I moaned feeling myself get wet from it, the slap was hard, but I don't care I want him to do it again. 

Hours passed, me tied there as he bit my body, spanked and whipped me, slapped me and choked me. 

My face feels a mess, tears running down, not from being hurt, but everything he did kept me on edge of an orgasm, yet not once in those hours did he touch my pussy, not once did he give me a release from my feelings. 

I enjoyed it, the fact it did not involve sex this time, he removed the blindfold, then then gag and earbuds, I moaned moving my mouth around freely for the first time in ages. His hands untying me body from the metal works. 

"Not everything has to have the end result of sex, sometimes you can enjoy yourself for hours without it" He lifted me, carrying me to the bed as he laid me on it.

"While sex just involves the body, the best sex involves the mind, that there most of it was your mind, you unable to hear, see or talk, made your senses overload, I could have tied you there and just spoke to you and made you cum if I wanted to"