Back downstairs Jackson was cleaning the kitchen. 

Liam and Marcus sat talking and the girls in the playroom, going to Jackson I helped clean up quickly, still smiling after last night, still wearing the collar. 

It got a confused look from Liam, Marcus however had a look of respect and then laughed at me playfully winking. I couldn't help but laugh, Georgina looked pissed off with me though.

"Are you seriously going to wear that thing all the time? What will people think?" Smiling at her gently, trying not to cause an argument my reply, the best I could think of at the time.

"That is the point Georgina, I have given up giving a shit what other people think, all that did was get me screwed over time and time again, I know what it symbolizes, I know what happens in our life, in our bedroom, I know there is no shame in it, so if people have an issue or don't like it, guess what, I don't care"

"We would not have an issue with you doing this, or anything else with Liam, we would respect your wishes, so why can't you respect my wife's choices, and support her, like she would you" 

Jackson came up behind me, clearly not happy with what she was saying, Liam really needs to come save her, because if her mouth keeps going I am ready to push her out the door.

"Leave it babe, it is Alena's choice what she wears and not ours" 

Liam walked over to us, wrapping his arm around Georgina, she nodded in response, as much as I love her, she can be over protective for a friend. 

Jackson moving closer behind me, his mouth against my ear.

"Now, that is a turn on, you not giving a shit what people think, I think the bitch is out" He laughed moving back, I won't even reply.

"Right, I am going to cook, who wants some food?" 

I smiled turning to start finding something to cook. 

"Sure, why not, we are here may as well" Liam smiled.

"Not for me thanks, I am good" I turned to where Marcus's voice was coming from, not a chance he is getting away without food.

"Sorry, but you don't have a choice you're eating, I have not seen you eat since you moved in, and I like to take care of my men" 

Winking at him, I turned and continued to cook, Jackson's face a mirror of respect and humour. 

Not waiting for his reply, cooking everyone went around, doing what they wanted. Jackson sat with the girls, finishing cooking I shouted them all through. 

Marcus already sat at the table, I walked over, placing the plate in front of him and smiling, I so have witty remarks to say, but I shouldn't antagonize Georgina anymore than I already have. 

Giving everyone a plate of food, I sat down, beginning to eat. It was silent, no one wanting to talk and break it, knowing if we did there was a chance it would cause the argument to continue.

"So, I'm your man, am I?" Marcus broke the silence, Jackson started laughing,

"I feel so privileged, I must say Alena, but can I ask what other special treatments I get?" Winking at me, I laugh, shaking my head, great was he trying to make Georgina snap and start again?

"How fucked up is that?" Georgina's whisper to Liam not so quiet, I will just ignore her.

"Keep going the way you are Marcus, and it might just be your collar I am wearing"

"To far Alena" Jacksons mouth right next to my ear 

"You're disrespecting the whole collaring, saying that, and making it sound like I can just be replaced if you find someone better" 

Maybe I was going too far, me and Marcus flirt a lot most is words only, Marcus even looked shocked at what I said, so yes, I went too far, is there going to be a punishment in store for me later?

"Sorry, Sir won't happen again"

"Make sure it doesn't kitten" 

His new obsession with calling me Kitten was nice, I found myself calling him Sir daily now, in regard to everything and anything. 

Our Dom/Sub life spilling into our real lives, which I love, outside the bedroom it was not sexual though, it was like a totally different relationship.

"Right well, we best be off, don't forget, results are in tomorrow to see if we passed or not Alena" 

I had forgot, I didn't want to remember I am so scared I messed up, I missed a lot of time at university because I was with Jackson.

"I remember, maybe after we get them we could go for a drink, celebrate it is over?" 

I actually wanted to try talk to her away from Jackson, Liam and Marcus, I wanted to try sort out how she felt about everything.

"It won't be a late or heavy one, you will have the kids Jackson, just an hour or two" 

Pushing a smile on my face, trying to make them agree, I don't want me and Georgina to be so far apart, I would have no friends if she was to not talk to me anymore.

"Sure, why not, meet you at the club around 12? Then we can check results on our phone, while drinking so it doesn't feel so bad, we need to leave now though" 

She got up, walking towards the door Liam quickly following.

After everything had been cleaned, the girls in bed, I began writing in my blog, watching as Jackson walked over to me. 

"I need to go into work, not sure what time I will be back though" 

His lips kissing down on mine, kissing back I remind myself not to pull him onto me like I always do. Pulling back, his hands clasping my head, his lips gently kissing my forehead,

"I am telling Liam tomorrow about our mum, you were right kitten" Wow, that was not expected at all, he was so set against Liam knowing thinking everything would be fine.

"Do you want me to cancel tomorrow Sir?" I don't want to be out if he needs me here.

"No, I would find it easier to tell him if no one is here, I do need to go though, don't wait up for me kitten"

"I won't sir, I will be asleep when you get back" I will, I need sleep to deal with Georgina tomorrow and her judgements.

"Good Kitten get some sleep" 

His lips kissed my temple, before he walked out the door Marcus following him. 

I quickly finish the blog, and walk upstairs, climbing into bed, falling asleep far too quick, the blackness consuming. 

The scream woke up, who is screaming? I jumped out of bed, running to the girls to get them, unsure where the scream came from, I just need to get the girls and get to the safe room. 

Running in their room, the cribs empty, panic rose inside me, I feel like I need to be sick, screaming I run around the house searching for them, every room empty they are nowhere, has Jackson taken them? 

Where did the scream come from? My hand shaking, I call Jackson, my cries getting louder as I wait for him to answer.

"Hello Alena, I wondered how long it would take you to wake" The female voice, I recognise it, who is it, why does she have Jackson's phone? 

Actually, I don't care why, I just need the girls.

"Put Jackson on, it is an emergency, please put him on the phone right now" The chuckle in response scared me

"Oh Alena, why would I do that? He's mine now, he wouldn't come willingly without the girls, so I have them as well" 

My head started spinning, stomach-turning, sweat dripping from my brow feeling like I was about to fall to the floor, feeling sick, emotions taking over.

"Who are you? What do you want?" 

"Your life Alena, I want your life, Jackson the kids everything, and I now have it, your greedy, you don't share, yet you have a lot to give" 

The phone cut dead, a loud bang and I felt my body been pierced falling to the floor in pain. I began screaming, so loud glass began to break.