Waking up, Jackson not in bed next to me, the girls still asleep walking around Jackson is still not home, it's 6am so clearly there was a lot of trouble at the business. 

I should use this free time to get started on my own business, everything was coming along great, the building was apparently looking fantastic based on the images I had received. 

I have been trying to stay away from it while it is being renovated so I don't delay it, I have the flyers and everything, an online booking system a date to open and hundreds of emails from potential trainers and customers.

I had decided on pole dancing classes, lap dance, general meet up groups and confidence booster classes. 

The whole aim is to make women feel more confident and happy, those who struggle with confidence can come as a group for a fun night out or on their own. 

I had online interviews booked for the trainers, rather than face to face, while the building is off limits, Jackson did offer to use Seductive Vibrations but, I wanted to start away from there. 

The launch date is in a week, everything was on track, all the first two months lessons fully booked already things are going amazing.

Answering emails, time flew by the sound of a key in the front door telling me Jackson was home, walking to him, I smiled my arms wrapping around him.

"Good morning Sir" he looked stressed. 

"You look on edge and stressed sir" He nodded, looking down at me.

"I am kitten, it has been a long night" 

Dropping to my knees, I began to unbutton his trousers, my hand pulling his cock out, and slowly stroking it, my hands working slowly, feeling him become harder, throbbing against my grip, my tongue gently licking over the edge of his cock teasingly. 

His hands gripped my hair, pulling my head towards him, my mouth opening to accommodate his cock, I began gently sucking, my hands grasping his balls in a tight hold.

 Slowly moving my head, hearing his moans, watching his expression, the pleasure on his face.

His hands holding my head still, his hips moving, his cock sliding in and out of my mouth, sucking gently, my tongue teasing him, moaning against him as my own pleasure rose.

"Did Kitten like the surprise I left for her?" All I can do is nod, yes, I liked it, but I would much rather it have been him, seeing me nod he smiled.

"Good, I have another surprise for you this week, one I am sure you will love" 

His hips began to move faster, harder while his hands held my head in place, every now and then his cock gagging me, making me moan, his own moans growing, his cock pushing deep into my throat as his hands held me still and he came, the feel of his juices running down my throat. Releasing me, I got up, kissing him, 

"Go get some sleep, you will need it for tonight" I winked and walked into the kitchen ready to make breakfast.

He walked off upstairs, after breakfast was cooked, I brought the girls downstairs, sitting with them having breakfast the house quiet. 

My mind wondered where Marcus could be, then memories of last night flashing through my mind, unsure how I should feel, while I loved everything Jackson was doing to make my sexual fantasies come true, I did not want him to be hurt by me agreeing.

I sat with the girls all day, laptop on my knee planning everything for the business. Jackson came down the stairs just after two.

"I will take over for a bit, you go get some work and stuff done" while that sounded amazing, he had more important things to do.

"No thank you Sir, I am managing to multi-task, you should go see your mum, make sure she is okay and settling in well" 

Helen had moved into Liam and Georgina's place, so she would not be alone, and still be close by us.

"If you're sure? The business launches soon, and I don't want you putting off anything important" Shaking my head, I lifted my arm, pointing to the door and smiling.

"Get out of here" he nodded walking out the door.

He arrived home late, exhausted, looking like he was realising that his mums condition cannot be reversed.

"Hey kitten" He sat on the chair, walking over to him, sitting on his lap, my lips gently kissing his.

"Come on" Standing up, I pulled him from the chair. 

"You need sleep" Following me we walked upstairs into our room, climbing into bed my arms cradling him.

"Are you okay?" my question quiet, even in the silence.

"I am, can't say the same for my mum" 

He sounded so hurt, almost broken, my arms instantly wrapped around him tighter and harder.

"She doesn't have long left, every specialist I tried to throw money at turned me down, saying nothing can be done" 

He is breaking my heart, his own heart ache hurting me.

"Helen is a fighter, she won't give up easily, you're lucky to have had such a wonderful mum" He was, so many would have loved to have his mum.

"Sorry Kitten, self-obsessed, I forgot about your mum, have you talked to your dad yet about what the doctor said?" 

No, the thought scared me, did I want to know how I somehow managed to become poisoned? I had a feeling it would end in more heartache then anything.

"No, I will speak to him tomorrow, no good can come from me knowing" He moved his body shifting, so he was laid over me slightly.

"You need to know, you won't stop thinking about it if you don't find out" 

nodding in agreement, he moved back next to me, his arms wrapping around my body.

"You know what Alena, this right here is why I love you and why you're the perfect submissive, a simple question not forced to be answered yet it helped me tremendously, putting me before you, just like I always put you before me. Let's get some sleep" 

His body moved, cradling me, as we fell asleep in each other's arms. Waking up, Jackson was out of bed, I looked at the time, just after nine, I should call my dad, but the fear of what he might say scared me, I have no choice though, as Jackson said, I won't move on until I know. 

Dialing his number, I sat waiting for him to answer, secretly hoping he didn't.

"Hey Princess, everything okay?" a tear escaped my eye, I miss my dad, I hardly see or speak to him anymore.

"Hey dad, I am fine, but I was in a car accident the other day" 

He shouted down the phone cutting me off, "What happened Alena, are you okay? Why didn't you let me know sooner?" He was clearly panicking, but I was fine, I just needed the answers.

"I am fine, dad can you listen please, at the hospital they were talking about an incident when I was two" 

Pausing, I hope he has no idea, or it is a mistake, he was silent, no words at all escaped his mouth, that confirms it is true. 

"What happened Dad? I have a right to know, how was I poisoned?" He was still silent, maybe I should have just left it, forgot about it and moved on.

"Alena, can we meet and talk please, I would rather not do it over the phone" 

He sounds so heartbroken, I want to comfort him even though it is impossible.

"Sure dad, when can you meet?" 

Maybe this isn't all bad like I am thinking, this could turn out to be a good thing, me finding out anyway not what happened.

"I will come to yours today, give me a couple of hours, then I can see the girls as well, love you princess" 

A tear falling from me eyes, nodding.

"I love you dad" 

The line cut off, and I felt more heartbroken than ever before, I have never heard my dad so upset and scared before. 

Walking out the room, Jacksons voice travelling around the house as he laughed and played with the girls, forcing the smile I walk downstairs.

"Hey Kitten, what did you dad say?" 

He patted the floor next to him, walking over I sat down, holding one of the toys.

"Not much, he's coming down, he said he doesn't want to do it over the phone, which means it is something bad" His arm wrapped around me.

"You got through it already, finding out what happened is not going to hurt you now. Go get some work done, I can't wait to see your business up and running" 

Maybe working will help keep my mind off it until my dad gets here, so reluctantly I walked upstairs to the office.

My mind wondering about everything, eyes blankly staring at the wall, the door opened, turning my head to see who it was, my dad stood there, have I really sat here doing nothing for that long? 

My body instantly jumped up and ran to him, my arms wrapping around him, embracing him, I have missed his scent, I have missed my dad.