"It's fine Alena, we will work it out. You need to let Marcus know no doubt he will be over the moon about it" I look up to Jackson confused, I am not crying because Marcus is the dad, I am crying because I am relieved yet scared for Marcus.

"There is no need, the date is four weeks out, there is no way he is the dad" Jacksons face changes, a huge smile on it, along with relief getting up he walks to me and hugs me.

 "Then why on earth are you crying?" 

Why am I crying? I don't even know exactly why I am crying I just know I am crying and there is not a good reason.

"I just feel bad for Marcus, I don't want to hurt him" Jackson nods clearly understanding.

"Well, he isn't back he said he is staying out with the lads tonight, I will call him and let him know. You go get in bed and rest" 

Kissing my forehead he gets up walking back to the desk. Bed? Not a chance I am going to bed, walking out I go to the playroom, getting ready as I always do, picking up the phone, I send him a picture of the playroom, with the words join me, putting down the phone I place the blindfold over my eyes and wait. 

A couple of seconds later I hear him come in, a laugh escaping his lips, what did he expect? Me to wait months? 

"Okay, fine I will agree but first we talk about what isn't allowed Alena, get up come on" Rolling my eyes and thankful for the blindfold I get up and remove it, sitting on the bed he has a smirk on his face.

"Right, as much as you like choking, no choking is allowed, same with face slapping not allowed, no needle play, no knife play. No electro sex, no whips, not for whipping anyway" Putting my hand up I stop him.

"Is this just a big long list of no's and well no's? Because if it is, it is getting boring.

"Yes, because you need to know there are somethings I won't do. So, rope fine, but not near your stomach or back" Sitting he tells me all the things he won't be doing, we are pretty much stripping back to nearly a vanilla sex life.

"While I love pushing you to the limit, so you say the safe word, I don't want to while you're pregnant, so you say yellow and I won't go any further, I don't want to risk it" 

Nodding I agree I guess I have no choice but to agree because I can't force him to do something he feels uncomfortable doing while I am pregnant.

"That it? Can we play now" Smiling at him, I can't wait for him to say yes.

"Almost, give me one second" He gets up and walks out the room, I want to follow him, but I won't be sitting on the bed I wait for him to come back in, when he returns he is holding the bag from earlier. 

Okay now I am intrigued he said it wasn't for me so is it for him? Sitting next to me he removes the collar from around my neck, looking at him confused.

"Okay, I know you love that collar but the thickness, and width isn't too good while you're pregnant, especially when it starts getting to hot weather. So, I got this one, it isn't like the collars in here, but it is something you can still wear during labour, that one you can't" 

Taking out the collar he places it around my neck, it is totally different almost not like a collar. 

Pink ribbon, with a padlock on the end, tight but not too tight, the padlock has a kitten engraved on it. It is beautiful and perfect, sure it isn't mine that I love, but he is right, I can't wear a big thick leather collar all through my pregnancy, so for now this can be my replacement. 

He carries the other collar to the drawers and places it inside one. Safe keeping till I can wear it again.

"Now we can play" His eye brows raise, I grab the mask and walk back to my spot, him stopping me before I can get there.

"Nope, not today, he takes the blindfold off me, I want you to be able to see what I am doing" 

His hands guiding my across the room, I am excited yet at the same time, I know it won't be the same, he won't use the paddle as hard, he won't whip me with the whip, he will use the pinwheel at least, but there is a long list of no's he has in his mind. 

His hands pull mine above my head, the rope tying around my wrists. I can move, usually my arms are stretched straight up, with no freedom to move them at all.

"Remember, you get tired, your body gets tired you tell me, no matter what Alena" Nodding I agree, but I know how hard it will be for me to tell him to stop when I become tired. 

His mouth gently caresses mine, slowly kissing down my neck, his hand grasping my breast as he keeps moving down, his fingers running down my skin, everything is heightened every little touch I can feel so much more. His hand stopping just at the bottom of my back, his mouth kissing against my pubic bone, his hand slapping down on my ass making me jump. 

Slowly kissing up again, he stands up and walks to grab the whip, walking towards me slowly the whip trails along the floor, my body heating from the sight.

"Now, while I can't whip you with this kitten, I can certainly tease you, and make you beg for it and still say no" I am already ready to beg.

"Remember the feel of the leather hitting against your ass?" 

His words teasing as the leather whip is pulled up my body, the feel amazing, and my mind reminding of the other night, how amazing this whip feels, I missed it just as much as him. The screen turns on, the last night we spent in here in replay, he's playing dirty. 

His lips press against my neck, the leather whip draping over my shoulder, his hand slowly teasing down my body.

"Remember the time on our honeymoon, the whip on the walk up, mmm I remember that time perfectly" His words are torture, I want to beg for it, but I know there is no way he will whip me with it. 

He pulls the whip from my shoulder, it is falling down my back, as he pulls it back across the other, the feel of the leather teasing me.

"Remember the very first time I dragged the whip across the floor, that time you realised just how much you loved leather, and you had a fetish for it?" 

His questions are perfect, if he continues he won't need to touch me to make me finish, his mouth starts kissing again the leather whip resting on my shoulder, the feel of the leather teasingly taunting my whole body. 

The feel of the pinwheel rolling down my back making me moan, his hand sliding down my body, his fingers playing around my sex, already wet.

"I see it is working kitten, your wet already and all I have done is talk about this whip and you" His hand moves the whip slightly a moan escaping my mouth my eyes watching us on the screen. 

His fingers moving in and out slowly, how is he able to tease me so good while doing very little. His hand pulls the whip down, slowly pulling it up the front of me, the whip running along my body.

"All you have to do is beg, you do that, and I will let you have the whip Kitten" Oh I want to beg, but I know if I do I won't get it. What if he does though? I could be stopping myself and he might actually use it if I beg.

"Please Sir, just once, please" A moan escaping my lips as his fingers push deeper inside me, the whip teasing me, his hand teasing me. He isn't going to say yes, I know he won't, I can still beg though.

"Remember, the honeymoon, you are asking me to whip you without holding back, because you couldn't feel anything, remember the lovely cut it made across your ass" I remember, I loved that, I didn't feel it much, but I still loved watching him swing it full force at me.

"Please, I will do anything, I am being good I deserve a treat" I use that when I want my own way, he likes giving me treats for behaving, his fingers start to slow. "Kitten has been good, maybe towards the end, just once" 

I moan, that is a yes, the thought of him whipping my going through my mind now, the pinwheel running down my breasts, his fingers moving faster, dropping the pinwheel he grabs the paddle, hitting it against my ass, I moan, I would do anything to pull him to me now. His fingers moving quicker, the paddle hitting against my ass making me moan.

"What do you want Kitten?" His lips against my neck, moaning I lean my head back.

"I want everything, but I can't have it" I do, I want it all, I don't want him to be soft, but he has to be, and I respect him for that. His hand grips around my waist pulling me to him, his lips caressing mine.

"I can make you scream in other ways kitten and believe me I will" His mouth kisses down to my neck, slowly reaching my collar bone, his kiss turning to a bite, his teeth biting down hard. Moaning, I pull against the rope, his lips continue to kiss down my body stopping at my breast, once again his kiss turning into a bite. 

His teeth clamping down on my breast a small scream escaping my mouth, kissing back up, his lips going to press mine, as he gets close the paddle hits my ass making me jump, it was hard, not as hard as I like but still hard. His hand dropped the paddle, grabbing my hair, and pulling it exposing my neck, his fingers pushing deeper into my sex, his mouth biting on my neck, each time getting harder, as his fingers push deeper into my sex. 

His hand pulling harder on my hair, yet still not like before, his fingers moving faster and harder, the moisture growing between my legs, his mouth kissing me once again, before his teeth bite down as he does, his hand pulls against my hair a scream escaping my lips.

"See, kitten, there is many ways I can make you scream" Letting go of me he walks away, coming back with his hands behind his back, looking at him I want to see what he has.

"Close your eyes for daddy, kitten" Obeying I close my eyes, my legs still open for him to access, waiting, I wonder what he is doing. Suddenly the feel of his hand between my legs, his fingers pushing inside me covered with leather, I can't hold it in. 

Screaming, I lean forward, his hand grasping my throat, his mouth next to my ear, my eyes still shut.

"I can't choke you, but I can certainly hold your throat gentle while wearing leather gloves. His fingers pushing against my neck, another scream escaping my lips. "You cheated and lied" My words quiet, he told me he couldn't do this.

"No kitten, I said I couldn't choke you, this isn't choking, you can still breath totally freely, my fingers can easily push again my neck but still allow you to breath" 

His fingers move faster in my sex, harder and deeper as his other hand strokes my neck, the feel amazing, his hand once again grasping my neck in a gently hold, his fingers pushing down slightly a moan escaping my lips.

 Moving his hand, he reaches up, releasing my wrists from the rope, his hands grabbing mine and guiding me across the room, lifting me up he sits me on the fabric of the swing, his hands placing mine high up, his lips gently kissing down my body, reaching my sex, his tongue trails along my clit, slowly pushing into my pussy, his tongue teasing, pushing in and out. 

Moaning I let go of the swing, my hands grasping his hair holding him in place as my orgasm builds, his hands moving up, grasping my waist and holding me on the swing, as his tongue continues to tease. No choice in the matter as my fingers grip harder, the feel of the orgasm building making me moan. 

His tongue moving faster against my pussy, as I moan, the orgasm taking control of me, my hands grasping his hair tighter, holding him in place as I cum, his hands letting go of my waist, pulling mine from his hair, lifting them back up and placing them on the swing, removing his trousers, the stands in front of me, his hands pulling my to him, his cock pushing against my sex. 

Slowly sliding his cock into my pussy, his hips move slow, my hands once again letting go, trying to pull him to me. His hands grasping mine and putting them back.

"Don't make me tie them there, I will kitten" His hips begin moving faster, the swing helping, my moans growing as he pushes me to the limit and straight over it, my hands grasping at the swing as the orgasm passes. 

His hips moving faster, his arm pulling me closer to him, his own moans of pleasure growing, his teeth biting down on my neck again, my hands wanting to pull him to me, but I resist.

"Kitten needs to cum for daddy" His words undoing everything, my orgasm flowing through my body, the feel of the flogger hitting against my ass making me scream, my hands letting go and wrapping around him, my nails digging in deep, as I see the pleasure on his face from the feel of it, his hips moving faster, the flogger hitting again as I collapse against him, as he cums, and holds me against him.

"I said no more nails Alena" His voice quiet yet amused. 

"I tried, but you teased me too much, and I love the face you make when I do it" His face is amazing, the pleasure and pain mix is perfect and makes me want to do it more, he clearly does like it to some extent.

 Lifting me up he carries me to the bed, lying next to me I can't help but smile.

"You said no whip and made he beg for it why can't I have the whip" He did, and he lied just like no choking, okay he didn't choke me but still it made me think he meant no hand around my throat.

"I did, but I love to watch you neck, the whip is too dangerous and unpredictable. No matter how prefect your aim is the tail of the whip can move and catch your stomach" 

His hand pulling me closer to him, his lips pressing against my neck.

"Just because you're pregnant, doesn't mean you can't enjoy sex, you can, just need to tease you a lot with words and thoughts of what we have done before" Looking up at him I smile.

"Oh, you did that already, just teasing me with your words made me wet" His slight chuckle full of humor.

"I did, maybe tomorrow, I will play one of the other videos for you, mmm which one shall I put on?" Oh, now that would be amazing.

"What do you mean which one?" Looking at him, I sense there is more than just two.

"Well, every time we have being in here since you agreed to live stream is recorded, the time at work also recorded, all for you" Oh now that sounds good.

"The time at work, as in the Christmas party? If so it has to be that one" I don't want it to be any other video, I want to see that one. Him, Marcus and the woman I don't even know who she is.

"Then you can have that one tomorrow night kitten, now you need to get some sleep" Nodding I roll over, my eyes closing and sleep taking control quickly. 

Waking up I am still in the playroom, Jackson not in bed with me though, getting up I throw on the robe, walking to our bedroom I jump in the shower, getting out I walk past the mirrors, the marks from his teeth along my body making me smile. 

Getting dressed all I can think of is what do I say to Marcus? Sure, he knows but I can't help but wonder what I should say to him, I feel I need to. Turning Jackson is stood at the door, a smile on his face, what is he up to? 

"So instead of going out tomorrow night and celebrating new year's, I thought we would stay in" Looking at him I nod, I have no issues with us spending the night in tomorrow for new year's.

"I then was thinking and talking to Liam, they can't do anything tomorrow night either, they are staying in, so we are going there tonight, an early New Year's Eve party as family" Looking at him I nod, I can then tell Georgina Jackson is certainly the dad, which will help a lot.

"Then tonight Marcus and the lads can spend the night here planning, well till around eleven when we get home with the girls, they can't go out New Year's Eve with them leaving New Year's Day so offered them to use this place for the night" Wow he has done a lot this morning, all I have done is shower and get dressed.

"All fine with me, let's get downstairs then and spend the day together before tonight" Caressing his lips, I walk downstairs the girls sat there with Marcus, he turns and smiles at me, yet I can see his hurt and pain at not been the dad. I don't know what to say to him, nothing seems right.