February

Its Valentine's Day. Its mine and Riley's first Valentines Day together. We decided to stay in at my house and watch My Bloody Valentine the original version and the Jansen Ackles. Its my tradition every Valentine's Day that Kyle and I started with the Orginal movie.

Riley was on his way over. I heard a knock on the door. I opened the door. "Special delivery for Juanita Marsden?" the florist asked. "That's me," I said. The florist gave it to me. "Do I need to sign?" I asked.

"Nope. Have a good day," he said. I shut the door and set the roses on the table. I saw a card.

Thinking about you. Happy Valentine's Day. Come to our old spot.
-Declan

I sighed angrily and threw them away. I grabbed my coat and keys. I got to my car, I started driving to Declan's mother's house.

Few minutes later, I pulled up into the driveway. His car was here. I got out of mine and walked up to his door. I knocked aggressively. The door opens up. "I knew you come back," he said, letting me in.

I went inside and he shut the door. "Do you want to explain this?" I asked, showing him the card. He takes the card from my hand. "You love what I got you?" he asked. "Why would I? I am sick and tired of you trying to get under my skin. And where's Nina at?" I asked.

"She's not here. Nina will never bet better that this more than you. He's only using me to get good grades but I only did it with you because there's something real between us. I bet you love it when I get under your skin," he said, moving closer to me. I shoved him away. He tried to get closer to me, I start hitting him. He tries to stop me as I continue to hit him.

He grabs my wrists, pressing them against the wall. "Stop it," he said, holding them. I grunted more as I tried to fight him. Declan grabbed my neck, I moaned as he did that. "I want you so badly. How long until Riley comes to your house?" he said.

"In 10 minutes," I said. "Okay, I'll let you go now. You better come back," he said, letting my neck go. I nodded. I start leaving his mother's house and headed to mine.

10 Minutes Later

Riley has arrived as I got the My Bloody Valentine movies out. I put the original one in first. He was making popcorn and I got the candy as well. I sat on the couch. Riley brought a bowl of popcorn.

"Thanks, babe," I said. "No problem," he said, putting it on the table. He brings out a bucket of ice and couple of glasses. He grabs a bottle Risata Moscato D'Asti which is my favorite type of win.

"How did you know I love this wine?" I asked. "I overheard you like it," he said, smiling. "Well thank you," I said, smiling. "Oh no, that's the same wine that Declan always gave me," I thought to myself.

I grabbed the remote and played the movie. He poured the wine in the glasses. I grabbed the popcorn. We sat close to each other. "Don't hate me but its the first time I watched the orginal My Bloody Valentine," he said.

"Oh don't worry. Not many people watched it because they prefer the Jansen Ackles reboot," he said. "I hear that alot. I prefer both," I said. I nodded.

My phone vibrated. I looked at my phone and its from Nina. "Is Riley with you?" I read.

I replied;
Leave me and Riley alone, Nina! Just worry about fucking Mr. Loughlin.

I shut my phone off. "Who was that?" Riley asked. "Nina," I said. He sighed. "Not again," he said. "What?" I asked. He sighed. "I use to date Nina. After I broke up with her, she got upset at me. When she found out that I was hanging with you, she got jealous," he said.

"Oh okay. I heard she's fucking Mr. Loughlin," I said. His eyes opened wide. "Oh how did you know?" he asked. "Julianna overheard Nina talking about it but Mr. Loughlin told me that she's using him to get grades," I said.

"You're still talking to him?" he asked. "No, he talked to me before classes start since I'm usually the first one in his class," I lied. "Okay. Nina will get bored of Mr. Loughlin because she's also sleeping with another college teacher," he said.

"Who?" I asked. "Mr. Ortega. The college's music instructor," he said. "Oh really?" I asked. "Yeah," he said.

Few hours later, Riley went home. I got everything cleaned up and I headed upstairs. I laid down on my bed. Julianna was staying at Marcus's apartment. I turned my phone back on. I got missed calls, texts, and notifications from social media.

I looked through them all. Deleted texts from Nina. I put my phone on the charger and covered up. I closed my eyes.

I am in Mr. Loughlin's classroom. Everyone left the classroom. I had to stay back because I got introuble for backtaking to him. I was writing on the white board writing 'I will back talk to Mr. Loughlin again' twenty times.

I felt someone sneak up behind. "Stop, what your doing," Riley's voice whispered. "Riley," I whispered, turning around. It wasn't Riley, it was Declan. "Declan," I said, pushing him away.

"Don't push me!" he said, pointing at me. "You don't tell me what to do," I said. He grabbed my neck. I screamed for someone to hear me.

"No one can here you. Since you back talked to me again, I have no choice to punish you," he said, as his eyes turned black.

He put me over his desk, taking his belt off and spanking me with it. I whimpered as he did it, repeatedly.

I gasped as I woke up and gasping for breathe. I look at my alarm clock and saw the time. I grabbed my comforter up, holding it close.

Next Morning

I'm at work, since my classes aren't until noon. I see Tina and Conrad come to the diner, sitting in my row. I walked over. "Well, well, its Nita," Tina said. I sighed. "Are you two here to harrass me again?" I asked.

"No, we came for breakfast. Since you moved on with Riley, we want to apologize for everything," Conrad said. "Well Tina, you and Nina were the reason why Conrad broke up. And Conrad, you tried to pressure me into sex at homecoming because they told you to. Why should I forgive you?" I asked

"Well it's our final year of college along with Nina, Riley, Julianna and Marcus and few others. So Conrad and I want to apologize to you for everything," Tina said.

"I can't forgive you two jsut yet. Once I see it, then I'll believe you," I said. "That's understandable," Tina said.

"Alright, you guys want to order or just bring drinks?" I asked. "Two coffees," they said. I wrote it down and went to make some. "Nita, are they harassing you again?" Carie asked.

"No, they aren't. They wanted to apologize after everything they did to me, but I can't forgive them," I said. "Oh okay. If they do harass you again, I will excuse them out," Carie said.

12:10PM

I got to the University, a little late. I got to Declan's classroom. "Well Miss Marsden, nice of you to join us," Declan said. "I know I'm late, Mr. Loughlin. I got a note from my boss," I said, putting it on his desk.

"Thank you now, have a seat. The notes that you missed it up on the board," he said. I nodded and sat at my spot. I got my notebook out and wrote down the notes. He looked at me.

He continued with the lesson.

An hour later, the class ended. I grabbed my stuff and I went to talk to Declan. "Sorry for coming into class late, we got slammed. I hope your not mad," I said. "No, I'm not mad. I understood. Also you didn't show up last night," he said.

"After Riley went home, I went to bed," I said. "Did you two have sex last night?" he asked. "No. I heard women get knocked up on that day," I said. "Ahh. Did he say I love you?" he asked.

"Why are you asking me these questions for?" I asked. "You know why. He won't love you as much as I do. When I told you that, why didn't you say anything back?" he asked.

I sighed. "My first relationship lasted for a year. Keith told me that he loved me and then I told Keith that 'I love him back' then he takes my virginity and dumps me days after I turned 16 years. That's why I can't say it back," I said.

"So you afraid to say it because of what Keith did. I remember Keith but I never thought he would do that," he said. "That's what happens after you and your family moved away after I put Natasha in jail for molesting you and Kyle. If you stayed, I would have gotten with you," I said.

"I should have stayed in Chicago but I had no choice to move. I was planning to come back to Chicago after I graduated high school but I went to college to become a Teacher since I love teaching but I had no idea you would be coming the Lark University," he said.

"Well I am here now. I have another 2 years left. I hope you and Nina have a lot of fun together until she ends up going back to Mr. Ortega once she's bored of you," I said, walking away.

"Wait what are you talking about?" he asked. "Oh you didn't know?" I asked. I left his classroom.