Wowowowow Chapter 40! Okay so we have about 20 more chapters of the book until it ends so lets do this!

Also thank you so much for almost 2k reads! I love you all so much and my birthday is today!

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All the boys were gathered in the living room, eating pizza, talking about the meaning of life, and drinking beer or coke while listening to Halsey, Melanie Martinez, Justin Bieber, All Time Low, Panic! At The Disco, Twenty One Pilots, and also Fall Out Boy.

Doctor Who reruns played on the TV and everyone was just hanging out.

Michael always put a bit of beer in Isaac's cup before filling the rest with the coke. He knew Isaac didn't like the taste or smell of alcohol so he simply mixed a bit with coke.

"Michael," Ashton giggled, "I dare you to have a heated make out session with Isaac."

The other two giggled along with him, Michael shrugging and pulling Isaac into his lap. Crashing his red lips into Isaac's light pink ones.

Their lips moved in sync, Michael tangled his fingers into the boy's hair and slipped his tongue into the boys mouth.

Isaac moaned softly and let him melt into Michael's touch. Michael took a hand and let it slowly go from caressing the boys neck to down his chest to the inside of his thigh.

Isaac whimpered, his pants starting to feel tight. His cheeks were flushed with red as he let Michael take the dominance.

He even forgot the boy's were watching, Michael had lied him down gently, not breaking the kiss as he pinned the boys arms down and moved his hips down to meet Isaac's.

"Holy shit they're really into this..." Calum blurted out, watching the couple completely melt into each other and blocking out the three of them.

"Sh-Shit mmph," Michael moaned against his boyfriends soft lips, Isaac was panting, letting out little moans and whimpers.

Michael slipped a hand under the boy's sweater, running his hands over area's Isaac was insecure about and usually he'd be kissing those certain area's and leaving love bites but that was when they're alone.

"I think we got them horny..." Ashton giggled as the two boys kissed again.

"To be honest this is kinda hot."

"My girlfriends bitching cause I always sleep in..." Isaac sung making all of them laughing.

"Ok mood is ruined but my boner is still going strong." Michael blushed and got off of Isaac, sitting next to him.

Isaac sat up and climbed in between Michael's legs, leaning his back against his chest.

"You guys can go fix if it you wan-"

"We're fine." The couple said in sync, blushing wildly at that suggestion.

Isaac chugged down the rest of his drink, eating a breadstick and trying not to think about the pain in his lower regions.

Michael did the same, keeping a protective arm around Isaac.

"Love you baby," Michael whispered into the boys ear, caressing his jawline.

"Love you too Mikey," he hummed, leaning his head back and letting Michael capture his lips in his own.

It was sweet and not lustful, long and slow -- and all three boys watched them fondly. They never thought Michael was happy with boys.

Hell they thought he was the most girl crazed out of the whole band!

Though.... He only did joke about Taylor Swift and talk about Ariana Grande.

The boys saw all the love the two boys had for each other with one single kiss, it made the three sort of feel nice to see two people in love.

But suddenly the door flew open, causing both boys to yank away with an immediate scream. They scrambled away from each other, flushed cheeks as everyone walked in and greeted them.

"Why'd you scream?" Jordan chuckled, sitting himself in the circle also.

Michael and Isaac only looked in the opposite direction of each other, shrinking back a bit. How were they supposed to explain that? People don't just scream for no reason!

"We were trying to see who could scream the loudest..." Michael shrugged, the younger boy blinked and stared at the floor.

To him that honestly sounded like something girls would do -- but then again, he's wearing make up and girls clothes so he can't exactly say anything.

But his eyes suddenly widened, he was wearing a pink and blue sweater and everyone could see.

"I-I'll b-be back.." He gulped, getting to his feet then ran as fast as he could up the stairs and to his room. He closed and locked the door, breathing heavy as he hurriedly took off the sweater and put on a Badlands t-shirt, skinny jeans, and a blue flannel hoodie.

He put on a maroon fedora and fixed his hair a bit, close to tears when realizing he was still wearing his choker.

Oh god he could only pray Jordan or anyone else but the boys didn't notice.

He put on his glasses, taking off the choker and leaning against the wall.

This was going to be harder than he expected, being gay and keeping that a secret from his family was hard enough.

Now he can barely wear clothes he's comfortable in and if he does he screws up and he's showing off in front of everyone.

"God dammit." He swore, sliding down the wall and hugging his knees.

He stared at his bracelets. He never took them off unless he took a shower. He moved the bracelets a bit, seeing some cuts from maybe two weeks ago starting to heal.

Others from months ago, faded into scars. He flinched, feeling a bit triggered as he suddenly felt the need to go into that bathroom.

"No." He told himself, he looked around the room and grabbed a purple sharpie. He pulled his sleeve down and just then heard a knock on his door.

"Wh-Who is it?" He asked.

"Your badass kitten."

Isaac laughed softly and rolled his eyes, unlocking and letting Michael in.

Michael frowned as the door closed, making Isaac furrow his eyebrows.

"You changed."

"Mhm, also uh... C-Can you draw a butterfly on my wrist?" Isaac asked, making Michael look into his eyes.

"Y-Yeah ok.."

Isaac rolled up his sleeve, moving his bracelets as his boyfriend uncapped the sharpie and drew a little butterfly on his wrist.

He laughed at how Michael signed as "Mikey" with a cute heart at the end. Once it dried, Michael kissed Isaac's scars and healing cuts, placing one last kiss on the butterfly then carefully pulling Isaac's sleeve back down.

"I love you, and your scars."

"I love you too, and your overly active mind."

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A/N: I got a kitty and the picture above is my kitty : )

Q: Whens your birthday?
A: My 13th birthday is today! (Feb. 7th)