Mike's outfit on the top/side! Continuation from last chapter, enjoy lions :-)

Okay but Michael cried in the Jet Black Heart music video and I watched it 10 times and cried an effing waterfall.

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The tan boy stood in the door way, his raven hair in a mess and his brown eyes tired. He only wore his sweatpants which left him shirtless.

"Why are you still up? I heard Michael an- oh well I see you met Michael's cuddle side." He chuckled, seeing Michael curled up to Isaac.

"O-Oh uh yeah, he couldn't sleep. H-Had too much sugar before bed." Isaac bit his lip, Calum nodded.

"You were singing Jet Black Heart?" He realized, his brain now waking up and functioning.

"I-I...well- I gue- you see I- fuck!" Isaac covered his face, hoping he was just being delusional and that Calum wasn't actually there. His eyes were stinging and his vision blurred.

I'm sorry, he thought, I'm sorry for being a mistake. I'm different and everyone hates me for it, I'm just so sorry....I'm weird and annoying I'm sorry.

He couldn't hear what Calum was saying, he no longer felt Michael next to him, he couldn't feel Calum shaking him slightly or Michael now trying to help him and calm him down.

He felt like he was consumed by darkness, he was blanking out and just saw darkness as well.

But this had to be one of the worst panic attacks Michael witnessed the boy have, he was shaking like crazy, eyes were closed tightly, tears running down his face.

He was broke out in a sweat and started screaming, Bethany had ran in soon enough and tried to help- everyone tried to help.

But Isaac couldn't hear them yelling, he couldn't feel them rubbing his back and trying to calm him down, he couldn't hear his own screams.

All he could feel was his chest tightening, and he felt alone. He felt everything go numb, and soon, he didn't feel or hear anything at all.

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At first, everything was a blur. His head hurt, he felt dizzy, but soon everything came into focus, he looked around. He didn't recognize the room, only because it wasn't his.

It was a hospital room.

He looked to the side table, there were gifts and get-well-soon balloons.

He was confused, what happened?

He looked at his wrists, sighing in relief his bracelets remained on him.

A nurse then walked in, he looked at the woman and she smiled at him.

"How are you hun, do you need anything?" She was about in her mid 60's and she seemed nice. Like a grandma that makes cookies and spoils you rotten.

"I'm f-fine," his voice was raspy, which sort of took him back a bit. "Can I get someone in here with me? Call someone maybe?"

"Sure, we have your siblings numbers along with the four gentlemen, who do you want here sweetie?" She asked.

"Michael Clifford, and Bethany Frye."

"Okay, I'll be back." She left then, and Isaac was trying to remember what had happened. All he could remember was singing to Michael.

It was quiet, too quiet for his own liking. He wondered what today was, did I miss Christmas?

He was confused, and he wanted to know what was happening. He looked over at the side table again, picking up a box and opening it to see his phone, a sticky note was on it.

I thought you'd need this,
when you get back I have a small
surprise for you xox
-Mike :)

He smiled and took his phone out, the cold plastic pressing against his skin. He turned it on, looking at the time.

10:15AM
December 20th, 2015

He sighed in relief, thankful he didn't miss any holidays because- who wants to miss a holiday?

He unlocked his phone, going onto their channel and seeing his three siblings had made a video titled "ABOUT ISAAC"

He cringed and decided not to watch it, he looked over other things on youtube and saw that the boys released the Jet Black Heart music video on the seventeenth.

He ended up watching that, it was cute- until he saw Michael in tears at the end and his inner fanboy was flipping out.

It made him sad seeing Michael in tears, but then he wondered how long he was asleep.

He remembered that it was Saturday last, so maybe about eight days.

He put his phone down on the bed, looking at the cringe worthy hospital dress he was wearing.

Soon maybe around twenty minutes, the nurse had came back with Michael and Bethany following, then the nurse left again.

Bethany rushed over, hugging her younger brother tightly as Michael sat in the side chair.

After the long embrace, Michael leaned over the bed and hugged him tighter than Bethany had, it was one of those safe secure hugs again.

They could've forgotten Bethany was even there- but the didn't as Michael pulled back from it.

"Are you okay Isaac?" Bethany asked, and he nodded.

"What happened....why am I here?" He asked, flickering his eyes to the two as it went silent.

"Calum knows what happened fully, but he told me- he said he walked into the room when you were singing, and that he asked you that you were singing Jet Black Heart....I woke up to your panic attack.." Michael gulped down a lump in his throat.

Isaac nodded slowly, "if it was just a panic attack then why am I here?"

"It was really bad Isaac....you were screaming and the doctor said it was probably one of the worst panic attacks he's ever had to deal with. You were under a lot of anxiety and stress..." Bethany replied while she spoke in a slow calming voice.

"Oh..." He bit his lip, was it really that bad? He thought.

"Mom signed you up for a weekly therapy session too...I'm sorry..." She whispered, Isaac froze and looked down with a longing face.

"The doctor suggested it, Mom took the offer. She wants you to get better, please don't be mad."

"I'm not mad..." He whispered, playing with his fingers as he tried to make something good out of it. But right now, he didn't want to think anything of it.

"I saw the music video," he looked at Michael, seeing him smiling at him.

"You liked it?" Michael chuckled.

"I died when you cried but no I loved it." He joked making the three laugh a bit, lightening up the mood.

"We filmed it while you were here and asleep, and I don't know the song sort of got the best of me cause it reminded me of you I guess..." Michael blushed when he admitted that, and Isaac did also.

Bethany just awed them and simply said I ship it which got them all to laugh again.

"Bethany, can you get me like a snack from the vending machine, I'm hungry and hospital food doesn't taste good."

"Okay, be back!" She piped and ruffled his hair before jogging into the hall. The two boy's looked at each other and Michael climbed in next to him.

"You said you have a surprise for me?" Isaac asked, waving the sticky note in the air.

Michael laughed, "once we get you out of this creepy hell hole."

Isaac laughed and nodded, resting his head on Michael's shoulder.

"When can I get out of here anyway?" Isaac asked, playing with Michael's hand and tracing over his tattoo's.

"Well your Mum is most likely signing you out, and talking with your doctor and nurse."

"Oh...she's here..." He sighed, his body slumping. He didn't want to see his mom, he only asked for Michael and Bethany.

"Yeah-"

"Back!" Bethany walked in with a bag of regular Cheetos and handed it to Isaac.

"Thanks." He smiled weakly and tried to open the Cheeto bag, but he was still weak and couldn't. He pouted and handed it to Michael and he easily opened it and handed it back to the boy.

He plopped one in his mouth as it watered from finally getting some food.

"This is going to be a long week..."