Luke

Fuck!

Putanginang Rafael!

Anj and I are the quickest to pull ourselves up. Agad kong itinaas ang pantalon ko noong segundong tumakbo papalayo sa amin si Rafael. Then I run to quickly follow him!

I fucking need to scare the shit out of him para hindi niya isumbong ang ginagawa namin ni Anj sa librarian. Worst, baka kay Calvin pa siya magsumbong!

But the bastard is too hasty for me to catch up. He is now walking outside. I was about to catch him when for some reasons, para siyang namumutlang muling pumasok dito sa loob.

"Where the hell is he right now? Bakit nakatayo ka lang diyan?!" Anj mumbled when she stopped beside me.

I hush her. And we both watch Rafael to sit in a vacant seat with a mode that we can't really decipher. Mukha siyang nag-papanic. Pero bakit?

Then I blink when I saw Dae to follow him. He sat next to Rafael.

"What the fuck is Dae doing there?"

"Maybe he is bullying him again." Sa nagdaang araw kasi ay hindi na talaga tumigil silang dalawa ni Calvin sa pang-bu-bully sa kanya.

When Rafael roamed his eyes, I fucking pulled Anj closer to me. We hid behind the book shelf that are directioned on blocking his view.

There, we continue to watch the two of them.

Dae leaned closer to him and my jaw almost hits the floor when I saw him reach for Rafael's hand. He fucking put it above his damn crotch!

What the fuck?

Rafael was the quickest to pull his hand back. Tila bang iritado siyang tumingin kay Dae. Ngunit noong nagkalapit ang kanilang mukha ay agad niya iyong ibinaling palayo.

One moment after, Dae seems to whisper something to Rafael. Dahil doon ay para bang batong nanigas si Rafael. We are never ready when we fucking saw him to put his hand above Dae's crotch again.

"Nakakadiri." Anj mumbled. I turn my face on her. Disgust is clearly painted on her beautiful face.

"Indeed."

When I turn my gaze at Rafael and Dae again, my mouth goes really fucking slack!

Tangina.

Dae is pulling down his pants.

Hanggang sa umupong muli siya.

Hanggang sa muling ilagay ni Rafael ang kamay niya sa harap ni Dae. And we clearly saw his arms to go upward and downward.

He is masturbating Dae.

Putangina.

Nakakadiri.

"Crush ko pa naman ang dalawang 'yan dati." Anj rolled her eyes. 'Yuck."

"I never expect this." Napapakurap, nagpatuloy ako sa panonood sa kanila.

This is really the last scene that will ever play to my mind if I think about the two of them. Dae is fucking homophohic! Lahat ng bading sa school namin ay sinasaktan niyan. This view of him pursuading Rafael to fucking pleasure him is beyond shocking.

When Dae put his head above the desk, I saw Rafael to fucking put his hand on his mouth. Then he lick it. He fucking lick Dae's cum!

That was the moment where Anj and I almost puke.

We totally lost it.

We fucking storm out of the library, totally disgusted of what just flashed before our eyes.

"Thinking about those days, hindi ko alam kung bakit tayo nagpatuloy sa pagpapahirap kay Rafael." I started, Dae is sitting on my side, while Anj is on the other side.

"I mean, Rafael practically is one of the people who don't give any damn to his surroundings. Wala siyang pakialam at all sa nangyayari sa paligid. Sa ilang taong naging kaklase natin siya, all we know about him is that he is a shitty person who knows nothing but to study."

Nagpalipat-lipat ako ng tingin sa kanya. "So, bakit tayo nagpatuloy?"

"It's because he is an easy target for our toxicity." Dae said.

"And a pushover." Anj added with a sigh.

"Kaya tinolerate natin ang ka-toxic-an natin. Kasi hindi siya lumalaban. Kasi hindi niya kayang lumaban. He is nothing but an introvert who knows nothing on how cruel the world is." Dae continued with a heavy pain on his tone.

"The world is too cruel for him. Tangina."

Then he turned his gaze at us. "The world is indeed too cruel and the two of you is one of the fucking valid examples to it." He hissed "Cheaters."

The next day, napag-usapan ng grupo na magkita-kita dito sa unit ni Anj. This is a thing for us. Kapag bored kami, nagsasama-sama kami only to drink beer and smoke pot as we watch some shitty movies.

As I smoke from the fucking bong, Anj is blowjobbing my fucking dick. And my friends seems to not care about it.

Shantal is watching the movie. I forgot the title but it's about a girl with amnesia or some shit. Hindi ko alam kung bakit nanonood pa siya kung iku-kwento niya lang naman iyong mangyayari. Ang putangina lang?

While Benj is fucking eating at the kitchen. Wala nang kabubusugan ang baboy na iyon.

Si Bevs naman ay nasa isang sulok, reading some shitty romance novel that a nerd like her will always be a fan of. I really can't take how bookworm she'd became.

Wala pa sina Dae at Calvin.

I continue to smoke pot as Anj lick my dick to her own desires when the door open. Mabilis pa kami sa alas-kwatro na ibinaling ang tingin doon. And there, we saw Dae. Without Calvin.

"Okay, baby. Continue." Hinawakan ko ang likod ng ulo ni Anj. Muli iyong dinala sa tigas na tigas kong sandata. For which she obliged to blowjob me again just like a hungry kitten.

When Dae walked towards us, he fucking widened his eyes when he saw what Anj is doing to me.

"Putangina!" He is with knitted brows.

"What?" I smirk at him.

Then he looks around. Around our friends. "The fuck with y'all?! Bakit wala kayong ginagawa sa kagaguhan ng dalawang 'to?! Are you fucking serious?!"

Shantal turned her face at him. "Could you fucking please lower your voice? Hindi ko marinig iyong pinapanood ko!"

Then Benj intruded while munching some shitty potato chips, he lazily said, "Just let them, Dae. They are fucking stoned to think clearly."

Mas lalong kumunot ang noo ni Dae. His fucking breath began to turn heavy. "Tangina. You had the face to justify," he pointed his finger at Anj and my fucking dick, I laugh, "this?!"

"These two are fucking shitting on my best friend!"

No one answered him.

Because no one seems to really care at all.

Dae is about to fucking attack me with his fist when I mumble something that made him stop. "Go on. Punch me and I will reveal your little fairytale with your fucking damsel in distress," I softened my voice as if immitating some shit gay voice, "Prince Charming."

Natigilan siya doon. Kasabay noon ang paglabas ng puting likido ko sa bibig ni Anj. I fucking moan loudly.

"Putangina." I saw his face to turn pale. "Anong pinagsasasabi mo?"

I continue to smirk at him. Then I put my hand infront of my mouth. I acted as if doing an imaginary blowjob. Then I gestured my hand as if masturbating the air.

Sa ginawa ko ay napalunok siya. Sa pagkurap niya ay mas lalong lumaki ang pag-ngisi ko. And while Anj is fucking cleaning the cum off the body of my dick, I mouthed "Rafael" at him.

And the blood on his face seems to totally drain off him.

"Try to fucking tell about this to Calvin and I will make sure that your damsel in distress will suffer the most."

"Fuck you! Don't you fucking dare!" He fucking burst out of the unit while cussing.

I turn my face at Dae. "Tell me, ano bang nangyari? You are fucking so protective of him these fast few weeks."

Yes, he is fucking protective of Rafael. Lagi siyang nakakagawa ng dahilan para itigil ni Calvin ang pananakit kay Rafael. He became a fucking knight in shining armor of that faggot.

I swallowed the growing bile on my throat, "Why didn't you stop us last night?"

Sa tindi ng ginawa namin kagabi kay Rafael, hindi ko iyon masabi ngayon.

We are the worse last night.

His breathing went heavy and on the slight light from the moon, I saw his eyes to produce beads of tears. "Because I am stupid."

"What?" Anj quizzically said.

"I denied my feeling towards him. Because I know, may mali. I know, hindi pwede kasi pareho kaming lalaki."

"Fuck it, Dae. Love has no fucking gender." Anj rolled her eyes.

"I just can't. The society that we have right now is fucking halting me to love him." he sighed, "Maybe, we just found love in the wrong place, time and body. We really can't."

Oo, hindi talaga pwede.

Isipin ko pa lang ang magiging reaksyon ng militar niyang tatay tungkol dito ay pinanghihinakutan na ako.

The three of us sigh in unison.

Fuck this life.

"Oh, bakit parang pinagbagsakan kayo ng langit at lupa diyan?" Came by Benj's voice suddenly. He is fucking standing infront of us while laughing.

"Fuck off, piggy." I clench my jaw. I don't have time with his shit.

"Hindi ba kayo nagugutom? Tara, kain tayo?"

Seriously, at this point of our life, may gana pa talaga siyang magutom?

Putangina lang ng baboy na 'to?