Dae

When I got out of that damn room, I saw Angelique and Calvin. Fucking hugging. Motherfuckingly kissing each other.

The fuck with this two?!

Nakuha pa talaga nilang mag-landian sa ganitong oras? Sa oras na tangina, lahat kami ay nanganganib?

Clenching my jaw, I chose not to mind them. Calvin won't be happy if I don't stop myself from spilling shits about his girlfriend. The last thing that I want right now is to deal with him and his fucking narrow mind.

My gaze is on the floor as I walk. Madilim ang paligid. Pero hindi ko ito ininda. The darkness started to become my family now. Nangangapa ako sa dilim. Hindi alam kung papaano makukuha ang liwanag. Kung sa paanong paraan ko muling maibabalik ang liwanag sa buhay ko.

Right now, I am in the middle of the end of my fucking future. The dead end is waving at me, telling me that once I reach it, there will be no second chances; only regrets.

Nag-lakad lang ako nang naglakad. Hindi na inalintana pa kung saan ako dalhin ng mga paa ko. At noong nag-angat ako ng tingin, agad akong natigalgalan. Umawang bigla ang labi ko. Kasabay ng malalim kong pagbuntong hininga.

Shit.

The hallway infront of the stairs.

This is the exact fucking place where the bullying started. Where me and my fucked up best friend started every shits that ruined Rafael.

On this specific dark hallways, we started to wreck him alive . . .

"Tangina naman, Anj." Pinanlakihan ko siya ng mata. It's as if I am blaming her for the effort and time that I've wasted because of her wrong fucking deductions. "Wala siya doon!"

Calvin and I directed our way to the library as fast as we can when we learned that that fucking Rafael is always there. Pero wala, tangina, wala ang gagong iyon doon.

"Maybe he is just taking a break?" Anj steady her gaze at Calvin. She is with the fucking puppy eyes. Nakakainis talaga kapag nagpapa-cute siya ng ganito sa best friend ko. Mukha siyang tanga.

I just shook my head out of disappointment. But when I realized that girls are watching me as they pass by us, my smile automatically grew as if my lips were trained to smile everytime bitches are everywhere. I wink at them. Obviously letting them know that I am fucking willing to get into their pants. All they have to do is to just fucking approach me and I will for sure fuck them so hard that they have to crave for my motherfucking dick every single time.

"Wait, that's him!" Anj suddenly said. She pointed her fucking finger at my opposite direction; where my back is facing.

When I turn my face on that direction, for no reason, I was stunned. There, I saw a guy. About the same as my height. I am fucking 5'9".

I ball my fist when the girls started to focus their attention at him. It's the kind of look that most of the girls on my department are giving me.

Holy fuck, so he is fucking Rafael? He might be the counterpart of me on this department? I can really sense that these bitches are head over heels on him. But I am fucking better than him, bakit hindi na lang nila solong ibigay ang atensyon nila sa akin?

When Calvin started to walk towards him, I followed him. Brotherhood comes first and I will fucking join him in every trouble he'll be in. Including this fucking one. This fucking easy one.

"Hey," Calvin said, and I am afraid that the enthusiasm on his tone is hiding something deadly. Some shits that this fucking Rafael will never like.

Inakbayan siya ni Calvin. And I did the same. Wrapping my arms around fucking Rafael's shoulders, I smile like a villain. I know, deep down, something will happen to him and for sure, it will make him transfer his lame ass from this shitty school.

"Get your paws off of me." Rafael said, his voice is thickly husky. And by the way how this hoe looks right now, he is not fucking intimidated by our presence.

"Calm you tits, bro." Calvin said, I laugh. "May ipapakita lang kami sa 'yo. Can you atleast, like, give us your shitty precious time for a moment?"

"I don't have time for this shit. Please, leave me alone."

The fuck? Hindi niya ba kami kilala? Calvin and I are the worst shit in this University. No one dares to fuck with us because if they do, they will fucking face the hell out of us.

Sino ba siyang putangina siya?

"Sumama ka na bro, sandali lang naman." I was surpised by the patience of Calvin but it didn't last long when he leaned closer to whisper at Rafael, "Putangina, sumunod ka na lang."

My fucking eyes widened when I realized that he is now holding a fucking gun! It was directioned at fucking Rafael's tummy. I am fucking afraid that Calvin's fucking irrational mind might just overtake him. If he fucking pull the trigger, Rafael will die and same goes to our future. We are fucking dead if he fucking kill him!

"Putangina, pare. Bitawan mo 'yan, baka may makakita sa 'yo!" Madiin kong bulong kay Calvin. I began to panic as I widened my eyes more at him. Nagpalinga-linga ako. Nagdadasal na sana ay walang putanginang makakita sa amin.

Tangina naman, bakit ba hindi ko muna chineck ang bag ng gagong ito bago kami nagsimula ng isa na namang gulo?

"Bibitawan ko lang 'to kung sasama ang putanginang Rafael na 'to sa akin." He is staring at him. If looks could kill, Rafael might be on his grave right now.

I stare at Rafael, wishing he will just follow what I am about to say. "Bro, just fucking follow him! He will kill you, putangina!"

Rafael's face began to mirror the emotions that he has been hiding for the whole moment. Noong umalon ang Adam's apple niya, ramdam ko ang patago niyang panginginig.

"Okay." He sighed. Kasabay ng malalim kong pagbuntong hininga. It was a fucking sigh of relief. "Just please, put the gun down. Sasama ako sa inyo."

I blink when someone tapped my back. Tumingin ako sa kanya. Bevs' concerned eyes welcomed me.

"Okay ka lang?"

Blinking more, I began to nod involuntarily. My mouth is still agape.

"Halika na. Nauna na sila, oh." She pointed her finger infront of me. There, I saw them walk towards the stairs.

Still nodding, I said, "Let's go?"

She smiled sweetly at me. "Sure."

Then we began to follow them.

Dinala ni Calvin si Rafael dito sa likod ng building ng Political Science department. Kaming tatlo lang ang nandito ngayon.

"Ano bang kailangan niyo sa akin--"

Hindi na naituloy pa ni Rafael ang sasabihin niya. Biglang lumapat sa kanyang pisngi ang kamao ni Calvin. Sa lakas noon ay napaupo siya. Ang dugo ay kusang dumausdos mula sa gilid ng kanyang labi.

Lumunok ako ng laway.

Balling my fist, I found my feet to gravitate at him. And one moment after, my fist meet his face too. He wasn't ready for that. Ngayon, nakalapat na sa lupa ang kanyang mukha.

"Ano bang problema niyo?!" He yelled through his gritted teeth but Calvin and I are too fucked up to care.

Instead of answering him, we just laugh. Then I pull Rafael's arms to stand up. Dahil hinang-hina siya, ni makapalag ay hindi niya nagawa. It was so quick of me when I wrap my arms over his shoulders, just below his underarms. He is now standing infront of me, his back are resting on my chest.

It was a dead end for him.

"Sige na, pare. Turuan mo na ng leksyon ang putanginang 'to." I mumbled. Wishing to put an end to this shit as quickly as we can. Calvin has a fucking gun and that idea is fucking petrifying the shit out of me.

And there I saw Calvin, stretching his body. Smiling like a lunatic which he really is. When he suddenly stopped, he stared at my direction. He darted Rafael a deadly gaze. It was so deadly that if it was for me, I would've peed my pants.

Everything was so fast. Calvin began to punch Rafael to his own satisfaction. He didn't stop until he is satisfied. Until he is fucking done with the demons whispering at his god damn mind.

Right now, para bang lantang gulay si Rafael. Nagpupumiglas man sa pagkakagapos niya sa akin, wala siyang magawa kundi ang kainin na lang ang takot at panghihina habang patuloy na tinatanggap ang bawat kamao na inilalapat ni Calvin sa lahat ng bahagi ng kanyang katawan.

"Sure ka bang hindi locked ang rooftop ngayon?" Shantal's obnoxious voice came.

I swallowed hard as I blink.

It was then when I realized that we are already at the fourth floor, just one floor before the rooftoop.

And I fucking hate the idea of it.

Putangina, 'wag kayong didiretso sa rooftop.

That fucking rooftop shares the most embarassing moments of my life.

With Rafael.