Her favorite characters to Rp in Hetalia are Germany, Germania, Prussia, Russia, or Canada.

Those Hetalia characters relate to her the most for her past, present and her personality.

But the closest Hetalia character to her is Russia.

She has (and is still having) a bad life of which people either fear her, ignore her, hate her, or are happy for her.

She smiles a lot in real life, even though the past and present are dark to her.