I feel like this kid has a crush on me. But in a weird way.

So basically, I know that when people have crushes, they sometimes show their ways oddly. This is one of those times.

If you know me well enough, you should make a clear observation that I have an increased paranoia and I am extremely observational. This makes it so I can analysis how people act around me and be fully aware of my surroundings at all times.

So into this kid.

He nearly always is behind me in the summer line. That means getting out of class, following my speed walking and then being able to get into the hall. He also talks to me in the dinner line but we don't really have a conversation. He asks me what I'm getting, I say it, he says he might get that too. I think he is trying to find out what I like and what I don't like all while being near me. This However, he fails to notice that I never start a conversation or want to sit with him. This leads to my next point.

He always tires to sit with me. Every time we have a supply, he always tires to sit with me. I'm a pretty lonely kid but I'm some places I try and sit with my friends/ acquaintances. However sometimes it is unavoidable. For example, the other day I was walking around my class trying to find a place to sit, being fully aware that he was following me. Waiting for me to sit down and I unfortunately, I ended up sitting on my own. Until he sat next to me. He was talking to me and I was being subtle. Eventually, I pulled out my earphones and said I was going to listen to music now. But, he decided that he would continue talking to me. Once again, conversations started from him. Why are people so naive to their own actions?

Anyway, in general, when he first came to my school, he gave me the creeps. Funnily enough, those vibes have increased. Of course these acts could be influenced by bad social skills but not getting the hint when I am trying to put it across is crucial. My fucking ex was the same. I just can't say no or hey, take a fucking hint because I could be wrong.

Ugh why me?