Dear Jesús Manuel,

Why can't I kiss you in public?

I have noticed the way you keep your head low when we go out together, how you pull the hood of your sweater up to conceal your face from everyone. I notice the way your steps are hesitant as we make our way around a street corner and how you prefer spending time indoors rather than outside. These are not normal reactions, even for a footballer who wants to keep his personal life out of the press, as you always put it.

Maybe there's something you aren't telling me, something you hide in the back of your mind that perhaps you think would hurt my feelings and shatter my heart. And it hurts, it really does. But I could never doubt you.

I just want to give you a kiss, and show everyone that we're in love.

Is that so wrong?

Is that too much to ask for?

I'm in love with you, Jesús Manuel.

And you say you love me too.

But do you really?

Sincerely,

Edda Van Horn

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tecadios being shady af. tsk tsk.

i hope you all like the update. have a great day everyone, and happy thanksgiving to all my american peeps. it was a great day yesteday, successfully made dinner and it was pretty good.

blessings on this holiday weekend!

-clary xx