Gideon POV

"Gulf! Baby! Finally, I found you! Why are you here!" He said while hugging me tightly. I tried to let go of his hug, but he was too strong for me.

"Mew, let me go! I need to go! I will be late for my flight! " I firmly said to him. I'm trying my best not to break down.

"No! No! No! Baby, please don't go! No! I'm not letting you go! I can't live without you! Please don't leave me! Don't go anywhere else! Please! I will die this time. Please, baby!" He sounded like a madman while saying this.

"I said let me go, Mew!" I almost shouted at him. I need to go. I can't be swayed by Mew's begging act again. I can't!

Maybe he's so shocked that I yelled at him that his embrace loosened. I thought he was finally letting me go, but I was shocked when he dropped to his knees and started to cry while hugging my legs.

He looks so helpless and desperate. I looked around and saw that we were already attracting so much attention from other people.

"Please, baby! I'm begging you! Please don't go! I cannot continue to live my life without you. I won't live without you. Please, baby! If you're mad at me because I didn't agree for us to have a date last night or I did something to hurt you, again! I'm sorry! I'm so sorry. I just attended something important last night, but I promise it will not happen again. Please, baby. Believe me. I'm sorry. Please don't leave me!" He said while sobbing.

I admit I can't bear to see him like this. Seeing the man I love crying in front of me breaks my heart. I tried forcing him to stand up.

"Get up, Mew. Please get up!" I tried to pull him up, but he wasn't bulging.

"No! I will only stand up if you promise that you will not leave me. I don't mind staying like this for my whole life if I secure that you will not leave me. Please stay Gulf! I'm begging you. Please stay here with me." He keeps on begging me.

I don't know what to do anymore. I lower myself to meet him. It is what I've been telling myself. It is why I really can't see him before I leave. I really can't bear seeing him like this.

"Last call for all passengers going to Switzerland. Please proceed to the board area!" The airline announcer said. I need to go, but how about Mew? Can I leave him?

Yes! I must leave him, not because I can but because I have to. I need to!

"Mew, please stop this! I know you're just guilty for me. I'm telling you! You don't have to. You can now go to her! Please just let me go! Please, Mew! I need to go! My airplane will fly soon. I must leave!"

"No! Guilty? What? Go to her? To whom? You are my home, baby! How can I go somewhere else if you're here? Please, baby. Please don't go! Please, baby, I'm begging you!" He keeps begging me. I feel so helpless that I drop to my knees and face him.

"I saw you last night with her and how you interact, Mew. I can see that she was important to you. I don't know if you love her too. But I can see how you are with her. I think she's the best for you, not me. So please let me go and be with her, Mew. Please!" I tried to stand up, but he stopped me.

"What you saw last night was nothing, Baby! I was there to fix everything!" He said to me.

"What do you mean?" Now I'm confused. What is Mew saying? What did he need to fix?

"I will tell you everything later, but please, babe, don't leave me. You promised, baby! You promised you would never leave me, but here you are, leaving me. Why? What should I do to make you stay here with me? Would you mind telling me? Please don't leave me. I can't lose you! Please, Baby, don't leave me too. I'm begging you! I will do anything for you, baby. I can do anything for you, but please don't leave me. Please don't go, baby! Please! please!"

"But Mew, I'm a man, Mew. Haven't you realized that now? Yes, it's all right, because we are only starting to have a relationship, but what about in the future? I can't give you the family that you always want. I can never give you everything you always dream of having, your kids. I can never be...." I was speaking to him, but he didn't let me finish.

"I don't care! Can't you see it, baby? (He held my right face using his right hands, then he put his forehead to meet mine) I don't care anymore about any of that. I only need you. If wanting those things will pull you away from me, so treat it like I never wanted it in the first place. I can never trade you for anything. I can give up everything I have or want to have for you, baby! I can do it! I swear I will do it in a heartbeat!" He firmly said while looking into my eyes.

"What about your family? What if they don't approve of us."

"I will do my best for them to accept us. If my parents still don't accept you. I don't care too. You are my life now, Gulf! You are all I need in this world to survive! Only you! Without you, I'm nothing, so Please, baby! Please trust me and come back home with me!"

"What about other people? What if they talk about you? What if this affects the company." He held me tighter and looked me straight in the eyes.

"I don't care about other people, Baby! All I care about is you! I only want you! If my company is affected, I will try to make it on top again. You know me! I can do it. I will do my best to show them that we deserve each other. We are meant for each other. I will protect you from them. I will protect you from anything or anyone, baby!"

"But what if...." Again, he didn't let me finish but put his fingertip on my lips.

"You still don't believe me? Wait., stay here. Don't leave! I will come back in a bit. Please don't leave!" I just nodded, then he suddenly stood up, so I stood up too.

I saw him go to the nearest jewelry shop. What is he doing there? After 2 minutes I saw him run to me again. I was confused about what he will do. He went near me and started to speak.

"I know, babe, this is so sudden! I know this is not what you dream of, the way someone is doing this to you, but I'm desperate now. I need you, baby! You'll be all I need in my life. At first, you're just the son of my parent's best friend. You became a friend, my best friend, my savior, my anchor, my checkpoint, my conscience, my lover, my partner, and now my life. You are my everything, Gulf! I'm sorry if I only realize this now. Now I'm sure about us. You're my forever baby! Your lifetime is my lifetime! I know I've hurt you more times than I can remember. I made you cry and made your experience worse, but you continue to trust me, baby. I will use my whole life to pay you for all of those. Please let me share my life with you! I want you to be my wife!"

He gets down on one knee. I instantly put both of my hands on my mouth. I was so shocked at what Mew was doing in front of me that he opened the box he was holding.

Omg! It's a ring! Is he proposing?

"Will you let me be you forever, baby? Will you marry me?" Omg! Is this really happening? I'm starting to cry again.

"Are you sure?" I asked him while sobbing so much

"Never been sure, baby!" He said, then looked at me with so much love in his eyes. Marriage? Am I ready for this? I looked at him for a minute, trying to think. I know what I want! I've known this my whole life. There are so many things going on in my mind right now, but there is only one thing that is clear to me!

"Yes, babe, I will marry you! I will share my life with you!" I answered him. My mind wants to say no, but my heart is yelling louder to say yes! I don't know if this is right, but I don't care now! I want him!

I'm ready to gamble my life to him. Starting now, he owns my life. He owns all of me. He looks so happy with my answer. He put the ring on me and smiled so widely at me.

Omg! It looks stunning

He got up and immediately held my face and started kissing me hungrily. I responded equally! We were kissing each other passionately, but I immediately pulled away when I heard the clapping sound from everyone watching us!

"Congratulations!"

"Way to go, man!"

"Such a lovely couple"

"Aw, I'm jealous."

"Omg, they are both so handsome!"

"Why do all of the handsome men are gay? It's unfair!"

"That was beautiful."

It is what people are saying to us right now. Some are taking pictures, while some are taking videos of us! Omg! I forgot that we were in a public place. I immediately cover my face and try to run away. Mew pulled me again to him. He is now holding my waist.

"Don't mind them, baby. I'm so lucky you are truly mine now! I love you so much, baby. I am so proud of you!"

I fell so in love with his words. I instantly wrapped my arm around and for the second time. We kissed each other in public. I will not be afraid anymore as long as I have Mew.

I can face anything!

To be continued