Gideon POV

It's been three days since Mew, and I was... What should I call this? Intimate with each other? The last time was three days ago, which feels like forever. I'm so busy with my campaign project that needs to be presented today for that demanding client. I was very devoted to this as this is my first personal project at INF. Usually, I'm just helping with the existing ones and making them more presentable, but now. I'm the one who oversees everything from the start to the end. I need to make this successful.

I admit I haven't seen Mew these past few days, even though we are on the same floor, because I'm so busy. I haven't been able to check on him. I haven't gone home for three days also. Mew tried to convince me to go home with him on the first day, but I said that I needed to finish this within three days, which is why I couldn't even manage to go home and rest. He kept on trying until he stopped talking to me. I was upset, but I guess

it's okay because I needed to focus on this badly. Only for three days, Gulf! Only three days! Gosh! I'm so stressed right now! I missed him so much! I was preparing everything for my presentation later when Anne walked inside my office.

"Hi Sir Gideon. Everything is ready for your presentation in conference room one." She smilingly said to me. She has been my secretary ever since I worked here. Mew gave her to me because I've been closed and comfortable around her already, so he just hired another secretary that will handle Anne's tasks.

A slutty secretary! Yes! Slutty! Every single one of them! Mew already hired 20 of them just this year, and it is only May, for god's sake!

I don't know why every single one tried to seduce Mew! It's like he is a magnet to those kinds of women. Mew swears to me that he never takes initiative and those girls are the ones who keep making moves on him, but the thing is, Mew was also entertaining them. Doesn't Mew notice that every time his secretary makes a move on him, I want to strike their head off? Those bitches! He will always say that he doesn't mind and that It's okay for him to flirt because Mew is not in a relationship anymore, so what does he call about us? About me? A fling? A sex buddy?

Every single time Mew and I will end up fighting about them. The last time was the worst because I caught them nearly having sex in our fucking room. I understand that he was drunk at that time, but please! Have some respect for me! I was hurt and insulted then because I felt like I was nobody to him. Like finally, he answers the one question I have had for him for the past year: "What am I really to him" Nothing! I tried leaving him that day, I felt like I had enough of these, and I had to go with him.

I was so devastated that day that I went back to my empty house, then I cried and cried alone on my bed, but the next day, I found him on my bed sleeping beside me. I pushed him off course, I tried to get away from him again, but he dropped to his knees, begging me to stay, and cried in front of me. He cried so much and said that it would never happen again. Mew told me that he would stop being flirty just for me not to leave him.

You know me--the me who is so Martyr to him and accepted Mew again. I hope it's the last time because I can't surely take it if it happens again. One month later, I could see that his new secretary is not like those previous ones. I mean, she still looks slutty to me, but she acts and speaks professionally, so I guess I can finally be at ease!

"Okay, Anne, I will follow you in a bit. I'm just fixing my things now." I said to her.

"Noted, Sir. We'll wait for you there." She was about to leave my office, but I stopped her because I remembered that I needed to hear about Mew

"Ahhh, Anne? Is Mew in his office" I asked her.

"I'm not sure, Sir; I think Yes! I haven't been able to see him since earlier because I was busy organizing your material for later. I saw his secretary go into his office to discuss something. She is carrying so many documents earlier." she said to me.

"Okay! Ahh~ Anne, can I ask you a question?" I hesitantly asked her.

"Yes, Sir, what is it?" She asked me. I don't know if it's right for me to ask her this, but my curiosity will kill me if I don't, so here it goes.

"Ahh, what do you think about Mew's Secretary? I mean her attitude and way of work!" I asked her. I'm so shy to ask her this, but this curiosity of mine will kill me if I don't!

"Ahh, work perspective, I think that secretary is good. I mean, I don't like her way of dressing, but how can I judge a person just because of the way they dress right? But..." She stopped. She started to panic.

"What? What is it?" I immediately stood up when I heard her say the word but. Why do I feel nervous again? I don't understand myself! Am I being paranoid?

"Ahh, Sir! I don't want to be nosy, but she has been going in and out of Sir Mew's office more frequently for the past three days. Yes, she is his secretary, but how should I say this? Ahhh, like last time I saw her go with Sir Mew when he was about to go home. I saw her ride with him in his car. Then yesterday, I saw her walk out of his office. She has smudged lipstick on the side of her lip. She tried to fix it, but I still saw it...." She said to me. Hearing her makes my heart beat so fast again. Please no! Not again! Please! My legs gave up on me, and I faintly sat back on my swivel chair. I wanted to cry but didn't want to make my pain evident to Anne. She doesn't know anything.

"Sir? Are you okay?" She immediately approaches me.

"Yes, Anne! I'm okay! Maybe I'm just so tired and nervous about my presentation later. You may proceed! I will follow you there!" I just smiled at her even though I wanted to cry right now!

"Okay, Sir, I will just wait for you there." Then she finally steps out. No! Gulf! Don't jump to any conclusion yet. Mew is not like that anymore. He promised you! He will not hurt you again.

Yes! I'm right. It's just Anne's assessment. I'll talk about it to Mew later after my presentation. Everything is okay! It's nothing! Yes, It's nothing! After fixing myself, I proceeded to the conference room. Mom, Dad! Please give me courage today! I need to make this presentation successful.

I can do it!

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After 2 hours in the conference room, I am trying to convince my client that this project is worth risking, especially now that we are in a significant evolution of technology that uses the Cloud to cater to their needs, unlike on-premises technology, due to its flexibility, reliability, and security! The cloud removes the hassle of maintaining and updating systems to fit your needs. It allows you to invest your time, money, and resources into fulfilling your core business strategies. (A/N, I'm sorry if I confused you due to some IT Jargon here)

After that, 2 hours of battling with the client. I got it! I got the account! They've agreed to everything that I suggest, and they are so impressed with my proposal. I was so happy that I wanted to scream in front of them, but as a COO, it will not be appropriate. That's why I am only able to thank them. I'm so thrilled that I want to hurry wrap all of this and run to Mew's office to give him this good news. I'm sure he will be too!

"Congratulation Sir Gulf! You got the account!" Anne said to me

"Thank you, but It's a group effort. I couldn't have done this without your support for the past three days. Due to that, I would like to thank you all for supporting me. That's why I'm allowing all of you to order anything you want. My treat!" I happily said to him. All of them exclaim due to happiness. I'm so happy now that I have decided to go to Mew's office! I want to see him! I missed him so much!

"Anne, please take care of their orders. I will go to Mew's office to deliver him the good news," I said to her.

"Okay, sir!" She smiled back at me.

"Thank you!" I said, stepped out of the conference, and immediately went to Mew's office. I'm excited to deliver this good news because I'm sure Mew will be thrilled.

But what I saw in his office broke my heart into million pieces.

"Ahh~, Mew! Keep going! Ahh~, you're so good, ahh~" His secretary kept on moaning his moan while he was busy pounding his shaft inside of her. I saw both of them having sex at Mew's table.

I think he doesn't notice me yet because he keeps on pounding her from behind. I immediately dropped my laptop, and that's when he finally saw me. His lustful eyes change and turn into a shocked reaction. He immediately stopped what he was doing and pulled out his cock from her. She was about to grab him, but he pushed her, dropping her on the floor. I didn't see her reaction anymore, but I can guess she was shocked about it.

I look at Mew, feeling so disgusted and hurt.

"Gulf? Let me explain!" He said while trying to fix his pants, but I don't care! I can't take it anymore.

"That's it, Mew! I'm done! I can't take this anymore! I'm done!" then, I immediately stepped out of his office and ran to the elevator.

I need to get out of here. I need to go! I can't do this anymore! I can't! I hear him calling my name, but I don't care! I'm tired of crying! Why do I always choose to make myself cry? Why did I always choose him even though I knew he would never pick me? He will never love me because, for him, I'm just his best friend, his f*cking martyr of a best friend!

To be continued

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