~WARNING~ 🔞🔞🔞🔞🔞 ~WARNING~

Author POV

Inside this Black colored Porsche Macan Sedan, Marcus is currently driving his car while Gideon peacefully sleeps beside him. After their extreme endeavor inside Marcus's office, he asks Gideon to go with him somewhere because they have something to take about that they can't discuss in the office. Despite his aching lower body, Gideon willingly goes with his best friend. Gideon slept as soon as he got inside Marcus's car, which made Marcus slightly laugh at him.

After a few minutes on the road, Marcus entered the garage floor of his condo building and parked his car there. Once done, he quickly gets out of the car and goes to the other side to open the door for his best friend.

"Gulf! We're..." He was about to wake up Gideon but stopped when he saw that his best friend was still sleeping so quietly. His mouth is slightly open, which makes Marcus laugh again, but stopped laughing as soon as he hears Gideon whimper.

"Don't leave me again, Mew! I'll help you with anything you want me to do just... mmhh~ please don't leave me again! Please!" Gideon is speaking almost like he is crying too. Marcus's expression changed and became serious. His heartbeat went faster at the same time; he started to feel something weird inside of him. He began to caress Gulf's face while looking at him intently.

"I'm sorry if I'm always using your kindness, Gulf! I know I should stop because this is wrong! I know you said it's okay, but it's still wrong for us to keep doing..." He couldn't finish his words.

"Fuck! I don't know what is happening to me, Gulf! I know I shouldn't, but I now always want your touch and be connected to you! I don't understand myself anymore! I don't know if it's because when we're doing it, I tend to forget everything that makes me want to give up. When we're doing it, I feel alive and in control again! Allyssa destroyed me when she left me, Gulf! I'm so sorry! I'm sorry for using you! Please stay with me, okay? Please don't go just like what Allyssa did to me because I don't think I could continue to live if you leave me too! I know this is wrong for me to ask! I know I can't demand anything from you, but I don't think I can stop! I don't have the strength to stop! I just can't anymore!" Marcus said to Gideon. He watched him sleep until he decided not to wake Gideon anymore and carefully carried him like a bride. 

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To be continued

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To be continued

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