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Gideon POV

I pressed my lips tightly to his! He did the same as I felt him snake his arms on my waist and pull me closer to his body. Our tongue keeps fighting for dominance; no one backs down as our lives depend on it. The sound of our moan is such a turn-on to me; I can feel my face getting redder. For god's sake, it is my first kiss, but I will never regret giving it to him. Only Mew can do this to me! Make me feel okay with everything as long as it's with him. I can provide anything and everything to have this moment, and now it's finally happening!

He let go of my lips, finally allowing me to breathe again, then started devouring my neck, and there will surely be a noticeable mark on it. Still, I don't care because the sensation is enough to make me forget everything. He seemed to be an expert in doing this! Fuck! I can't help but think that he experiences this with Allyssa! He did this thing multiple times with her, making me curious about what Mew is thinking now. Does he think about me, or is he imagining Allyssa while doing it with me? Fuck! Gulf! Stop overthinking! You're ruining everything!

I tried undressing him; I was shocked when he helped me too! I started to smile, and he smiled too, which stunned me more. Can I assume that he like what we are doing too?

After we were entirely naked, from my waist up, he suddenly held my waist and pulled me closer to him. There I felt it, his vast dick poking me. Oh, God! This guy is an expert! He knows where to touch me without removing his eyes that were glued to my eyes. He slowly went down, and the next thing I learned was that he had already lifted my legs and wrapped them around his waist, my back pinned on the wall. I got the urge to start moving my body against his. I can feel his dick rubbing mine, which makes my eyeballs go up, biting my lips while letting out some moans, and my toes start to curl because of this unknown feeling I'm having right now.

"Gulf! Fuck! Gulf~!"

He keeps on saying my name, which sounds like a moan. I can feel him so turned on. I can feel it in his voice. It is so good that I want to keep touching him. I need him so much! My heart is pounding so loud and fast that I think it will burst inside my chest any minute! Fuck! Am I doing the right thing here?

I've been dreaming about this for a very long time. I love this man! I fucking love him so much! I pulled away for a second from our kiss to look at him, and the way Mew looked at me straight into my eyes and lips alternately made me appreciate how sexy this best friend of mine is. I don't care about everything now! I don't care if I may regret it my whole life after this, but now I know. I want to give everything to him, as in everything!

That moment that I kissed him, and he kissed me back, is the moment that made me want him more than I wanted him before! I don't care about anyone! Allyssa or not, I want Mew to be mine. I will be selfish from now on. If this way, I can have him. I will do my best for him to love me, especially after this.

I will never find someone else who can make me feel this way. The feeling that is making me insanely happy and contented. We are kissing so hard! My arms are wrapped in his nape while his arms are in my body. We are kissing so hard that I think my lips are swollen already.

I go down from his body. Acting as if it had its mind, my lips started to trace his chest, and just when my tongue touched his nipples, they hardened instantly. I suck it while rubbing and playing with the other. I don't know if I'm doing it right; I'm just doing what I think will make me feel good and apply it to Mew.

"Gulf, it feels good! Ah~! " I returned to his neck and licked it hungrily. I touch his body, and I can feel how hot he is right now. I feel like celebrating, knowing that I'm affecting him.

I am so ready and hard for him. I felt like my length was starting to explode inside my pants. I want to pleasure him more and make him forget everything. I want him to forget all the pain! I need to help him!

I looked up to see him with his eyes closed. I know he feels good, same as I feel good too. His thing below is proof, seeing how bulging it is now! He was so hard on me too. I started to jerk him off while I was busy devouring his tongue.

He started to rub me, too, even if it was not yet directly touching my length as I was still wearing my pants. His touch is enough to make my thing down there go insane. After a while, I finally came inside. Fuck! It feels so good. I never felt good like this. I snuggle my body into him as I cum. I felt him hugging me as I try to catch my breath.

"Are you okay?" I heard him ask me; I couldn't answer him yet with words, so I just nodded my head. I was stunned; he excitedly turned me around to face the wall. He started rubbing his dick in my ass. I tried to look at his face. Oh! fuck! He seems so drunk with pleasure. His eyes! I had never seen his eyes become like that!

He started removing my pants which kind of caught me off, guard. I'm not sure why. I knew I wanted to do this with him, but I suddenly felt overwhelmed and confused. I tried to stop him from doing what he was about to do. Am I ready for this? It is my first time, for god's sake! But He went near into my ears and mounted the words that completely lost me.

"Gulf, please let me! I need your help! I want this so bad! Please! I need you!" and there I was, lost again. I just nodded in answer. He quickly grabs me and puts me into bed. He ultimately pulled my pants, and he started to kiss me again.

I don't know what I should do or how I should do this because I have never experienced this before, but now I want to follow my heart and do everything that will make Mew happy, and I know I will too! Mew pulled away and stood up in front of me. He is looking at me seductively.

His eyes hypnotize me, and I automatically spread my legs wider for him without him saying it. I saw him smile so widely, then slowly went down to kiss me, starting on my lips, down to my neck, down to my chest, down to my stomach, and there I totally lost it when he began kissing and licking my shaft. He is doing it expertly while playing with my lips!

"Mew! Ah~!" I moaned so loudly because of much insanely good it was. Is it possible to die because of so much happiness because that is what I'm feeling now? When he was done pleasuring me, he held both of my legs and hung them in his arms. He started to align his dick on my ass, which made my eyes grow bigger! Fuck! This is happening now!

"I'm sorry, Gulf, but I don't have lube on me; it will surely hurt!" He looked like he was starting to hesitate, but I grabbed his hand. While looking at him, I spoke.

"It's okay, Mew! I will be okay! Just do what you want to do! Today, I'm yours. I'm all yours!" I sincerely told him; it made him smile so widely and look at our things down our bodies.

He started kissing me again. Mew pulled away and began to spit on his palm, spreading it to my hole and the tip of my length. He positioned his member at my entrance.

"Gulf, I know this will hurt, but please bear it! I need you now! I need this!" I nodded. He pushed it slowly and started to fuck me. Oh gosh! It hurt! I wasn't informed that it would hurt this much!

"Uh~! Uh~!" I feel like he is ripping me into two. It hurts that I'm having second thoughts but seeing Mew's face takes all those hesitations away. He maybe seen my hurt facial expression, and he suddenly stopped.

"Gulf, does it hurt so much?" He worriedly asked. I just shook my head and smiled even though I was hurt.

"No, I am good!" He smiled and started riming me again; this time, it was faster than earlier. Fuck! I'm lost now! The pain and pressure are overwhelming me. Fuck! Please! Fucking, please!

"Uh~, Deeper Mew! Please! Deeper! I want you! Please, give it all to me!" He pushed his dick deeper as my hole almost swallowed his member thoroughly. He is enormous! I'm so surprised that I did manage to accept all his. As it continued to rim me, there I felt it! Fuck, what the hell was that? It's so good that my body is about to explode with so much pleasure that Mew is giving me.

"That's it, Mew! You are hitting something good inside me! I don't know what it is, but please continue hitting that! Please! I think I am cumming again! Shit! Please! Uhh~ Faster~ Please move faster!"

"Oh, Gulf! You're killing me! Uhh~!" I am losing my mind as he continues to pound me harder.

"Mew~!" I'm cumming again for the second time. He stopped to let me breathe, but when he saw that, I was breathing fine again. Without warning, he flipped me and made me on my fours. He aligns himself again in my already sore ass!

Fuck! Isn't he tired? He claimed me again harder like he hasn't cum earlier. He thrust his length into me more and stroked my erection. "Uhm~, this feels so good! Uh~! Gulf! Uh~"

"Yes, Mew, hit me again! Please ahh~ there! There! You're hitting it~ Fuck, it's so good!" He keeps pounding, this time very hard. He keeps thrusting deeper and deeper. The sound of our bodies slamming into each other is like music I never wanted to stop playing. After a while of pure Mew fucking me so mercilessly and receiving it willingly, he released his fluid inside me while I cum all over the bed.

We are both panting while covered with sweat as he drops into my body and then transfer lays down beside me. He looks so tired, judging by how he started falling asleep.

I faced myself into his side and started to caress his face. I wish I had helped you, Mew. I hope you won't feel that I've taken advantage of you. I hope you won't be angry with me, especially now that you know I'm gay. Please don't run away from me. I can do everything and give everything to you. So please don't go anywhere again and continue to stay beside me.

I feel so exhausted! All my energy had left me because of everything we had done earlier.

My eyes started to get heavier until I decide to finally close them.

To be continued

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