*Chapter Eleven*

One of my worst enemies were tears. They showed weakness in my opinion I wasn't supposed to be isolated its what the Prophecy for told. Two children one of fire one of ice one to face a time of isolation the other to face a time of jealously. Everyone can't denie them being jealous everyone has felt it more than once in there life.

I wasn't afraid to admit I was jealous of my twin she had gotten more than me. One being our family another being support. Two things I never even had close to having.  Our parents support her in controlling her powers but not me no they allowed me to be sent away.

I rested my back against my door listening to Jamie on the other side he been there all morning pleading me to talk to him and open the door.  It had been about a week since our Date thing and I hadn't had time to face him. Wait that was a lie I had all the time in the world I was just a coward.

Afraid of his opinion my mind screamed I shouldn't care what he thought but the rest of my did. I had been alone ever since Elsa demanded I never go near animals or creatures alone in till they found out what the all had against me. She even took my Cat, Hiss hated me no matter if something was making her or not.

"Spark please just open up I know you been ignoring me," he stated, "What did I do wrong?"

I bit my lip getting to my feet and walking over to my vanity. As I sat in the chair I stared at my reflect.  My red hair was falling out of my braid more than usaul my face was red and blotchy from crying.  I still wore a white nightgown and it was noon. I truly was a reck.

"Spark?" Jamie said, "Blaze open the door or I'll find some other way in!"

I rolled my eyes my room was way to high up for him to climb in threw the window the only way was throw the door and that was off the list. I could hear his head hit against the door and him groan.

"What did I do?"

Nothing I wanted to scream everything was just me. Could I ever just let go? I knew the answer it was a no I could never do that. The stupid prophecy writing out my life. But I knew even without it all this was what was supposed to happen couldn't I just except that?

"Blaze please you been in there to long come on we can go for a walk or something, " He suggested, "Please just say something tell me to go away and I will, just stop ignoring me."

I opened my mouth to tell him to leave but the word would not come out.The truth was I didn't want him to leave cause then I'd be alone in my thoughts my jealous thoughts. When Jamie was around I didn't get as angry or jealous as I usually was.

I layed my head in my hands I wanted to go home but it wasn't there I wanted to see Smoke. I wanted to be in a place I belonged and it wasn't here it was never ment to be here. Raising my head I did a small spin in my chair.

I faced the door Life is a series of doors I remembered my father once told me and Elsa this, Most of them locked whether its from the inside or the out. His voice filled my head, Most of these doors remain shut, I opened my mouth and finished, "Inless you have enough courage to use the your key to open them."

Slowly I got to my feet and walked to the door I hesitated before twisting the lock.There was a soft click. Taking in a breath I opened the door coming faced to face with a familiar brunette. Jamie seemed surprised to see me. I turned away and walked to my window seat plotting myself down.

"Spark are you okay?" he asked.

I didn't answer I couldn't  answer. Cause the truth was I didn't know if I was okay or not. Even if I was I knew somewhere in me wasn't. A part of me would never be okay and I hated that part.The part of me that questioned everything,  the part of me that was jealous, the part of me that kepted me unhappy, the part of me that kept me in fear.

I looked at Arendelle it seemed like a very happy place which it was. Sighing I loomed to Jamie who sat next to me his back to the Window. He frowned at me moving a piece of my hair from my face.

"Whats Wrong?" he questioned.

"I am a bird without wings, who wants to fly who wants to sing, I am a bird flightless, might as well be lifeless,  so many place I could be, but without wings I'll never see, My voice is small, can't be heard at all, I am a bird voiceless, complete useless,  I can't fly I can't sing, so tell me what am I to believe," I whispered, "I am a bird without any wings, without any hopes or dreams, I do not complain for I am voiceless, I do not leave because I am flightless."

He looked at me with a sad expression, "What was that?"

"A poem it just came to me so I spoke it," I replied with a shrug.

He nodded, "Why don't we go take a walk around the castle."

"Okay just let me change," I tell him.

"No time for that besides you looked beautiful," I felt my cheeks heat up at his words.

I sighed and followed him out of my room.

*Elsa*

*I stood looking at the painting that hung on the wall in the place the painting of my parents once hung that I had thrown and Blaze had burned to ash. This painting was of My parents, me, and Anna. I wasn't very old in this painting My mother held Anna as a baby in her hands.

I stooded close to her my father had his arms around my mother. We were all happy in the painting. As I looked at it I thought something was off about it.Like something was missing. Before I could do anything I heard Anna behind me.

"Whats wrong?" She asked.

"Nothing is just this painting....I don't like it!" I tell her this was true for some reason the painting made me angry.

Jack flew to my side I didn't loom away from the portrait something was missing I knew it.But what? I suddenly hear a small gasp from behind me. I turned to look at Blaze who stood next to Jamie.Tears formed in her eyes she stepped forward running her hand acrossed a part next to me in the painting.

"They removed me," her voice shook a bit.

She looked at me I felt her pain all of it.I hugged her this surprised both of us she hugged me back slowly.

"Im sorry," I said.

She laughed, "Its okay I kind of figured Mom and Dad whould do this remove every last bit of evidence of me ever being here or even a part of this family."

"Well thats in the past now were going change that all, you are family and we don't need any past evidence to know that. " I tell her, "Were twins and even if we weren't im sure we be very close friends."

"Or enemies," she whispered softly.

I sighed softly I hope not...