~Steamy Content Warning~

Third person P.O.V

Jungkook and Taehyung had been enveloped in their sweet loving kiss for what felt like hours. Whenever suddenly what started as something soft and emotional turned heated. Both men were feeling flames coursing through their veins. Neither of them able to hold back.

Jungkook bit Tae's lower lip, asking for entrance. Tae didn't hesitate to grant Jungkook access. Allowing the younger to explore every part of his mouth while their tongues danced together fighting for dominance. At one point Jungkook bit into Tae's lip again with a low growl causing Tae to release a soft moan.. this sent Jungkook wild.

His hands that were gently holding Tae's head in place began to explore. First by running down his sides, stopping at every single curve to appreciate the gorgeous body beneath him. He toyed with the hem of Tae's t-shirt, as a way of getting permission. Whenever Tae bucked his hips forward into Jungkook's crotch is whenever he knew he had the okay. As much as Jungkook wanted to completely strip Tae naked and have him right this second. He also wasn't stupid.. he knew this was a one time thing. On Sunday he would fly back to Korea and Tae would stay here waiting for his husband. So Jungkook decided he was going to savor every last moment of this. He refused to rush, refusing to allow desperate lust take over and ruin this precious moment that he is sure he will only get to enjoy once in his lifetime. Making love to someone that he actually loves.

With that he began to slowly remove Tae's t-shirt. Leaving soft butterfly kisses up his torso until he reached his collar bone. There Jungkook was so tempted to suck and leave a mark, proof that he was there...but he knew he couldn't. So he just kissed that area a little longer. While staring at the ethereal man underneath him, who was gripping onto Jungkook's biceps and yanking at his hair with each kiss. Jungkook trailed his kisses all the way up Tae's neck and along his Jaw line.

"Mm.. K-kookie, p-please... give me m-more" Tae whispered the sultry moan and Jungkook couldn't help it whenever he rolled his body into the olders. Causing friction in between their very hard, clothed members.

"T-tae... I don't want to rush.. I want to enjoy every single second of this.. p-please" Jungkook stared into those beautiful brown eyes. Making sure to memorize every strand of white and gold that filtered throughout the sea of brown. Paying attention to every feature of Tae's face. The way his hair layed, the expression he made with his mouth whenever Jungkook sucked just a little bit on his caramel skin.

In that moment Tae used all of his force to switch their positions. He was now straddling Jungkook and admiring the man below him. "Then I want a turn to admire you as well.." Tae whispered huskily before he began to unbutton Jungkook's silk pajama top. As he pulled the shirt off from Jungkook's arms, he allowed his fingers to trace back up them.. being sure to caress every. Single. Muscular. Indent in the younger's arms. Losing his breath with every touch, Jungkook pulled Taehyung in for another kiss. One that was so soft and gentle, Tae felt a tear stream down his face. Whenever Jungkook felt the warm liquid drop on his cheek he pulled back. Allowing one hand to trace small circles on the older's side while the other hand was caressing the back of Tae's head.

"Taehyung, I know it's too late. I know I can't do anything to go back in time..."

Jungkook placed another soft kiss on Tae's lips

"God, I love you so much. I love everything about you. There isn't a single thing about you that I don't find absolutely perfect."

Another soft kiss

"I'm not telling you this, asking you to leave him. I'm telling you this so that you don't ever spend a single day of your life wondering what I felt back then. I know I was unsure.. I was such a stupid kid"

Another soft kiss, this one was drenched in both of their tears

"I have prayed so many times for a miracle or a time machine.. to go back to that night. When you asked me if I ever felt love... I would have grabbed you into my arms and never let you go."

One more soft kiss

"So after tonight is over, I promise. I will never do this to you again. I won't put you through this pain anymore but for tonight Taehyung. I'm going to love you with every single part of my body...I love you so fucking much."

Tae has no words, tears are flowing and his heart is pounding yet he hasn't lost a single bit of his arousal. If anything Jungkook just made it worse. Why couldn't he have said those words four years ago? Where were those feelings when Tae desperately needed them?

"Kookie...I want to know what it's like to make love to you. I've wanted to know for a long time." Tae barely gets the words out before he finds himself once again pinned underneath Jungkook. Who is smiling a soft smirk before going lower and unbuckling Tae's pants before unbuckling his own.

Whenever he pulls off the older's pants he slowly makes his way back up. Leaving butterfly kisses on every part of Tae's body. He didn't want there to be a single spot that he left untouched. He wanted to remember every single part of Tae's body. Whenever he got close to the younger's erection he heard a low sultry moan which made his member twitch. He leaned forward giving the older three fingers to suck.

"nnnng, K-kookie.." Tae moaned into their kiss whenever he felt the younger circling his wet rim with his drenched finger.

"Ugh, Tae.. I'm gonna hear your voice in my dreams" Jungkook says huskily, smiling into the kiss that he never wants to let go of.

Whenever Tae began to bite and suck on Jungkook's lip he knew that they both were ready. So one finger quickly turned to two, then to three. Earning himself an amazing moan from the older's mouth whenever he curved his fingers up to hit the other's prostate.

"K-kookie.. I w-wanna feel you.. NOW" Taehyung was glaring right into the younger's eyes whenever he begged for his dick

Jungkook leaned up, aligning his huge member with Taehyung's now drenched hole. "You've gotta relax for me at first baby, it's going to hurt okay?" Jungkook said so sweetly. He wanted to be sure that Tae enjoyed this as much as he did.

"Mmm.. ahh, fuck kookie" Tae moaned whenever he felt him enter his hole. The pain didn't last long. Everywhere Jungkook touched on Tae's body turned into a burning sensation that felt amazing to him. "m-more.. fuck more!"

Jungkook increased his pace at the sound of Tae begging for more. Lifting the older's legs over his shoulders so he would have better access as he rammed his dick into his hole.

"God, Tae, you feel so f-fucking amazing.. so tight"

"K-kookie, you're so good.. so so good"

Both of them were experiencing a Euphoric sex experience for the first time in their lives. Neither of them knew that making love could feel so amazing. Despite the experience that they both have.

"T-tae fuck I'm gonna cum."

"M-me too Kook-ahhh"

In perfect synchronization Tae shot his stream landing directly on Jungkook's toned abs while the younger released his warm liquid inside Tae's ass. Slowly thrusting as he left every drop before pulling out of the older.

Jungkook placed a soft kiss on Tae's lips before getting up to be sure they both get cleaned. After cleaning their mess and uh-disposing of the evidence. Jungkook climbed into bed with Tae. He knew he shouldn't but he couldn't leave. Not after that, not after the way he heard the older call for him—beg for him.

"K-kookie?" Tae said softly, while rolling over to face the younger that was using his fingers to trace the side of Taehyung's body.

"mmm?"

"I didn't get to respond to what you-"

Jungkook cut him off with a kiss. "D-don't.. p-please.. I don't think my heart will let me walk away from you if you say anything else" His voice was frail and broken. No matter how many times he told himself this was a one time thing, his heart was already breaking at the thought of never getting to experience this again.

Tae knew as well. He knew how hard this was going to be. So he respected the younger's wishes. He placed a soft kiss on his lips while running his fingers through the cherry locks of the younger one more time. "You've always known how I felt, haven't you?" Tae said quietly.

Neither of them said another word.. they just lay there. Until they both fell asleep.

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A/N: sorry just one more time I had to throw out the inspiration for this fic.

"Secret Love Song" by little mix and Jason derulo. I heard the song in the car on my way to Uni and had chills on my body.

It immediately made me think of Taekook and I wrote the first 6 chaps in class lol

PLEASE give it a listen if you haven't. It goes so perfectly with the story.

Thank you for reading my story if you've gotten this far.

Also I'm amateur at SMUT so sorry if it was disappointing :(
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