A/N: just hit 200 views on this book and I'm just like shook. TYSM for giving my shit story a chance 😭💜

Taehyung's P.O.V

After a really awkward thirty minutes of small talk waiting for the rest of the gang to arrive, all seven guys were ready to head out.

Deciding that they would go explore some of their favorite places from their idol days, loaded up into two taxis and were on their way.

Taehyung was sitting in the back next to Hoseok who was extremely clingy today. If Taehyung hadn't been so engulfed in catching up with his hyung he might've noticed all of the dirty looks he was receiving from the brunette  in the seat in front of him.

"Taehyung-ahhh, how is Bogumie doing? I saw the preview for his new film, it looks awesome!" Hoseok smiles brightly.

Taehyung did his best to mask the pain he was feeling at the reminder of his husband... he loves Bogum, truly. But there's no denying the fact that he is in love with Jungkook and always has been.

"He's fine, I haven't spoken with him since I got in last night. They're wrapping up filming this week actually!"

"That's so great, maybe we can go to the premiere together? I'd love to see you work the red carpet with your man" Hoseok winks at Tae.

Tae just giggles and shakes his head. I really should call him. Not noticing at all the way Jungkook winced at Hoseok's words.

"Speak of the devil" Tae chuckled as his phone was ringing

"Hello?"

"Tae.. h-hi I know I p-promised not to c-call you but I just w-wanted to make sure you made it okay?"

Tae's eyebrows furrowed when he heard the uncertainty in Bogum's voice, yes they agreed that Tae would take this time to figure out what he wanted but damn it hurt to hear him like this.

"Yah, don't be ridiculous...I'm fine. I arrived last nigh-" he cut himself off at the memory of last night

"Tae?"

"Like I was saying I made it in fine. How is filming?" Tae looked forward and noticed Jungkook had placed earbuds in his ears. Taehyung felt horrible at what he was doing to both of these men. It wasn't right and he needed to handle it, sooner rather than later.

"Ah, it's going great! I can't wait for you to see the finished production baby, this movie is just your style" Bogum giggles a little into his words, he partially expected Tae to quickly shut him down and end the phone call...so the conversation had him feeling a little, hopeful.

"That's fantastic, Hoseok-hyung and I were just talking about the premier, he wants to come.."

Bogum hesitated but then got excited because the premier wasn't for another month, so does that mean Tae is still planning on being with him in a month? "They all can come! I can get tickets right away!"

"Awesome, well I'm going to go. Enjoy filming Bogumie!"

"Enjoy your day Tae, I love you..." he hesitated

"Me too, love" Tae almost whispered, as if scared for Jungkook to hear—which he did.

Third Person P.O.V

After stopping at a few cafes and arcades, the guys finally settled down and picked a place for lunch.

"Taehyung-ah?" Namjoon spoke up

"Yes hyung?"

"What did we miss out on over the last month?" He smiled

"Nothing much" just me getting caught cheating on my husband "my life is actually pretty boring now a days, I don't do much" Tae spoke sweetly before returning to his food. He noticed Jungkook hadn't hardly spoke two words to him since the car ride and he couldn't help but feel sad.

Isn't he supposed to try to win me over? Fuck, no Tae stop, you have no right to be upset with him. Tae shook his head

"Taetae? What's wrong!" Seokjin asked worriedly, causing everyone else to look up at the now blushing younger.

"Nothing, honestly I'm just kind of tired" he rubbed the back of his neck nervously meanwhile Jimin is struggling to hold back laughter

"What's so funny Jiminie?" Hoseok pokes his side

"Nothing hyung, just remembered something funny that's all" he smirked at Tae's direction

"Kook-Ah? Why do you seem so down in the dumps kid?" Yoongi scoffed

"Please.." is all Jungkook said and it made everyone realize that whatever it was, it needed to be dropped.

Taehyung put his head down and continued eating. He figured they'd talk later... right?

•••

After doing a little bit more exploring the boys decided to part ways and get some rest. They'd be heading to Daegu tomorrow with Taehyung so they wanted to be replenished.

"Jinnie? You sleeping over again since we don't have any work?" Namjoon wiggled his eyebrows at his partner

Jin knew he needed to go with his boyfriend but part of him really wanted to stay home. He didn't trust Jungkook and had a bad feeling after today's lunch but he figured it best to let the younger handle this on his own..especially now that Taehyung is back.

He just hummed in response and climbed into the taxi, looking at Jungkook before shouting "I'll be back in the morning Jungkookie!" Earning a nod from the younger

Hoseok has already left so now it's just Jungkook, Tae and Yoonmin. Standing awkwardly

"Alright so we're gonna go home..." Yoongi stated "Tae, you're coming right?"

Tae glances at Jungkook who had his faced busy in his phone... I've gotta figure out what's wrong

"I'm gonna hangout with Kookie a little longer, alright? I'll catch an Uber later on, okay hyung?"

Yoongi just rolled his eyes, while Jimin was trying to restrain a smile. "K, bye fuckers"

And then there were two..

"Jungko—"

"Why?"

Tae stood there with eyes wide "huh?"

"Why do you seem so in love with me? Fuck you were waiting for me in my room, Tae. I didn't even know you were here" Jungkook had tears welling "but then you talk to h-him and it's like nothing, just like when I was there And I s-saw you clinging to h-him like there was n-no tomorrow"

"Kookie...I"

"It hurts, Tae. Because you make me think you're going to pick me and damn it I'm such an idiot for believing it. Part of me thought that when you were in my room last night it was because you already decided... but there you were today, making plans and giggling as if you weren't telling me how much you loved me 24 hours ago" Jungkook's voice was broken yet angry.

"Kookie, I can't divorce my husband over a phone call. Am I supposed to just erase him from my life the moment I get here?!"

Silence. The two just stared at each other. Both of them angry, both of them hurt, both of them wanting to stop fighting and love each other.

"I-I'm in love with you, Taehyung. I have been for a very long time." Jungkook steps towards the older, placing a hand around his waist and pulling him closer "I know I have no right to be possessive over you right now, but fuck I can't help it. I don't want to hear someone else saying they love you. I don't want to think about you going home to someone else" Jungkook's breath hitched once he looked up and realized how close they were. Staring directly into those beautiful eyes that he swears he could get lost in "and I REALLY don't want to think about the possibility of you not choosing me." He whispers before pulling the older in for a kiss.

Taehyung was shocked but quickly melted into the kiss before pulling away and leaning into the youngest chest "Jungkookie-"

"Shh, I just needed to get that off my chest okay? I don't want to fight with you while I have you. So let's go home, yeah?" Jungkook flashed that bunny smile that Tae loves so much and the older practically melted.

"Yeah... home" Tae smiles back, placing another soft kiss on the youngers lips before they started walking towards Jungkook's apartment.

•••

The next morning

"Jungkook-ahhhh! Wake up, we're heading to Daeg-" Seokjin stopped talking when he barged into Jungkook's room only to find him sound asleep with none other than Taehyung cuddled up to him.

What am I gonna do with these kids, he sighed before walking out of the room to let the others know they'd be at the train station soon.

Taehyung woke up first. He swore he'd never get tired of waking up feeling Jungkook's heart beating and listening to his quiet snores. He reached a hand up rubbing it through the fluffy brown locks

"Kookie... wake up" he whispered into the youngers ear, leaving a soft nibble on the lobe

"Mmm, baby just five more minutes" Jungkook groaned as he tightened his grip on Tae pulling him to where the older was now laying on top of him. Tae giggles and started pinching the youngers sides

"No, Kookie we gotta wake up now! Yoongi and Jimin are already gonna be mad at me for not coming back, let's not be late too, hmm?" He said before pushing off the younger and climbing out of bed

Jungkook sat up, eyes barely open with his hair a mess. He really loved the sight of Taehyung in the morning, humming while picking out what he was going to wear for the day. "Tae.."

"What's up?" He looked back at Jungkook to see a concerned expression on his face, he walks over and crawls into the youngers lap and starts carding his hair with his fingers

"Does this mean.. what I think it means.. or are you s-still unsure?" Jungkook wasn't going to ask.. he told himself he wouldn't. But he knew that each day that he got to wake up like this he was going to keep falling deeper and deeper.

"Kookie, we can talk about this stuff later okay? Let's enjoy our day together" Taehyung smiles before kissing the younger "I love you, Jeon Jungkook, please don't doubt that okay?"

Jungkook was disappointed with the answer but knew not to push the matter so he just returned another soft kiss and stood up, being sure to carry Taehyung with him to the bathroom.

"Yah! What are you doing!?"

"We need to shower" Jungkook says with a smirk before smacking Tae's ass and locking the bathroom door.

•••

They all had made it to Daegu and were sitting around Tae's grandma's living room. She was showing off pictures and they were all enjoying each other's company. Taehyung hadn't felt this happy in a very long time. His grandmother has been sick and he'd only been able to visit her in the hospital once. So seeing her at home, even though in a wheelchair, made his heart swell.

He didn't even realize how close he and Jungkook were sitting until she pointed it out.

"I see those two still haven't learned what personal space is" she bluntly stated with a chuckle

Taehyung's grandma is very forgetful, unfortunately something that is a lingering effect of her illness. So you can imagine the shock on everyone's faces when she spoke out "I surely hope that I will get to see your wedding before I move on from this life Taehyungie" she smiled fondly while looking between him and Jungkook

He quickly stood up and moved over to her, blushing furiously. "Grandma what are you talking about... I'm m-married, remember?"

"You and Jungkookie already got married?! Why wasn't I there?! Taehyung-Ah, I know you're grown but I'm still your grandmother. I'm so hurt" her words genuinely sounded heartbroken which made the situation all the more awkward

"N-no grandma.. I'm not married to Jungkookie..." Tae's voice wavered which everyone noticed.. thankfully this awkward moment was saved by Taehyung's phone ringing

He sighed and coughed before picking it up, it was an unknown number

"H-hello?"

"Is this Park Taehyung?"

"Speaking."

"Sir, this is Sunahara calling from Kyoto Police Department... there's been an accident"

Tae's phone drops from his hand and tears fall. Jungkook is the first to rush over and pick up his phone.

"Tae?" He whispers, pulling the older into a hug

"I've got-to go h-home" Tae barely got the words out before he hugged his grandma and ran out of the house leaving all of the other members there in shock and confusion.

Not realizing that Jungkook still had his phone.

A/N: little filler, little fluff, preparing for angst. Are you enjoying this story? I have a few different plot lines picked out currently so I'd really like to know how you guys are feeling.

I hope you are healthy and getting good rest. I'll update once I decide which end game path I'm going with.

💜