"What?" I ask no one in particular.

My head was spinning, I don't know what was happening or if this was a joke or something. But if it is a joke, I was hoping that Feitan will make it stop soon because it wasn't a really good joke. 

The people around me seems to be shock as well because it looks like they knew that it should have been my name that was called out. Suddenly, someone walked past me who had a similar pink hair. She looked over her shoulder and smirked at me.

Kayla...

She also mouthed 'You lose' and when he reached the top of the stage, she hugged Feitan.

"No..." I said I went after her.

"Feitan, what is the meaning of this? What are you trying to do? What is the meaning of this!" I ask him and I was shocked at the way he looked at me.

His eyes looked so cold, as if he never knew me. As if... he never loved me. As if I was a stranger to him.

"I'm sorry Y/n but I just realize that Kayla is my true love. I should have told you earlier." He took Kayla's hand and kissed it.

"No!" I yelled and took his hand. "Feitan, what is the meaning of this? Please don't do this... please... stop this... whatever joke this is..." 

He retrieved his hand and glared at me.

"I don't love you anymore. I'm sorry but I should have told you earlier. Please leave." He demanded and I widen my eyes.

"What?" I was now crying in pain. "Please... don't do this to me..."

"You heard him loser, leave!" Kayla went in the way and made a hand sign of 'Shoo'

"What did you do?" I ask her but she only smirks so I grabbed her hair. "What did you do to him! What did you tell him to turn his love away from me!"

"Y/n that's enough!" Feitan grabbed me and pushed me down the ground harshly.

This was the first time he hurt me, the first time he was so aggressive towards me and I was very surprised at what he did.

"Feitan that's enough!" Pakunoda went beside me and helped me up.

"Yes, this is enough. Guards, take her away." Feitan ordered to the guards but they hesitated.

Pakunoda went in the way and dismissed them.

"Baby, she just hurt me. She should be in jail!" Kayla complained while touching Feitan and I had the urge to pull her away again because my priority is to know why Feitan was acting this way.

"Feitan, what is the meaning of this! Why are you making such a big fuas out of these front people!" Pakunoda yelled and I never saw her so mad before.

"You're the one making fuss here, I'm just introducing my future wife and if you have problem with that, then you should just leave." Feitan demanded and I couldn't believe he was saying all of this.

"Feitan, it's me Y/n. The woman you've love for all these years, please don't do this to me." I cried but he just kept his usual face on.

"Leave." He ordered and I felt as if my heart broke into millions of pieces.

"Why are you doing this?" I questioned.

"Because I don't love you anymore." He replied bluntly and this wasn't the Feitan I used to know.

The gentle loving yet teasing and amazing Feitan I used to know. This was a complete new Feitan in front of me.

"Come back to me please! Come back to me baby!" I begged while hugging him but Kayla pushed me back.

"Stay AWAY from my FUTURE husband!" She smirk again and I remembered that she was the reason why Feitan is acting this way.

"What did you do?" I ask her and she giggled.

"Are you deaf? He said he doesn't love soneone who is so pathetic like you." She spat and Pakunoda was about to hit her but I stopped her.

I look once more at Feitan to see if there's still a spark but his eyes were dead. It was the truth, he doesn't love me anymore and I can't stop his heart to keep loving me.

This was the day that I most fear, the day that maybe his love for me will fade away and in just one snap of a finger, everything got take away from me as if it was never even there.

I guess that's just how the heart goes, you love someone then years later the love disappear just like that and it would want to love another person.

"I'll talk to him." Chrollo said while me and Pakunoda were walking down the stairs and all I could do was nod.

What happened to him? Nobody knows. Why did he changed all of the sudden? Nobody knows. But one thing I know for sure is that Kayla has something to do with this and that I need to find out myself.

The looks people were giving me are sympathy, disappointment, envy, sarcastic and the face of betrayal. As if Kayla was the victim.

"I told you she's just a gold digger."

"What a hoe, maybe she bribed Feitan before."

"Deserves her right, can't believe she would lie to everyone."

It wasn't a lie though, everything was real. Our love was real but now... looking back at Feitan and Kayla, I don't even know if he loved me real but I know for sure that I loved him with all my heart.

Don't worry Feitan, I won't give you up that easily. If I have to tell our story from the first time we've met, I will tell you everything about it