AUTHOR'S POV   

Standing at the edge of the bed with a look of intensity in each other's eyes still building since the moment Larry told Laurent to make love to him. There's nothing Laurent wants more than to be inside of Larry but he also doesn't want to rush their first time. He began by lightly grabbing the bottom of Larry's shirt which Larry instinctively raised his arms so Laurent can remove it. Once the shirt is off and exposing his hard chest Laurent drops it to the floor then grabs Larry's belt all while maintaining eye contact. Now he's looking at Larry's beautiful, completely naked body and he brings his bottom lip in to give it a gentle bite. Larry smiles sweetly at that reaction before returning the favor and undressing Laurent as delicately as Laurent undressed him. Seeing Laurent's muscular body gives him the same reaction and while he bites his lip he takes his hands to rub them up and down Laurent's strong pecks with Laurent looking down to watch...his bottom lip still sucked in. Larry catches a glimpse of Laurent's manhood and desiring a taste of it he backed himself up and the instant the back of his knees hit the edge of the bed he sits down and looks up at Laurent before looking back down at the erection that's pointing straight at him. Larry's mouth is nearly watering at the beautiful sight before his eyes. Laurent's manhood is long, thick and beautiful and not wasting another second Larry grabs it to lightly stroke it. As he does he notices Laurent looking down and smiling warmly at him. Then he takes his right thumb and gently caresses Larry's cheek. Seconds later Larry turns his face towards Laurent's hand to softly kiss the inside of it. Now returning his gaze to Laurent's eyes Larry opens his mouth and takes all of Laurent with Laurent immediately throwing his head back and moaning in ecstasy for Larry's mouth has the perfect suction on it. Slowly but surely his speed starts to increase so Laurent's moaning only gets deeper. With a suction like this Laurent just knew his climax would be on the rise soon...but he wanted to save that moment for when he's inside of his love so he abruptly but softly stops him. He seductively whispers "lay back on the bed" and extremely eager Larry crawled back on his hands then rested his head on the pillow...waiting. Laurent placed his hands on the mattress to crawl up then hover himself over Larry...but before meeting that beautiful face he stops at Larry's manhood which is as hard as his and is seemingly waiting to explode with his sweet juice. Laurent suctioned his mouth around it causing Larry to gasp deeply at the sensation. The slurping and sucking is immediate and Larry's panting turns into sultry sounds that are echoing into the air. As Laurent continues the job he's moaning himself at the taste of his loves pre-cum oozing out and into his mouth for it only makes him anticipate the moment his full orgasm erupts and fills his mouth. As he listens to Larry's sounds he's turned on ten times more so he begins to increase his suction. From the top of his eyes he can see Larry's stomach rising and falling due to the deep breathing resounding from him so Laurent extends his arm then opens his hand to place it gently on top of Larry's stomach to control the insane amount of heaving. Larry then feels Laurent's fingers lightly massaging him which feels as amazing as the job being performed on him. With the sensation of Laurent's strong hands and the warmth of Laurent's mouth around him Larry can feel his orgasm stirring. Although this is their first time Laurent can tell just by the way Larry begins to whimper. Then he hears...

Larry: "That feels so good Laurent". *pause* "I'm almost there".

Laurent released Larry's manhood just enough to reply...his sweet breath blowing warmly on Larry's manhood as he does...

Laurent: "Let it go bebe". *pause* "Just let it go".

That's all Larry needs to hear. He grabs the bed sheets with both fists and as he erupts his abs contract as the warm liquid shoots out. Laurent receives a nice serving of it and it's the best taste he's ever had in his mouth. Larry's labored breathing continues as the remaining liquid seeps out and every bit that Laurent catches it smoothly slides down his throat. It literally feels like silk. When Larry is depleted Laurent released then raises himself up on his knees. As eager as he's ready to be inside of Larry he has to take his time as this is Larry's first time and the last thing he wants to do is hurt him...

Laurent: "This will hurt a little bit my love but I promise it will feel better".

Larry: "Oki baby", he whispers.

Laurent puts his right index finger in his mouth to apply some wetness to it before slowly inserting it into Larry's tight hole. As he expected Larry hisses in pain and squirms a little...

Laurent: "It's oki bebe". *pause* "Remember what I said". 

Larry softly nods and Laurent takes his time to stretch him...but he would be lying if he said the tightness he feels around his finger only makes him more eager to finally be inside to feel that exact tightness around him. As he slowly works his magic he feels Larry loosening up more thus causing Larry's hissing to be replaced with moaning. Now that it's safe Laurent hovers over him and as he kisses his lips he's grabbing himself to slowly push inside. The moment he does they both echo an "ahh" as Laurent starts to move gently yet powerfully...

Larry: "Mmm. Laurent". 

Laurent: "You feel so amazing bebe".

Larry: "So do you baby". 

Larry's hole is stretching more and now Laurent is able to go deeper...and that he does. In between their sexual noises they begin to whisper "I love you" yet both feeling as though they're in a dream as they were sure this moment would never take place...

Several moments of this beautiful session had taken place and now with sweat between them as well as deep kisses Laurent feels himself about to come...

Laurent: "It's coming bebe", he whispered erotically.

Knowing that this means this moment of passion is coming to an end Larry whimpers then...

Larry: "Nooo Laurent. I don't want you to come yet".

Laurent: "I'm sorry bebe". *kiss* "But you feel so good".

Laurent slithers his tongue into Larry's mouth but the kiss won't last long as he now feels his orgasm at the very tip. He speeds up a little more than he started to cry out, "ahh fuck" while Larry shrieked as he feels it. It's so powerful that Laurent rests his head on Larry's chest and as he struggles to regain control of his breathing Larry soothes his back. Laurent then lifts his head and looks into Larry's eyes...

Laurent: *smile* "You see what you do to me"?

Larry: *smile* "Yeah", he whispers.

Laurent looks down to watch himself slowly and carefully pull out. He lays next to Larry then pulls him into his chest. Larry takes the liberty of placing his head on Laurent's chest and the moment he hears the light, rhythmic tapping of Laurent's heartbeat he melts. It's as if the rain that is still falling outside is completely inaudible. That's how powerful and beautiful the sound is to him. He's now discovering that Laurent's heartbeat matches his and it only solidifies that the romantic love he's developed for Laurent is real. Although, a large part of him is still concerned about what this could mean for their careers because their love may be real it is still unconventional and likely to not be received well. It seems as though Laurent can sense Larry's thoughts because now Larry is hearing his soft voice asking...

Laurent: "You still worried"?

*brief pause*

Larry: "Yeah I am", he whispers.

Laurent softly kisses him on his forehead then whispers...

Laurent: "I understand bebe but tonight was so perfect and what we wanted for a long time so don't worry for that now". *pause* "Just get some sleep oki"?

Larry: "Oki", he whispers. 

Larry feels Laurent relaxing himself so he can get some sleep too. He falls asleep rather fast but before Larry joins him he starts thinking about all that's happened tonight. His frustration in the club due to the torment he's felt being in love with his twin but now elated because he knows Laurent feels the same. The love of his life making love to him is the icing and it was better than he could have ever imagined it would be. Now, he can sleep... 

~morning~

Laurent is the first to awake this morning and when his eyes fully come to focus he notices Larry sound asleep and although his back is facing Laurent all Laurent has to do is recall the previous evening and he started smiling ear to ear. He scoots closer as lightly as he can so he doesn't wake him then softly kisses his shoulder as he places his hand delicately on Larry's arm to smoothly caress it. He really doesn't want to wake Larry up but he simply can't help leaning forward to place a soft kiss to the side of Larry's neck then his cheek. He's elated that Larry finally confessed instead of holding it in and it absolutely breaks his heart that Larry had the thought of Laurent telling him that they aren't brothers anymore. Lovers or not Larry has always been the best brother and even if Laurent didn't feel the same way romantically there's nothing Larry could ever confess that would make Laurent say such a thing. They're basically the same person and if he's happy Laurent is happy. If he's hurt Laurent is hurt. That's how much he loves him. He's extremely happy that their love has now evolved past brotherly love after all this time of feeling so strongly and Laurent couldn't be happier...but with this new romantic love also comes worry. Dance means everything to him too. It's what he's always wanted to do and he can't help but think about possibly losing it all if people find out about them especially now when so many amazing things are happening for them. Larry meant every word when he said he's proud to be in love with Laurent and Laurent definitely feels the same...but as he thinks more about it he realizes it really will be best if they keep their romance a secret. He then decides that over breakfast he will talk to Larry about it and make sure they're on the same page. He continued rubbing on his arm and seconds later he sees Larry moving slightly which means he's waking up. After another soft kiss to Larry's shoulder Laurent whispers...a smile evident in that voice...

Laurent: "Good morning bebe".

Larry: *smile* "Good morning my love", he whispers.

Laurent: "You sleep good"?

Larry: "I did". *pause* "You know for a second I think last night was a dream".

Laurent moves even closer to him and when Larry feels him directly on his back he hears a sweet whisper saying... 

Laurent: "It wasn't a dream". *kiss* "We made love bebe...and it was beautiful".

Larry: *smile* "So beautiful", he whispers.

Laurent: "Yeah". *pause* "I'm going to take a shower now bebe. I'll be out soon".

Laurent gets up to grab his things for the shower and as he does Larry watches him...happy and smiling. He feels like he's soaring above the clouds because he's been so scared to tell him and he feared he would ultimately have to just let it go and move on somehow but...he doesn't have to do that. Then he started thinking about the concern he expressed to Laurent last night of being afraid what this might do to them and their career but the more he thinks about it the more he realizes that they shouldn't feel ashamed to be in love. Sure, they're brothers and twins at that but Larry can't help how he feels and because of that he wants to be free to shout his love for Laurent from the rooftops if he wants to. He feels so much more alive with Laurent than he ever has with anyone and that shouldn't be kept a secret. It's at that moment he decides he's going to talk to Laurent and see how he feels about them coming out although he's sure that Laurent will go for it so he has no worries. He decides to get up and call room service breakfast. He spots the table in the corner and will set it up the breakfast there as somewhat of a surprise for his love...

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Laurent came out of the bathroom with a towel wrapped around his waist and when he notices breakfast on the table he looks at Larry. Before he can say anything...

Larry: *smile* "I know you're hungry so I ordered for you". 

Laurent: *smile* "Thank you bebe". 

Larry: *smile* "Welcome". *pause* "You shouldn't come out with just a towel. Now I want you again".

Laurent slowly walks over and brought his hand up to caress Larry's cheek...

Laurent: *smile* "That sounds amazing love but...can we eat first"?

Larry: *chuckles* "Oki. We eat now but you have me right after".

Laurent: *smile* "Deal".

Laurent sat down but Larry wouldn't join him just yet as he will make their plates and he does so with an occasional look and smile at Laurent. Once their plates are piled with a little of everything Larry takes his seat so they can partake in the delicious spread. As they eat Larry glances at Laurent with nothing but love in his eyes. Laurent can tell he's insanely happy and of course he always wants Larry happy...but what Larry doesn't know is that while in the shower Laurent had been thinking more about keeping their relationship private. He doesn't know that Larry has the opposite thought on his mind even though his initial thought was the same and just as Laurent is about to bring it up Larry speaks...

Larry: "Baby I know I said I was scared last night but...I don't think we should keep this relationship a secret. It will be hard first but I know the fans will be happy for us". *pause* "I meant what I say Laurent. I'm proud to be in love with you".

Laurent can literally feel his stomach turning because he knows Larry won't like what he has to say...

Laurent: "Larry, bebe listen. You know how much I love you but I think you're right. I don't think people will be oki with us being lovers, and we have a lot of jobs coming that pay a lot of money that we can't lose".

The love and happiness Larry had in his eyes just moments ago quickly faded only to be replaced with sadness...

Larry: "So money is more important than us"?

Laurent: "No bebe. I didn't mean it like that. It's just that we have us family in Paris to take care of and we need money for that so if we lose work we can't take care of them".

Larry: "Laurent, don't you hear me? The fans will be happy for us. They love us and are a reason why we're successful. They won't stop coming to workshops or stop the support they give us".

Laurent: "Bebe the workshops are not the only thing we do. You know this. We have modeling and other things that...."

Larry: "So we'll do more workshops Laurent! Five a month if we have to or we'll do something else! We'll be oki"!

Larry's escalating emotions completely shocked Laurent so he can tell that means he's really hurting. He has to take a few seconds before replying as it hurts him to see Larry's pain...

Laurent: "Bebe, it's not that simple. I hear what you're saying, I really do, but it's just not that simple". *pause* "I'm sorry but I think it's best to not say anything".

It's painfully quiet now and Laurent is terrified to look at Larry because he knows what he's going to see and his heart isn't ready for it whatsoever but...he can't avoid it. He slowly brings his head up and as soon as he looks into Larry's eyes what he sees crushes him. The last thing he wanted to do is hurt him and that's exactly what happened. Still, he can't help but feel that coming out is just too risky...

Laurent: "I'm sorry bebe but we need to act like nothing is different. Everything we do when we work has to stay the same".

Too heartbroken to reply Larry gets up...leaving his uneaten breakfast on the plate then went over to put on his shoes. Laurent instantly gets up to go after him...

Laurent: "Bebe please don't be mad".

Larry: "It's fine Laurent".

Laurent: "Larry it's not fine because you are mad".

Becoming instantly enraged Larry spun around...

Larry: "What do you want me to say Laurent?! *pause* "I can't change your mind can I"?!

Laurent slowly drops his head as his eyes darts around the floor beneath him...unable to give him the "yes" to the question he asked because although he hates to see Larry upset he feels very strongly about this...

Larry: "Exactly! If you feel this is what we need to do then I don't have a choice"!

Laurent still can't say anything and now a seemingly calmer Larry speaks up...

Larry: "I'm going back to my room to get ready. We have the workshop soon".

Just when Laurent feels he can say something Larry says one more thing...

Larry: "Oh and don't worry. I'll act normal". *pause* "I'll act like last night didn't happen. Not my feelings or making love". *pause* "None of it happened".

Larry's voice was shaky the moment he spoke which means he's borderline crying. When Laurent replies his voice shakes too...

Laurent: "Larry, please bebe". 

Larry won't listen at all and before Laurent can see the tears falling from his eyes he turned around to storm out the door and over to his room. Laurent can't take seeing Larry in such a fragile state so he went over to the bed, plopped down then dropped his face in his hands to cry. Meanwhile, since Larry's room is only a hop way he's already inside and no sooner than he kicked his shoes off he fell face first onto the bed and burst into tears himself... 

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A/N: Wow. Larry feels just as strongly about coming out as Laurent feels about keeping their relationship a secret. What happens next? Update coming soon! Love you guys. :)