AUTHOR'S POV

The workshop didn't go as well as they usually do, at least not for Larry and Laurent. They always love workshops and interacting with the fans but today Larry really didn't want to be there. Most of the time Larry pretended to be happy but every part of him on the inside just wanted to crumble because he's never felt so apart from Laurent and because of that he tells him that confessing was the wrong thing to do...but his love is what tells him that it was the right thing to do. Then he started thinking about the previous night and Laurent making love to him. He felt so...free. As if he could conquer the world if I wanted to. That's why it upset him so much when Laurent said that it's best to keep this to themselves because to Larry their love shouldn't be in private. What love should? He simply can't understand why after all the frustration from leaving it bottled in it feels like they're ignoring it in a sense. It's plaguing Larry so much that when Laurent free styled at the workshop Larry couldn't feel anything and he usually lives for Laurent's dancing. The way his body becomes one with the music...the way he glides across the floor as if he's dancing on a cloud. All of those elements combined is why Larry has always been his number one fan...but today he just couldn't be. As they ride back to the hotel now Larry can feel Laurent's eyes practically burning a hole in his face...but being too painful to look at him he keeps his head down although he would speak to him in a soft yet a voice with a hint of anger in it...

Larry: "Why are you looking at me Laurent"?

Laurent slowly reaches over to take Larry's hand in his...

Laurent: "Because I love you bebe and I don't like that you're hurting". 

Larry could have easily melted into Laurent's touch but in this case he just jerked his hand from it...

Larry: "It's your fault Laurent".

Larry shifted his body closer to the window thinking that will signal to Laurent that he doesn't want to talk to him at all and it work...but Laurent is not prepared to give up so easily and he won't...

~hotel~

Silence remains between them as they walk through the lobby and get on the elevator...but the moment they get off and Laurent sees Larry speeding up his pace to get to his room he follows closely behind. Larry unlocks his door and goes inside and when he tried to slam the door in Laurent's face Laurent quickly stopped him...

Laurent: "Larry please, we need to talk for this and I won't leave until we do".

Larry really wants to remain stubborn but that will be an extremely hard thing to do the moment he looks into Laurent's deep, brown and desperate eyes. There are so many emotions behind those eyes with hurt and devastation being the two most evident. Larry softly exhales then steps to the side for him to walk in. Before Laurent started speaking he watches Larry remove his jacket then take off his shoes and now with Larry's full attention on him...

Larry: "So talk Laurent".

Laurent: "Bebe you know I love you but you can't pretend that we won't have problems if people find out and that we can lose jobs because of this". *pause* "Will you really be oki with that if it happen"?

Larry: "Of course I won't be oki Laurent. I love what we do too but as long as we have each other we'll be fine. That's what you told me last night. That we'll get through it together".

Laurent: *deep sigh* "Yes, I said that bebe but...."

Larry: "But you lied?"

*silence*

Larry: "Yeah. It was all a lie". 

That reply made Laurent lose his cool thus leading to a heated exchange between them...

Laurent: I didn't lie Larry! We can get through things together but this is different! It's very different so I'm doing this to protect us...to protect you! I'm doing this for you"!

Larry: "You're not doing this for me Laurent you're doing this for yourself! I'm a grown man I don't need you to protect me! I'll go through whatever for you, for us! It's you! You are the one who cares for what other people think! You are the one who thinks for money! I don't care for any of that but that's all you care for"!

Laurent watches in agony as tears filled Larry's eyes while his painful voice projected and he calms down. The moment Larry covers his face with his hands then turned his back to him and sobbed uncontrollably. Laurent doesn't hesitate to go over and comfort him. Larry tried to escape his grasp but Laurent holds on as tightly yet as gently as he can...

Larry: "No Laurent no! Just leave me alone! Go have all your girlfriends and we'll just stay brothers. That's what you really want"!

Laurent: "Larry you know that's not true. You are the only one I want bebe. Please don't cry. I can't take it when you cry".

Larry: "Then just leave"!

Laurent: "I'm not going anywhere bebe. I need you".

Larry: *sniff* "You don't need me Laurent! You need fame and fortune so go get it"!

Laurent desperately needs to look into Larry's eyes but Larry is determined to not look at him so with all his strength Laurent turned him around to face him. He immediately went in to kiss his lips to which Larry tried to resist that too but Laurent didn't let that happen. He kissed him softly and every time Larry tried to say something Laurent stopped him with another kiss. Larry feels himself giving in to the softness of them and just as he's finding himself fully immersed Laurent slowly pulls away to look in his eyes....

Laurent: "Do you know how happy you made me when you told me you're in love with me? For so long I feel the same way so I do need you bebe".

Laurent wipe the falling tears from Larry's face then came in for another sweet kiss. He takes a hold of the bottom of Larry's shirt to slowly lift it up and remove it. He looked back at that sweet face and the tears can't seem to stop rolling down Larry's cheeks but instead of wiping them away Laurent kissed them away and since his lips are already there he slowly moved them back to Larry's lips. He traveled to his neck where he sucks and nibbles causing Larry to release soft moans. Laurent's tongue then drew a line from Larry's neck back to his mouth to reconnect with a wet kiss while he also unbuckles Larry's pants. Larry became hard the minute Laurent started his feast on Larry's neck and once that rock hard member is freed Laurent grabs it and begins stroking it which made Larry moan in his mouth. Laurent abruptly stops which prompts a light whimper from Larry but he quickly makes up for it when he got on his knees to take Larry in his mouth sucking and slurping with all his might. Curious to see Larry's reaction he glances up and sees Larry has thrown his head back and dropped his mouth open. That's how amazing Laurent's mouth feels around him. When Larry can finally muster up to the strength to say something all he can do is breathe out "Laurent" to which Laurent replies by sucking slightly harder until he feels Larry's body start to shake signaling that his climax is on the horizon. Not even a minute later Laurent feels the hot liquid shoot into his mouth and he gladly swallows all of what Larry has to offer. The warm substance is extremely tasty and feels so thick as it travels down his throat. He then stands up and as he looks back into Larry's eyes he begins to remove his pants. After they hit the floor he turns Larry around, pushes him against the wall and slides his thick wood inside Larry's awaiting hole. The reaction from both is instant...moaning, panting as well as a few expletives resounding from Laurent as he moves inside of him...

Laurent: "You feel that bebe"?

Larry: "I feel it baby", he whispers.

Laurent: "That's my love inside of you".

It seems as though Laurent's speed increased the second after he said that rendering Larry speechless as he's in a complete world of ecstasy...that world so amazing that his eyes closed as he laid his head back on Laurent's shoulder to live in it. With his open cheek right next to his lips Laurent kissed it softly. He then takes Larry's arms and places them on the wall in a surrender-like position then places his hands over Larry's allowing their fingers to intertwine while Laurent picks up the pace. Larry's moaning and how amazing he feels is driving Laurent so crazy that he's near the point of his climax. A few more strong pumps and Laurent releases himself...grunting and convulsing as his warm seeds fill Larry up generously. Small cries are heard echoing from Larry at such a feeling. The orgasm is so powerful that Laurent can hardly stand up so he wraps his arms around Larry's waist and places his sweaty cheek on Larry's equally sweaty back. When his deep and out of control breathing due to such an erotic moment came back to normal he turned Larry around to face him, smiled then brought his hand to Larry's face to gently massage his cheek. For several moments they simply stared into each other's eyes in the now silence that envelopes them. Larry is feeling so many different emotions that it's hard for him to keep eye contact so he breaks the gaze by slowly dropping his head to look at the floor...but Laurent isn't having it. He takes the same hand used to caress Larry's face to lift his head up by the chin ever so softly then came in to seal such a beautiful moment with a kiss. Larry dropped his head again and after Laurent lifts it back up he goes for another kiss only this time he outlines Larry's lips with his tongue prompting Larry to open his mouth. Once he does Laurent's tongue slithers into his so they can share a deep, passionate kiss before releasing and going back into their stare down. Laurent finally breaks the silence and whispers sweetly...

Laurent: "I love you Larry". *pause* "And I'm sorry I hurt you".

With two tears falling down his cheeks Larry whispers back...

Larry: "I love you too Laurent".

Silence ensued as Laurent watches the innocent face of his love. He then bends down to grab a hold of Larry's pants so he can buckled them back up. As he does he softly kisses Larry's nose, then moved to one of his soft cheeks to kiss there before slowly moving over to the other. He saves the best for last and ends up at his mouth to kiss him gently whilst looking into his eyes. That's when he notices Larry is thinking about something and wanting to know what's on that beautiful mind of his he whispers...

Laurent: "What's on your mind"?

Unable to speak Larry drops his head and slowly shook it from side to side thinking that will make Laurent drop the subject...but it would do anything but. Laurent kisses his temple then whispers again...

Laurent: "Don't shut me out bebe. Something is wrong". *pause* "You can talk to me. You know that".

Responding softly as a few stray tears fall...

Larry: "You...you just make me feel good Laurent".

Laurent takes both thumbs to wipe those tears away then held Larry's face in his hands...

Laurent: "I always want to make you feel good bebe. You're my heart Larry and all I want to do is protect you. I can take what people say for me but it would hurt me so bad what people say about you. It would break my heart". *pause* "Do you understand a little bit better now"?

Larry slowly nodded his head and in a small yet sweet voice he tells Laurent what he initially thought the reason was...

Larry: "I just...I think you're not proud to be with me Laurent".

Larry just can't seem to stop crying so Laurent wrapped him up in his strong arms as he softly replies...

Laurent: "I'm so proud to be with you bebe. I've wanted this for so long but I need you to trust me". *pause* "Do you"? 

Laurent can feel Larry nodding against his shoulder and that makes him smile. Then...

Laurent: "That's my bebe".

Laurent pulls away to return his soft gaze...

Laurent: "Don't cry, oki"?

Larry:*nods* "Oki", he whispers.

Laurent: "Come on. Let's get some sleep". 

Larry agreed and after Laurent climbs into bed Larry climbs in right after. Laurent cuddles next to him and watches him fall asleep thinking how he's always looked absolutely beautiful and at peace when he sleeps. His breathing is soft as his chest slowly rises and falls. He can't resist rubbing his face while planting soft kisses all over it and he's careful not to wake him. He then whispers, "you mean everything to me Larry". After giving him a dreamy look followed by another kiss he closed his eyes and falls into a slumber... 

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