Chapter 2

"Please fck me mommy~"

She was stunned, he was mumbling in sleep. She decided to leave but he held her hand. "Don't leave me mommy."

She smiled, and caressed his hair. "Mommy is not going anywhere."

He smiled, then opened his eyes. He went into panic mode when he saw her face. He sat up, he looked around at the plushie, his outfit and then he looked at Y/n.

"You! Did I? Why are you here?" He yelled.

"Sorry to disturb you," she said. He looked down and shook his head. Y/N doesn't show any reaction, if she cares about all this or not. She stood up, putting the letter on his bed table.

"I was just here to give you these." She said and was about to leave.

"Mommy- I mean Y/n. Don't tell anyone." Taehyung said he just calls her Y/n. He doesn't know what else to call her.

"Don't worry, your secret is safe to me." She exclaimed. Taehyung nervously bit his lips. "And by the way, you can call me mommy, it's fine with me."

He looked up, she winked and left the room.

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Y/n opened the office door. She saw her kids Akio playing in his switch, and Kaoru playing dollhouse. While their father is working.

"Momma! You came early!" Kaoru exclaimed excitedly.

"Yes, now go sit in the car, I need to talk to your father." She told them.

"Okay, mom." Akio said and held Kaoru's hand.

"Bye daddy!" Kaoru gave her father a kiss and then left.

She looked at him, "Seriously Kim Namjoon! Can't you give your kids one day in your life? Yesterday I was bad because you sent a driver to drop them and now you bring them to the office?"

"Why are you overreacting? The goal is that I get to spend time with them, so what's wrong if I bring them to work? They get to play and I can work." He shrugged his shoulders.

He prioritized his work over family, one of the main reasons why Y/n divorced him.

"Kaoru didn't want to come here yesterday, because she said she gets bored with you."

"I know, that is why I bought her new toys and Akio a switch. They look happy today."

She rolled her eyes. "Just let me know if you don't want to spend time with them, but just don't neglect my kids like that for work, they complain about it to me."

"Hmm, you can't tell me what to do, you are not my wife."

"Oh, I am really glad that I am not."

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Taehyung groaned, he felt so embarrassed, now he doesn't want to face her.

What if Y/n make fun of her? What if she tells him about his father? He was scared, and definitely not ready to face Y/n.

Someone knocked on the door, "Tae, maids have called you. It's dinner time." Y/n said.

"No! I am not hungry." He said, and his stomach made a noise, exposing that he was lying.

Y/n chuckled, "My cub is lying, it's not nice to lie to mommy."

He looked down, "Y/n, can you not act like that? "

Her talking like that makes him his little space.

She smiled and ruffled his hair. "As you say but I don't have any problem if you want me to act like that. Now come and have dinner."

She was about to leave his room but he stopped her. He nodded his head.

He sat in dining, and Y/n acted normal. He knows Y/n is a strong woman, who is handling her own business, but also focuses on her kids, and now Taehyung and his father too.

After dinner, Y/n was sitting on the balcony and reading a book.

He was nervous and scared of how she would act, but he decided to ask her.

How wrong can things get if he does this?

"Tae, you need something?" She asked, he flinched and hit himself to the glass door.

"Ouch," he groaned. "Nothing."

Y/n took off her glasses and closed the book. "Come here, tell me what happened?"

He gulped his saliva, he looked around, making sure there was no one.

"Mo- Y/n, I-i wanted to ask, if you would be my caregiver?"

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"Hmm? What?" She put the book on the table. Taehyung shook his head.

"No, nothing I will just," He was about to leave.

"Come and sit. Talk to me first." Something in her voice gives him shivers. He likes her voice, he likes everything about her.

He sat on the sofa, his hands on his knee, he was sitting like an obedient kid.

"You know,"

"No, I don't actually know. I don't know about caregivers and littles." She crossed her legs, she was interested in knowing about this. Taehyung doesn't talk much to anyone. He is trusting Y/n. So she wants to know more, and let him know it's okay for him to talk to her.

"Caregivers are the ones who take care of little ones, it's kinda hard. Little ones want attention and love. And the caregiver does that and takes care of them." He noticed her expression, trying to guess what she was thinking.

She put her hand under her chin, "Okay, so as much as I know, they act like kids. So do I need to take care of you as if you are a child?"

"Hmm, kind of."

"Why don't you find someone? Someone your age maybe?" She asked.

He took a deep breath, remembering about Jungkook and how he treats her. He couldn't even tell him that he is a little. "I tried, but I don't trust anyone."

"But you trust me?"

He nodded his head, Her lips curve a little as she smiles.

"It will not be anything sexual right?"

He shook his head. "If you want to, it can-," He was surprised by his own words. "No, I mean no it is not."

"Yeah, you should not forget I am married to your father. And I don't want to cross the limits." She said,

"What about holding hands?"

"We can do that, but nothing else."

"But, hugs and cuddles are necessary."

She smiled again. "Hugs And cuddles are fine, but no kissing or anything more than that."

"What about forehead kisses?" He pouted.

"Forehead kisses are fine too. I am in. I am ready to be your caregiver."

He got excited. "Can I call you mommy?"

"Yes, you can in private. But We will keep it a secret."

He nodded his head. "Thank you."

"You should sleep now, you need to attend college tomorrow." She said,

"Is it possible if you come to my room, so I can put my head on your lap and you can play with my hair until I fall asleep?" It was detailed. And he says it like that.

Before she could reply the balcony door was opened, his father came there. "Hi there Taehyung. I am glad you came out of your room."

He went to Y/n and kissed her forehead before sitting beside her. He wrapped his arms around her. "It's cold here honey, you will get sick." He said, his name is Tae-suk.

She shook her head, and smiled, "I like the view and cold breeze," she replied. She was actually happy with Tae-suk. He was a couple years older than her, but she doesn't feel the age difference with him.

She didn't really marry him because she loved him. She might just admire what type of person he was and how he treated Taehyung. When she met him, she knew she needed someone who prioritized family and his kids first before work and everything.

She loved his caring and kind personality. Which made him a perfect husband for her.

Taehyung felt pain in his chest. He is not supposed to feel this way, he should be happy for his happiness. While he can't help but wish for her.

"It's getting late, I should sleep." Taehyung stood up.

"Okay, good night." His father said. Taehyung went to the balcony door, opening it.

"What book are you?"

Taehyung looked at them last time, seeing them snuggle on the sofa while looking at the book. He left.

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Another night that he is crying himself to sleep. He always feels unworthy of love, no one cares for him. No one loves him. He thought things would be different if Y/n agrees to be his caregiver, but nothing will change. His life can't change.

Y/n can't give him the time and love he wants. And Jungkook is not loyal, and he doesn't want anything more than physical relationship.

He saw the light as the door opened and then shut. He wiped his tears and closed his eyes pretending to be sleeping. He felt someone softly caressing his hair, Taehyung recognized that it's Y/n.

She sat on the bed and put his head on her lap while she gently played with it. As he requested earlier. He wants her to continue playing with his hair but he sits up and hugs her immediately.

"I needed you the most right now!" He mumbled. She hugged him back.

"I know, and I am here for you."

She should, she should be with Taehyung. When he needs her, he has decided what he wants. He doesn't actually want to get loved by anyone, he wants to get loved by Y/n.

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