Jin Pov

Jungkook didn't come back. I recall the police once saying not to worry, but all of us fretted . Our schedule came to a halt and the fans went crazy. We were distraught. Our manager had kept us up to date and after discovering something we no longer needed to question Jungkook's disappearance. However, It was only a matter of time before the others began to question vocally.

"Hyung, w-where did Jungkook go?" Taehyung's shaky voice emitted from under the piles of blankets on the couch. I let out a sigh and Jimin, Hoseok, Yoongi and Tae looked at namjoon and I expectantly.

"It's a long story and I think it's about time to spill Jungkook's secrets. Please, make yourselves comfortable." Namjoon spoke up, standing next to me, and squeezed my hand gently for reassurance before leading us to sit opposite the others on the floor.

"Jungkook had a serious case of depression," I began,"the true origin of his depression is unknown but I think it was triggered when Jimin, his huge crush, chose Yoongi before he could even confess. He was so determined..." I felt my throat tighten at the memory of Jungkook's hardships. I'm such a bad hyung... I looked over to Namjoon for help. Luckily, he got the message.

"He came to us regularly for support, he felt pathetic for being depressed over something so 'petty' and therefore wasn't able to come to anyone else for help. We organized some weekly therapy sessions as we weren't sure on him to deal with him sometimes. His therapist, Mrs Kim, reported to us that he was suffering with intense nightmares and hallucinations. That would explain why he thought Yoongi cheated," at that Jimin let out a sob, tears bawling from his eyes, and Yoongi's face darkened," from that moment on he refused to see his therapist and tricked us into thinking he was with her. Turns out he was hanging out with a friend the whole time. Anyway, we began to give up on him. It felt as if he didn't want to get better and wasn't even trying so we just let him be. It's when he fainted we got seriously worried. However something changed within him. When we tried to comfort him he glared at us and only welcomed Taehyung," Taehyung looked up at Namjoon after he mentioned his name.

"H-h-hyung! The night Jungkook attacked Yoongi I-i sang him to s-sleep. And he began to hang out more..." if only I had done that sooner...

"Oh... that would make sense I guess... A-anyways, it was after he was release from the hospital that Jungkook went missing. It took a few days for us to notice, a shameful fact, but Jungkook didn't come back. We talked to manager and he rang Jungkook's home. We assumed Mrs jeon picked up as the voice was female but... but it was the maid and she told us that.. jungkook's mother died at birth and his stepmother died a few weeks ago... he didn't even tell anyone..." we lowered our heads in realization; he didn't even feel comfortable around us to mourn in front of us. It stayed silent for a moment, excluding the sniffles and Hoseok's sobs.

"W-we visited the police station t-this morning to ask about Jungkook," I spoke up again, my throats was still to tight but the words had to be said. It was important, " they......they told us they'd found him. We were so hopeful until... t-they t-told us that they f-found h-his body in the r-river... h-he committed s-suicide!" I burst into tears, my walls crumbling down. I struggled to breathe and buried myself into Namjoon's shaking arms. I didn't look at their expressions, I couldn't bare to see anymore pain. But I knew. I knew that their hearts we're broken like mine.

Yoongi Pov

You killed Jungkook

You killed Jungkook

You killed Jungkook

"I DID IT!" I screeched between the sobs wracking through my body. The other turned to look at me, eyes bloodshot and snot dribbling down their noses.

"D-did what?" Tae questioned.

"I cheated on Jimin with Mrs Kim. Jungkook wasn't lying. It's all my fault!" At that a range of reactions occurred. Jimin gasped and tripped over himself trying to get away from me, Taehyung, hoseok and Jin sobbed even louder and Namjoon sprung up aggression in his eyes and began to wallop a load of curse words at me.

"How could you?!" Namjoon snapped at me.

"N-Namjoon! Don't!" It was Jimin. "Don't hurt him please! It won't do any good,"

"How can you protect him?! Jimin he was a big factor of Jungkook's death!"

"I'm not protecting him! I'm protecting the group! Jungkook wouldn't want this! We've all made mistakes, especially me. I said so many horrible things to him and I hate myself for it, we all do. But we have to calm the fuck down. We can't change anything so let's not make things worse. Ok?" He quickly rambled

"Ok," we all agreed.

"Oh and Yoongi?" His tone was filled with hatred.

"Y-yes?" I scrunched my eyes together, expecting the worst.

"I'm breaking up with you."

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SORRY FOR TAKING SO LONG. I SWEAR I WAS GOING TO UPDATE TOMORROW BUT I HAD TO GO TO THE HOSPITAL TO VISIT A FRIEND OF MY MOTHERS AND I COULDN't UPDATE

ALSO IM SORRY ITS SO SHORT and FOR ANY MISTAKES!!

IN ADDITION I POSTED A NEW BOOK AND ITS BASICALLY MY TAG&OTHER BOOK

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-Neve