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I rewrote the last chapter to make it better and to give a little back story on all of the characters. Please keep reading and Vote and Comment. I know this may not be a great story but I'd like it if you all read it and let me know what you think. PLEASE PLEASE PLEASE!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

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I was sitting in my best friends living room surrounded by his family and friends. We were all watching a video that his mother put in. Why? I don't know. Which video is it? It's a home video of when Kevin and I was kids. My mom and his mom edited it to show all the most adorable moments in like an hour or less.

"Why are you smiling so big Kevin?" His mom asked on the screen, zooming in on a 5 year old Kevin Jonas. "What were you doing behind that tree with Carla?"

The 5 year old Kevin smiled an overly excited smile. "We kissed," He said happily. I remember Denise telling my mom why she got home from the hospital with my new baby brothers and she breaking down and crying, claming that I was growing up too fast. When I ask about that breakdown now, she laughs and says it was the epidural still in her system plus exahstion.

"Really?" Denise asked on the video.

The younger Kevin nodded, still super happy. "And I'm going to marry her one day soon too," He went on.

Now being 5 years old no one reall took him seriously, but being 5 at the time too, I thought we would really end up getting married. However, it was really too goo to be true.

I looked back to where I knew Kevin was standing with his girlfriend, Zoe Meyer. I wanted to break down and cry, but I didnt. It was suppose to be a happy day beacuase it was his birthday, November 5th, which meant that my birthday was tomorrow. Although, my mom and Kevin's parents thought that it would be a great idea if Kevin and I had our 18th birthday together, so it was my party also, but it didn't feel like it.

Kevin was buring his face in Zoe's neck, obviously embarrassed to death. Zoe was standing there with her arms crossed glaring at the screen. She must have trust issues. I so wanted to be Zoe right now, so Kevin would bury his face in my neck trying to hide. Someone elbowed me in the ribs hard. I winced, but didnt cry out. Growing up with twing brothers, plus four "stepbrothers" taught me never to cry out in pain.

My biological brothers, Brad and Nate, were looking at me. I gave them a sad smile. Nate, who was sitting right beside me, said,"Keep on hoping for the sky to fall in your arms." It was something that our dad used to tell us when we were sad. I smiled at him and nodded.  Brad nodded, with a small smile also. Brad and Nate were fraternal twins who liked to dress alike just for the heck of it. Brad had short tussled dark brown hair, green eyes, and a crooked smile like Nick Jonas that made all the girls swoon. He loved baseball, was the pitcher on the school team, and also the captian. He loved to play the field, but also had a secret spot for Nick's friend Maya. When I found out he made me swear to Mr. Toodles, my stuffed dog that dad got my the day before he got into the car crash. 

Nate on the other hands had medium length dark blonde hair and green eyes and a mysterious smile that had the girls wondering if he actually liked them. He had a girlfriend, but wasn't doing too good with her becuase she's been evading him lately, so he told me the other day that he was going to break up with her the next time he saw her. He had a thing for music like Kevin and his brothers, but never wanted to admit it.

OKay, if you're wondering what happened to our dad, it was a car crash, he was driving home from work and a drunk driver plowed into him. He died instanlty. It happened right after I started 1st grade, the first day there Denise had pulled Kevin, Joe, and I out of kindergarden and 1st grade to break the news. Kevin never left my side when he found out how upset I was. He even wanted to sleep next to me at night to keep the nightmares away, which I reallly appreciate becuase he always made me stop crying by singing his and my dad's song for me that they wrote when I was sick with the chicken pox reall bad.

Keep on hoping that the sky will fall in your arms,

Keep on believing in the impossible dreams

Believe and nothing will do you harm

I will be here always for you,

whereever you go, I will be there along for the ride,

as your guide,

I will keep you from harm,

so long as you believe and hope

in the impossible

Keep on hoping that the sky will fall in your arms

And I will be there right next to you

holding onto your heart, and guiding your mind

Remember, I love you (I love you)

I love you (I love You)

I

Love

You

Every time I heard Kevin's lysp singing, I felt better. What I would give to hear him sing that song to me and lay beside me once more.

On the screen, the camera showed my room. I was crying and Kevin was right beside me. He was muttering and I couldn't make it out, then I realized that it was our song. I looked at Kevin. He had moved closer to the screen, holding the beaded necklace I made for him when we were at summer camp in 2nd grade, and had a shocked expression on his face like he had forgotten that song even existed.

He met my gaze and smiled my smile, or at least I called it my smile. It seemed he only gave that crooked, I'm so yourse smile to me. Although I didnt mind. Yes, if you haven't figured out that I love my best friend Kevin Jonas, then pay more attention. I smiled back, motioning for him to sit beside me. He looked at Zoe,who had gone to the kitchen, and nodded. He swerved through the sea of people, earning a few pats on the back as he went.

He sighed in relief as he sat down next to me and pulled me into a hug as if he hasnt seen me in forever. I hugged him back, my heart thumping wildly.I looked back at Zoe, she was standing alone giving me a deathly glare. If I hadn't been raised with 6 brothers then I'd really be scared. We stayed in the hug for the rest of the party. Soon, everyone else had other engagements, and they all left us alone. Zoe was the last one to leave. Kevin only got up to show her the door. Then he got a big piece of cake for the two of us to eat.

I wasn't sure if I should tell him or not, but him being my best friend, I decided to. After a few bites I spilled.

"Zoe doesnt' like me."

Kevin stopped mid-chew. He looked at me as he coninued to chew slowly. "what makes you say that?" He askes, swallowing.

"Well, when we were watching the home videos together on the couch, she gave me the worst look ever," I told him. I was scared that he would deny it.

He nodded. "I knew it all along. I just was hoping that it wasnt true. I've been thinking of ending it for a while, but I kept pushing it off, hoping that it would work out."

I was shocked at what he said, but deep down I was also hoping that he woudl finally recognize me.

6 years later

I was now 24 years old, in college and still had my fingers crossed that Kevin would recognize me. There was a very slim chance of it though since he was married to a girl named Danielle. Sure she was really nice and everythng, but I didnt really know her know her.

I had bought a place in New Jersey of my own, remarkably close to Kevin and Danielle. I tried to stay away from them as much as I could. Whenever Kevin wanted Danielle and I to hang out together, I always had my wall up. I didn't want to get to close to her becuase I might spill my feelings.

Kevin and I hadn't had a real conversation in 6 years. I've been missing it really bad too. I had a lot of admireres in college, but I always held onto Kevin's song and promise he made to me when we were 5 years old wanting to marry me.

I was right in the middle of thinking when the doorbell rang throughout my two story house that Kevin helped pay for. Kevin was standing at the door with a few bags and red eyes like he has been crying.

This isn't good.  

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