The way i always put up with my own feelings is so damn hard

People may see me as a selfish and hard hearted human being but that's just my physical aspect

It's hard to act tough like nothing happened. It's hard to hold back the tears i've been holding for too long

There are times when it's just too much and all your bottled up feelings would just make you explode

Everyone is just like a pent up volcano. Once you're tired of holding back your feelings, you just want to explode

The feeling of a rock forming in your throat, knowing it's a sign that you wanted to cry

The feeling of being hurt and betrayed is the worst feeling i have felt. But even if i did get hurt, nobody cared

All they care about is as if someone made a mistake and hurt your feelings. But once they apologize, it will just fade away like a bubble that popped

They wouldn't care less about me, they don't understand my feelings. Even if i try to explain, nobody cared

All they know is i'm a hard hearted person who doesn't care about other people's feelings

I do care because i'm human being too and i feel sorry for hurting them but did you even considered what i felt?

Have you ever questioned yourself what does she feel? And sure maybe you did, but that doesn't help me to lessen the pain i've felt

I've felt like i'm the worst person alive and i'm not worth of everyone's time. I'm glad that there is someone who can listen to me

I'm glad that she listened to me and she let me cry my feelings out. Even if she didn't really understand the whole situation till day one, she listened to me

I collected my thought and once again confessed one of my secret confessions

I cleared my thought and realized...all was fading