I watched her from afar as i sat down at my seat in the corner unnoticeable.
I felt this incredible heart shattering pain

I see her wearing her brightest smile while hanging out with her so called real friends

I feel like a doormat. You call me a friend as you pull out a knife. You stab me in the back not only once but twice

I'm surrounded by wolves that are dressed like a sheep. You told them straight lines, dry snitching at me

The moment i found out, you keep claiming that it wasn't you behind the rumours. You straight pointed out me, to save your own ass 

I’d rather sweat buckets, to search out peace. Than spilling gallons of blood, fighting insecurities in me. It’s a full time job, dealing with fake friends

We all had friends, which were straight perpetrating. Saying they got our back, all the way to the end. Same ole same ole, just a fake friend

I cleared my own thoughts and once again started to write the secret confessions deep within me

"To my dear friend, or so i thought
Your actions have made it clear
Hanging out with me, just because you need me
Our friendship has come to an end,
I no longer need you here

I truly know now what the true definition of friendship is,
And that definition is not you
You made me open my eyes
To see what your true intensions are

I hate to admit it,
But here i am realizing what i have become
I became a puppet that you control
Doing everything you say
Following your role

I don't want you to hate me
But i'm just telling the truth
You manipulated me
And i know it's the truth"

Once i finished, i realized it again.. all was fading