Hope Mikaelson woke up in the middle of the night, feeling worse then she had in months, for a moment she was happy though, that was until she remembered that she lost a friend she didn't even know. She knows that she shouldn't be so torn up about this but she doesn't even know who she told everything to, and while she didn't believe that she would tell anyone about the... other stuff, she still wanted to know who she was trusting. 

As she lay awake in bed thinking time around her seemed to be going as quick as the night can whic was honestly way too quick considering how much sleep she had been getting, of lack thereof. it's not like she hasn't tried to but her body will not shut off, her mind feels like it's racing, each note had been saved, since day 1, so if she one day found out who J. is she would be able to have those notes as a reminder of the 4 long years that she lived though, loosing friends and family, thinking she's broken, but her biggest memory is that she had one friend, sure J. isnt her friend physically but she likes to dream, for hells sake, Hope doesn't even know J. real name but she had a stronger conection with her then anyone else in this school.

Before long Hope's alarm started blaring, reminding her that life still goes on, even if it feels like your hearts broken, and you feel like nobody will ever like you for you because the one person you did have has left, Hope groans and groggily gets out of bed, feeling an ache in her bones but knowing there's nothing that will fix that, as she made her way the the bathroom she went dizzy, she just presumed it to be lack of sleep that was making her a bit light headed, she grabs the door frame to just let herself come back before making her way into the bathroom, turning on the shower and standing under the boiling water was the best part of Hope's day, the feeling of the heat soaking into her body made her feel calm, however that doesn't last because as soon as the shower is turned off she felt the ache return.

climbing out of the shower she sneaked a glance in the mirror, her eyes were showing just how tired she is, the bags underneath are another indication, her face looks more bony then the last time she looked in the mirror, then she moved down to the rest of her body, her ribs were starting to show  and her body was hugely malnourished. 

She got changed into a skirt and jumper that seemed far to large for her now and even though the weather was boiling, Hope felt a chill in her bones, having nothing to protect her from illness or the weather.

Making her way down to her first lesson, having already slept through breakfast, she yawned, wanting to go and climb back into my warm bed and sleep the day away, knowing it was too late to fake sick even though she looks ill, she sat down and just closed her eyes for a moment, trying to stop the pounding in her head, the room was rowdy and so fucking cold. 

The teacher walks in, clapping her hands in that obnoxious way teachers do to get your attention "okay, quiet now everyone, I hate to be the barer of bad news but we have a test today" she  groan but thankfully it is hidden in between the other moans and groans of my fellow students. 

she sit up straight trying to make herself aware of the test at hand, when she looked at the test it seemed simple, 15 questions in 30 minuets isn't that hard but she couldn't think of the answers to the most simple things, things that Hope had learned when she was younger, before she even started proper school, such as 19 divided by 7.

As she sat their, her pen being twiddled in between her fingers, the time ticked on and on but Hope was still stuck on the first question, it wasn't hard it read 

If Susan has 93 apples and 6 friends, how does she share them fairly?.

The bell rung, singling the end of the test, the teacher went around and collected the tests, however, when she got to Hope's she instantly noticed the fact that their was no answers on the front page so she flicked through to see if Hope had done anything, once she had done and closed the book she looked up at Hope "would you like to explain the fact that you just sat their for half an hour and didn't write anything?" The teacher asks, Hope shrugs her shoulders, that obviously pissed off the teacher and she looked dead in Hope's eyes "go to Dr Saltzman's office and explain why you didn't complete any part of the test, including the fact that you didn't even write your name" The teacher demands. 

As Hope stands up she suddenly goes dizzy and before she knows it she drops and everything is black.

Okay yall I don't know how I feel about this, I think it's kinda shitty but I'm untalented so it's whatever.