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May POV

It's Sunday afternoon and Ellie and her boyfriend are in the living room watching TV.

I really don't want to go back to school tomorrow. I'm already excited for Summer. I hate the heat really, I just don't like going to school.

As I'm about to leave the house to head to Adam's house I hear her boyfriend say something.

"So, which one is your half sister?" My heart drops and my hands become sweaty.

"May." My eyes widen. "Don't say anything though." I stand there shocked.

What did I just hear?

"Sadie are you down here?!" I remain quiet. I'm standing in the hallway stunned.

"Hey May." Ellie chirps. Her face drops. "What's wrong?"

"What's wrong?" I ask. "Well, thanks for informing me that I'm your half sister." Her face falls.

"May-"

"No, I'm just going to go."

"Fuck, I didn't want you to hear that." Ellie follows behind me.

"So, which parent do I share with you?" I ask.

"Mom." I bite down. "Just come inside and I'll explain it to you."

"Just tell me now." I say.

"Dad's brother is your father." My eyes widen.

"Uncle Nick?" I ask. "What? How?" I manage to say.

"Mom had an affair on Dad with Uncle Nick. He didn't," She pauses.

"Just say it." I say.

"He didn't want you as a daughter so Mom decided not to tell Dad until you were older."

"He has three other kids so..."

"You have five half siblings."

"Does his wife know?" Ellie nods.

I feel completely numb. "Sadie and I wanted to tell you, but-"

"Tell me when?" I ask. "When I have kids of my own?"

"May, please just--we still think of you has our full sister."

"That doesn't fix that the reason why Dad hates me. It's because I am not his and he didn't even know I wasn't his actual daughter. I am a reminder that his wife cheated on him with his brother."

"He doesn't hate you." Ellie defends. I stare at her blankly. "They're coming back home tomorrow, ask them questions." My face falls.

"Isn't Uncle Nick coming over this up coming weekend?" Ellie nods. "Wow, that should be lovely." I spit.

"I'm sorry." I don't respond I just walk off my porch and get in my car.

***

"Hey May." Anne's voice chirps happily.

"Hi." I try to sound happy. "Is uh, Harry home?"

"Yes, he's just upstairs. Come on in." I step into the warm house. "You know your way, right?" I nod with a soft smile.

I walk up his fluffy steps and see his door is open. I step in he speaks. "Mom I did the dishes-" Harry looks up. "Oh." His eyes widen. "Hey."

"Hi." I bite my lip. "Um, I kinda didn't know who to talk to, and you were oddly the first person who would make me feel um calmer, so." Harry stands.

He closes his bedroom door. "What's wrong?" Harry asks.

"I found out that I'm not fully related to my father." His eyes widen.

"Wait, you mean..."

"It turns out that my fathers brother, is my biological dad."

"So Ellie and Sadie are your half siblings?" I nod.

"They can be my cousins and sisters." I mutter. His arms wrap around me tightly and he squeezes me. "I didn't know where to go."

"It's okay. You're not bothering me." Harry kisses the side of my head.

"I don't know what to think." I say. "Even my biological Dad didn't want me.."

"May, you're so fucking amazing. He's a fucking idiot to not want to be your dad. And even John, he's stupid not to love you. Don't get me started with your Mom."

"They're coming down this weekend for dinner." I mumble.

"Your uh.."

"Yeah." I sigh. I pull away from his hug and feel his hands cup my cheeks. He gently kisses my forehead. "At least I know why my so called parents hate me." His head shakes.

"They're so stupid."

"It makes sense to why I don't really look like Ellie or Sadie though." I say.

"Does your uncle have any kids?" I nod.

"One is Ellie's age, her name is Sarah. One is my age, his name is Henry, then one is already graduated college, his name is Nick."

"Are they nice to you at least?"

"I see them like once a year and they hangout with Ellie and Sadie mostly." Harry frowns. "I wouldn't doubt if they know." I mumble.

"Where do they live?"

"North Washington." Harry nods. His fingers play with mine. I just press my head against his chest and feel his arms wrap around me. "Sorry for bothering you."

"You never bother me May." He kisses my skin. I screw my eyes shut against him and take a deep breath. His fingers lace through my hair and it calms my nerves.

***

I get home around nine and see my "parents" are home. They weren't supposed to be home till tomorrow.

"Why are you guys home early?" I ask my Mother.

"Early flight." I just nod and head upstairs. I don't even want to look at either of them

A://N

I never mentioned this but now I will, so if you could read what is written below, that would be nice...

I low-key get a lot of hate with the way may's character is. Meaning her physical traits. May is played by Barbara, yes. But, I don't want her to be a model. I don't want May to be a size 4 or 5"8, or anything like that. For any of my books with the girls being played I make up what their height and weight are. So, in this book May is a size 13, not 4.

Please just keep in mind that 1) I read all the comments 2) may isn't exactly Barbara, she isn't going to have all the traits she does, and 3) if you disagree with the way I'm writing this book please stop reading it.

I still get comments now saying "wtf Barbara isn't 5"2." If I wanted Barbara, including her height, weight, age, etc her name wouldn't be May...

Also, just because on some chapters I get 100 comments or 60 whatever, it doesn't mean I don't read all of the comments you post, because I do. I read what everyone comments.

with this being said, don't comment something that is wrong with my book then say "but it's great" or "i love this book sm". My book is far from perfect, ik. I'm not the best writer and I'm trying to get better with every book I publish on wattpad.

The reason why I'm saying all of this is because it really doesn't make me want to update or post more chapters. the only reason why i sometimes do is because of the people who comment nice things.

I'm not trying to be petty and call out everyone who shitted on my book (which is lowkey all at some point), because I know everyone has their own opinion. But, my concept of this book isn't for May to be a thin. Also, if you have commented saying something you didn't like about my book, i don't want you to feel like i hate you or something

If you want constant updates, you might not want to comment something that i would find offensive. It may sound like i'm over reacting but this has been happening since chapter 1, and it's really pulling the fun out of sharing this book with you guys.

I never thought anyone would read my books, so knowing that people are is scary. Just hitting publish on a chapter worries me sometimes because i always feel like i have to please everyone. So, sometimes I forget that this is my book and I'm writing it. It's hard not be persuaded to write something that you guy want and will make you happy.

basically what i'm trying to convey is that May is who I made up with the face of someone who i thought looked pretty (face wise), and even though you may comment something saying "this isn't realistic, but your book is amazing" i still find hurtful in way (I just made up that comment), but ones that are similar to stuff like that I don't really like to read.

I AM NOT DIRECTING THIS TO ANYONE SO PLEASE DO NO COMMENT THAT IM TALKING DIRECTLY TO YOU BC I DONT EVEN KNOW WHO COMMENTED RUDE SHIT IN THE PAST OR CURRENTLY

i doubt anyone would read this, so if you wonder why i don't update as much you know why..

~lauren