I know more than what most would like

singing songs full of sorrow

Im no knight just a pitiful king

but oh, I won't let my tears pour

I could go to the woods and hide in the forest

at least there I know how to be free

I could give in to all of my hate

but tell me

tell me what would be the point

Why should I say that I love you

Why should I say that I'll be fine without you

Why should I change when you never did

Why am I still so angry, bottling up for so many years

Why should I stay so mad when it's already over

And saying that I love you

even though my world went dark without your grace

Are you singing my requiem

this night

You brought me into this world and you threw me away

Leaving your son broken and scarred

You wasted your chance and left nothing to say

but here is your requiem

Dad called you out and made you disappear

But I wont stop until I finally find you

And even though it's been fourteen years

I will find you and hear your requiem this night

Why should I say that I still love you

Why should I say that I'll change when you never did

Why should I abandon you, like you did to me

WHY do I still play songs so full of grief

I won't say that I love you

when your the reason Im so angry

because my world didn't go out the door, like yours

Here I am singing your requiem tonight

tonight

If you come back will you see that

your knight has built a kingdom without you

And everyone shall know just why

Your the reason for my distraught

No im not the same person that you remember

and when I go to sleep, I will still think back to when you were here

So don't tell me that it was there fault

when you were the one to leave

don't tell me it was there fault

and that after all you put me through

don't try to lie your way out

An that you were not the demon, that I knew

Cause I will not cry about this again

or hide away in my room

because my world only got brighter with you gone

this is your requiem

I will be singing your reuiem

I will be singing your requiem....

mom