I have my own demons that haunt me while i sleep
I have demons that haunt me in the wake of the day
Yes i have reason for shame, but only one have sullied my name
I refuse to abide while they smile
I lost myself one night
Lost my name
My identity
My mind
My life
I lost who i was
You see me but you don't pay attention what i'm doing
Now I wish i can go away, far away
Travel to the one that hurt me too
So much for being family
Thought i could trust you, but i know
I know the truth and it hurts
Now i'm searching for those you curse at night
But soon you'll curse me too
And if you see me smile, believe me its a fake, like you two
My demons give me the strength to go on, not you
Just the pain, the lost, im not human just a body
A wandering soul
To justify why she's always on my mind
Well you don't own me
You don't know me
You ruined me
I lost everything
Everyone, is someone not to trust
I don't trust
Nobody but myself
And even then I don't
You can try, but you will whine
By next summer, I'll make you cry
I've had a war in my mind
Along with a million screams
Now your mine
I want you to know
I will have revenge, and I will find a new me
That's not you
I may ruin you, but your mistake was lying to me
I know i'm not the best
But you are the worst
True i'm regretful
But you'll finally know just how much pain you caused me
We may be running out of time, but i promise before this world end
I will show how much pain is in my mind
Even though a small portion is you
I will run, run farther than you'll see me go
And when you see me go, I hope you cry
Now i know what my purpose is
So I'll stick around for a while more
You can cut my skin
And break my bones
But ohhh
I'll keep going not even the devil can catch me
I will find myself
You cut my hair and change my look
But my outlook on this world
Will always remain the same
Hope you realise that you fuck'd up
So go ahead and taunt me
You already haunt me
With every lie i will hurt you just as much only ten times worse
You say you love
But how?
When I am not who you see me
I have to scream to be heard
But you just never listen to me
And you wonder why i'm so depressed
And you never took me seriously
When I leave, say goodbye
Cause i ain't never coming back
You can kiss my ass
Hope you miss me, cause sure won't
I'm gonna search for the one you took me away from me