~Previously in Chapter 10.1~

Okay so basically Y/n tried to assassinate Koro Sensei in class, but failed of course. Lucky for her though, Nagisa really liked her Assassination attempt, and so after class he asked Y/n to go on a date with him afterschool. So yea that's what's you missed in Chapter 10.1!

||Y/n's P.o.v||

When we left school, Nagisa let me pick the place we went to. Because I didn't want anyone to show up and embarrass me in front of Nagisa, I chose a little restaurant that I knew about that wasn't too close to school. Once we reached the place he let me pick where we sat too and so I chose a booth by the window. We actually sat next to eachother like a couple or something! Nagisa sat by the window and I sat at the end. I tried to give him as much space as I could so he wouldn't feel uncomfortable, but somehow we ended up shoulder to shoulder. Up until now, I had never really spent that much time with Nagisa off campus. We were always with someone else, or with Karma, so it was nice to be with just Nagisa for a change.

After Nagisa let me order whatever I wanted, he then helped me with my homework like he promised. In return I helped him with English homework, even though I'm not the best at spelling. It's the first time in a while I was actually not awkward with Nagisa. How could I be, when everything was going so well though. Nagisa made me forget about all my anxieties and insecurities, with the way he lighted up every time he got an answer right. Seeing him in such a good mood caused me to gain enough confidence to finally confess to him, well...at least try to,

"Um...Hey...Nagisa..." I called him shyly.

"Yea, what is it Y/n?" He asked looking up from his work

"W-why did you ask me to hang out..." I wanted to call this a date, but couldn't bring myself to do so, "It's not like I ever treat you..." I told him.

He chuckled a bit, causing my face to heat up, 'Why is he laughing??' I thought, 'Did I say something wrong??'

    "Since when is that a reason to treat you?" He giggled.

I looked away as my face heated up more. I wished I could have just died from all my awkwardness already. I rubbed my arm a bit,

    "Yea but-"

    "I do it because I like you! You're my friend!" He told me, putting his hand on my head.

My heart rose and sank at the same time, 'Your friend? Really??...way to kill the mood Nagisa...' I thought. I couldn't help but be upset at his words. Did he really only see me as a friend, and nothing more?? No, I should at least try...right?

    "Hey, Y/n, what's wrong?" Nagisa asked putting a hand on my shoulder.

I shook my head, now being brought back to reality,

    "It's nothing..." I told him.

He seemed satisfied with that answer, but I wasn't,

    "Uhm! Actuall, Nagisa there's something I want to tell you!" I exclaimed.

He looked at me confused,

    "Yea sure, what is it?" He asked, "You can tell me anything..."

Every word he said to me only made me more nervous. The knots in my stomach only got worse because of how he was looking at me. He looked so...innocent, like whatever I was going to say to him would make or beak our friendship. I gulped a bit, 'here goes everything...',

    "Nagisa I-"

    "Oh hey guys! What are you doing here?"

My heart sunk, and I shook my head a bit in annoyance. 'Of course...' Thought. The person who literally just interrupted my long awaited confession of a lifetime was...Kayano...

    "I could ask you the same thing." Nagisa joked.

Out of all people why'd it have to be her...She's just so nice and cute, it's hard not to be jealous of someone perfect who sits next to your crush, and now here she is...right in front of me.

    "Right Y/n?" Nagisa said snapping me out of my thoughts.

    "Huh, I'm sorry what? I kind of spaced out a bit!" I told him.

I wondered if he could tell I was forcing a smile,

    "Oh, it was nothing important." Kayano said waving her hands a bit.

I turned to look at her,

    "Nagisa was just telling me that you and him were doing homework together, and that's why you were here." She assured.

I grimaced a bit for a second, but then smiled right after,

    "Yea, that's right!" I exclaimed happily.

I looked at my phone and checked the time, "It's getting late I should get going!" I lied. I didn't have anywhere to be, I just didn't want to stay at that stupid restaurant. For some reason the what I was feeling was worse than rejection.There wasn't really any point of me staying a situation like this. I started packing up my stuff, and I looked at Nagisa,

    "Sorry Nagisa! I hope you don't mind!" I said cheerily.

It was hard to force a smile in an annoying situation like this. I just hoped it was enough to fool him.

    "It's okay." Nagisa said, "I'll go with you!"

There it was again...that faint flutter in my stomach. I felt like I was gonna puke. I smiled at him,

    "You don't have to!" I assured him, "Besides Kayano's here, you wouldn't want to leave her here all alone!"

    "Huh? You don't have to worry about me guys, I was just coming to get something and to say hi, so I'll be leaving soon anyway!" Kayano jumped in.

    "Oh well, in that case! We can all walk togethe!" I said cheerily.

The whole walk I didn't say a thing...

Once Nagisa and I departed from Kayano on our way to the train station, I still didn't say anything. My hopes of confessing were completely crushed for the day. I don't know why, but Kayno has this affect on me. She just makes me...upset...I know it's not her fault that she's the way she is, but I just don't like her all that much. There's just something about her, that I hate...

    "Hey,uh sorry about Kayano coming over to us!" Nagisa said rubbing the back of his neck.

I looked over at him confused,

    "What do you mean? It wasn't your fault that Kayano happened to be in the same spot as us." I told him.

He blushed a bit,

    "Yea I know, but still..." His face heated up more, "You were about to say something to me, but you got cut off..."

In that moment, my life source was replenished. My face heated up to it's max temperature. Nagisa seemed so sad about that little incident. I couldn't help but be flsutered like him. I swatted my hand at him a bit,

    "Huh what?!?! That?? It was nothing?!? I just wanted to thank you for taking the time to help me out with math! I was really struggling without you!!" I lied.

I was so caught up in the moment, I just spewed nonsense to him without second thought,

    "Really?" He asked as if he didn't believe me all the way.

I gave him the thumbs up,

    "Hells yea! I had a blast with you today! The most fun I've had in a long time!!"

Nagisa smiled at me. The vibe he was giving me was that he was happy, but he still didn't buy my story all the way,

    "That's great to hear." He said, "I had tons of fun too!" He assured me.

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    Nagisa and I departed once he got off the train. He offered to walk me to my house, but I didn't want to inconvenience him so I declined. Besides, I wanted to be alone for a bit. I was totally exhausted after the day I just had. So many things went right and wrong today and it made my head spin just thinking about it. Luckily I would be home soon. Unfortunately, I wasn't alone for long...

    "Soooo...how was your date with Nagisa??" Karma asked popping up out of nowhere as I was walking.

I jumpd a bit,

    "Geez! Where the hell did you even come from??" I exclaimed angrily.

He snickered, and I huffed as I started walking down the street again,

    "And it wasn't date..." I dismissed.

    "Oh really?? Then what do you call a boy and girl hanging out alone together?" He teased walking next to me.

My face hated up and I stopped walking to turn and look at him. I stomped my foot in anger a bit,

    "How did you even know we hung out??" I shouted.

He snickered, and I swear I could see devil horns appear on his head,

    "I totally happened to see him ask you out~" He teased

    "He did not ask me out-" I stopped myself from speaking for a second. I took a deep breath and tried again, "We were just hanging out...as friends..."

He looked at me intrigued. It was like he was examining my inner feelings or something,

    "Let me guess..." He trailed off, still thinking, "You confessed to Nagisa today didn't you? But he rejected you right?"

    "That's not what happened!" I shouted.

He snickered when I yelled at him, but then it hit me. All those feelings from before sudden came rushing back,

    "I did try to confess, but... Kayano came and-"

    "Wait wait wait, you think Nagisa likes Kayano?" Karma asked.

    "What?? I didn't say that! I didn't even finish my story!" I defended

'Wait, was that really it?? Do I not like Kayano because I think he likes her??' I wondered. Now that the thought was in my mind I couldn't get it out,

    "Well it sure does seems like you d-"

    "Shut up Karma! you don't even know what you're talking about!!" I cut him off.

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Once I departed ways with Karma I went inside my complex. I got on the elevator and pressed my floor number. The elevator ride seemed longer than usual now that I was actually alone in a confined space with my thoughts... 'I can't believe how naive I've been up to now...' scowled, 'Did I really think that just because Nagisa might not like me, he wouldn't like anyone else? How stupid could I be??'.

The elevator door opened up and I walked out and stared walking down the hall to my apartment, 'Besides, what makes me so special?? Everything I used to have like sports and popularity are gone now...what could he even like about me? What could make me stand out when I'm in End class just like him?'

I opened up the door to my apartment, and closed the door behind me. I slipped off my shoes at the door way,

    "I'm home!" I called out.

There was no response. I looked at the clock, it was only 5 o'clock. My dad's probably just getting off work. But where were my other siblings? 'Probably with the babysitter...' I thought. I went into my room and closed the door. I practically collapsed on my bed. Exhaustion was an understatement in that moment, 'How do I get Nagisa to like me...' I wondered, 'There has to be something that can set me apart from everyone else...'.  Finally an idea popped into my head,

    "I got it!" I exclaimed scrambling up out of my disheveled position o my bed.

I dug around inside my bag for my phone and pulled it out to text Karma. I needed to share this with someone!

    Y/n: Karma! I just came up with the greatest idea on how to get Nagisa to notice me and fall in love with me!!!

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This...is such a long ass chapter. I literally deleted the whole date scene itself AND most of the walk home scene with Karma and this chapter is still long ass shit...I'm so sorry about that...