Y/N POV

I entered the guest room where i know JiHyun will be. I walk to the bed silently and sit on the edge. I sigh as i stared at my Daughter peacefully sleeping. I smiled im happy that JiHyun will finally have a dad she always wanted even if she didn't tell me i know deep down she badly want and need a father i always saw a hint of envy in her eyes everytime she saw a kid with their parents, their mom and dad. But i also feel nervous... What if Jimin don't want JiHyun? What if Jimin already had his own family and JiHyun isn't welcome in his life? What if...

Many What If's invaded my mind but i shrugged it off. My decision is final i will tell Jimin about JiHyun he should know if he accepted JiHyun then that will make me very happy because i know JiHyun will be very happy too but if he didn't want JiHyun... Im not sure how i will tell JiHyun about it... I just hope Jimin won't be too cruel and let JiHyun atleast experience having him with her.

Everytime i think about JiHyun and Jimin... the memory of what happen seven years ago will slowly crept out of the back of my mind. Because 'till now i still can't accept what happen... I still can't let go and I don't think i will....

Tears formed in my eyes blurring my vision i inhale a breath and slowly exhale. That memory hurts more than the memory of the time when Jimin cheated on me... As a mother nothing more hurts than losing a child... My son JeeHyun...

A lone tear drop out of my eyes as i remember how happy i was knowing i have twins. At my first check up i thought i only have one child and a girl which is JiHyun but after a few months of pregnancy the OB discovered that i really have twins i was in so much joy that time. And she said it's two girls. I named them JiHyun and JeeHyun. But my pregnancy was very risky that the OB said there's a possibility that one of the twins or maybe me can die when i give birth. And JeeHyun didn't survived.... I almost didn't survived too... Aunt and mom said i was in a coma for a month... I didn't even had a chance to hold or see my daughter... I didn't had a normal delivery and had it cesarian so i was unconscious. After i woke up from a one month coma and knowing Jeehyun died i really feel like it's my fault.. because i didn't took care of myself more carefully. But it already happen and I can't do anything to bring back my son I'm also thankful that atleast JiHyun survived because if i lossed both the twins I don't think I will still be in my right mind.

"Beautiful Y/N???"

I hear JiHyun's soft voice called out and blink my eyes and wiping of the tears and look at her with a smile showing her I'm okay.

"Hey baby Sorry did i wake you up?" She sat up yawning.

"Nahh Why are you crying mommy? Is something wrong?"

"Nothing. I just remembered something. Let's go to sleep now it's almost midnight" I said and she nodded and lay back to bed i lay down beside her and hug her.

"Good night, mommy"

"Good night, baby"

I watch as she closed her eyes and went back to sleep. I now close my eyes to sleep and after a few minutes i feel myself drifting into a deep sleep and to my dreamland.

Author's POV

Meanwhile in one of the other guest rooms...

Jimin is laying on the bed staring at the ceiling. Thinking about who he just saw earlier. He can feel the excitement and nervousness knowing really soon he will see his Y/N again after years. He's hoping the little girl he saw is his. But he's also not really sure because after what happen it's not impossible for Y/N to have another man in her heart. But he's hoping....

He is hoping Y/N give him a second chance. Even just ome last chance. Just a chance to make things better. A chance to prove his true love again to Y/N. And a chance to show and tell how sorry he is to what happen.

But the thoughts of how he will tell Y/N about his twins appear in his mind. Jimin hates Seulgi his mind was in chaos after knowing he impregnate her. That his affair with Seulgi resulted. But even if his twins is a result to his mistakes he never treat nor thought of his twins as a mistake in his but to him Soyeon and Jaemin are a blessing to him. But the mother of his twins is the mistake. It should have been Y/N.. but because of his stupidness... Because he give in the temptation he lost a precious gem. His Y/N.

He closes his eyes and later on falls asleep. With the last thought in his mind is to say how much he loves Y/N when they meet again.

To be Continue....