I've re read my bio, the chapters I had written. I want to apologize so solemnly I can't even put it into words, I was a wreck and I was not in the right mind. I've read the things I've written, and the amount of times I scrunched my face up when reading was too many. I feel embarrassed. I do not mean to make any of you uncomfortable. I hope you can read past and not think of me as what I was.

I truly apologize.