Readers POV:

~4:00~
It was finally time. Although I feel like Im missising something so important.

I shrug the feeling off and begin to turn on the radio.

"The new queen of london, the last person she talked to, her beloved, Cat!

Y/N L/N, is now the queen of London, currently, she is on a mission for the last queen, still and hopefully will return to the kingdom later on, after the mission is done!"

I dropped the glass I was holding and it shattered to the floor. Sebastion came in moments later and my knees dropped. I knew I was supposed to be happy...although, I never wanted this. Sebastion looker at me for a moment with confusion on his face.
I don't wanna marry ciel and him be king on London I want to marry Sebastion! Why is this world so, so, cruel?! I thought.
I looked up at him and stared for moment with tears forming in my cat like eyes.
Sebastion eyes widened just for a second as he looked at me. This was the first time I let myself fall apart infront of him. Infront of anyone.
I feel a sudden grab from behind and I am pulled on the bed. Sebastion was holding be and petting my head, running his fingers through my hair.

"What is wrong Y/N?"

I wanted to answer but my throat was dry so I pointed to the radio. He seemed to understand.

"Oh, my dear Y/N, I wont let ciel have my precious cat. Even if I am is butler...

A few moments passed and he stares down at me.

"My dear, Y/N...even if I have a contract with him..I will still watch from afar as you and him live-"
I cut him on with my lips.
It was a long kiss for me. But..for him...I knew it was a split second.
No. He did not return the kiss.
I soon rwlized what I did and blushed soon, let his lips go. My ears and tail were already out. Although, he seemed unfazed.

Then it struck me.

He did not return my feelings...
I am a demon..he knows it...we could be together forever...so why....

It was silent until he broke it.
"Y/N, I will be on a order and we will be gone for a little while. Please make sure the servant dont burn the mansion down."

And with that he was gone...
He acted like nothing happend....

*The next day*

I was watching from my window as Ciel got in the carriage, this was followed behind Sebastion. He looked at me out of the corner of his red eye.
The carriage was driving off and I sighed.

I remberd what happend yesterday, and walked over my bed and cried...

Im just another demon that a cat to him. That is all. And all I will ever be. Stop trying so hard Y/N.
I told myself before drifting off to sleep.
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A/N:! YOU SHALL NOT WORRY ANOTHER CHAPTER WILL BE UPLOADED TODAY!