EIGHTEEN
"and maybe we're just lost stars, trying to light up the dark."
JEONGGUK SENT A VOICE RECORDING.
JEONGGUK:
hyung. [pause] what should i do? i can't help it ; i can't stop the lies. i can't stop distorting the truths just so that you'd stay by my side. i'm so, so reliant on you that i'm scared of losing you. i'm scared that one day i might wake up and find that min yoongi isn't there for me anymore because he's so caught up with his work.
JEONGGUK:
i'm sick of this. i'm tired of lying without even knowing, and then realizing it only much later on. it's bringing so much harm to so many people and just-
JEONGGUK:
[voice cracks]
i think i'm a bad person. a really, really awful person.
...
YOONGI:
isn't it ridiculous how much i care about you but i couldn't see how badly you were suffering?
YOONGI:
isn't it sad that i never had the chance to tell you i love you? that you've always been my priority, that i'd gladly quit my job for you?
YOONGI:
they say time heals everything
YOONGI:
but i don't think so
YOONGI:
because time stops with you, and it has always been like this.
YOONGI:
it always will.
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