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I told you I would stay
But Never promised that I would never Leave

I told you attachment is my fear
And I tend to walk away

I told you,
I would be there

and I was there
Even before we started becoming grow closer

I was there

I was the one who wiped those tears in your eyes

I was the one that held your hands
when your sister didn't care

I was there

I was the one who held you tight
And became the one to guide

More Than a best friend could do
When your parents didn't bother
caring about u

I was the one who traveled 2 hours around your city

I was the one stranded in the middle of the traffic for 1 hour
and ignored the feeling of being pissed And irritated

Because I only had one goal

"To see you waving at me
And smiling like an idiot while sharing my limited time with you"

I was there

I was the one who walked by distance and gets lost for 30 minutes around the creepy streets of your place

had an allergy because of the humidity under the sun

I was there

Who stayed with you
when you felt No one was loving you

I was the one who fought and cried in front of my OM to had the fixed day off

One f* day off to travel 3 and half hours to find your house

And travel 3 and a half back from midnight to reach my home

I was the one
Who bought you soup

Took care of you
And cuddled with you
while you were sick

I was there

When a guy couldn't afford to give a damn sh* effort to visit you.

I TRIED TO BE THERE FOR YOU ALL THE TIME

til I had to meet my frustration under the sun

Even how many times you'll reach out for me

I was still the one who decided to walk away

Because you couldn't even afford to make me stay

you never gave me reasons
And I am not an idiot

just confused between love and infatuation

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(To never fall in love with your best friend)

"It was part of my memory
It'll tend to be that way
Forget today, it will just fade one day"

(A/N)🎍
I found out that im not in love with her anymore or I never was coz someone else already has stolen my heart but the thing is I'm still the same " Idiot in love ".