"Survival was my wish
And
Success is my revenge"

I was criticized and laughed at
My confidence was killed in dismay;
But never did I let the only hope in me fade away
That someday, I'd survive from my demons
And be the rising Phoenix;
Because Surviving from my hell
Was not only my wish but also my desire.

Living was easy yet to live it worthy wasn't;
To dream was in my control yet to get hold of it was my wish;
Some wishes did come true

While some remained buried deep,

Not everything was in my hands to make it through
Because no matter how hard I tried, Fate had it's tricks
And I was just a Marionette in the jest.
 

I was blamed and cursed at
My hopes were crushed beyond despair,
But never did I let my guards down
Because I promised my wounds to help heal
And salvage for their blisters;
Because I promised my crippled soul
That I'll have vengeance on their behalf and free them.
 

Regrets was my companion staying helplessly with me all the while
When none was there to look out for me;
And with that in mind, I stopped wishing for anything glamorous
But to fight with those obscured demons in me;
Because I knew no wish of mine was heard
And I had to be both the Knight and the Damsel
in this distressing story of Mine.

I was played, I was mocked at
I was broken beyond repair,
Yet I survived through all
Because I promised my incompetent self! Someday, I'd rise as bright as the Sun
In this Brutal sphere;
Because I promised my lost self
That I'll revive and make them realise
How it feels to be helpless to yearn for what is lost.
 

I was the one to cry in the dark
And also the one to smile at the world
Just to show no judgements mattered
Even if the words cut me into slices,
Because I believed in slaying all my Doubters out there before my Call
And to wreak before I'm burnt to ashes,
I choose success as my Sweetest Revenge ever.