That moment outweighed my whole life ,

The instance I was sitting with my back resting against my bed's back .

Indifferent of each and every thing I lack,

Savoring the coldness of my room ,

Who knew I was living in doom?

My hands cupping a cup of steaming tea ...

Everybody in his own dream land ,

I enjoying The solitude when I was all by me .

Somehow my body went all cold like ice,

Shivers swept down my spine,

When a moment back I was all fine.

Tears formed,

Came overflowing one after the other in
never ending rows,

Rolling down my cheeks,

Burning with regrets,

Threatening not to cease...

It was the moment
I imagined my departure to the same dust I was created from...

It was the moment
I questioned my CONSCIENCE for the very FIRST
time...

Hi!!
Another poem from the core of my heart! It's not a fragment of my imagination like it always is but a slice of reality... I was in the same condition this morning but the difference is that I questioned my conscience for the millionth time yet it felt like the first time... I hope it makes sense (: But I love it to bits! Plz tell me you also do!