Reflection

You say I laugh maniacally

You say I'm becoming a stranger every day

Someone whose face you see on the express train's window

That goes away in a flash

Well you're wrong

After all

I'm not a reflection on a window pane

I'm the lingering feeling of unease

In your life

From me, there's no safe space

You'll say I'm losing my sanity

Getting lost in my vanity

But

Do you see?

This crazy feeling is a part of you

Not me

I won't be your demise

Nor lyrics in songs

My existence won't last

Because with the echo of my laughters,

Im fading.

All what will stay

Is your memories

Of all my favorite songs

A shadow of the past

Because with each passing day

You're fading.

I had said to you finally

How I had felt everyday

But your face then became of a stranger

Your love gone in a flash

I was wrong

After all

My reflection on the window pane

Of the day I was free

Will haunt you

Even in your safe space

Because all I am is who you are

We're one in two

So if I fade away

So will you

A/n

There's those who can't tell the difference in ruining a form and experimenting. I'm unfortunately that person 99% of the time